you think you know but you have no idea

2007-05-06T13:07:00.000+08:00

You might have already guessed it.
I no longer blog here.

I'm no longer interested in blogging publicly, so.. If you're still interested, you could get an lj account and add me on rottenraisins.livejournal.com

Mmm, yah that's about it.

And sorry to the number of people who tagged me here but I didn't reply!!
You could comment over at my lj already, so.. Just ask me anything there or just email me! (:
I'll reply! Promise! haha.

2007-04-28T17:28:00.000+08:00

never expected you to be such a person.

Take it all on me, and just leave my close ones alone.
Please.

Do you really find pleasure in bringing somebody down?
Do you find pleasure when everybody laughs with you, and make you feel right that you are bringing me down just because of what you think I am?

This is just a blog.
Why must things end up like that because of it?
I didn't even insult anybody or said anything that'd possibly affect you, so why must you be like that?

I am happy alone, and you can go ahead with your bitchings I really don't bother anymore.
But even you have somebody you want to protect, so why can't you understand that there ARE people who want to protect me from what I don't deserve too?

Just leave us alone.

NNBPCB.

2007-04-28T14:59:00.000+08:00

lalalala I wanted to blog.
but I'm too busy. hahaha!

I've a lot of picts to put up.. and so much to blog about!

Enjoying life much more than before! :D

Lost a bestfriend, added 4 new friends! :D HAHAHAHA..
And they're all SUPER nice. like, really, SUPER nice.

You know what? I don't care about HOW MUCH people do behind my back IF that person still treats me like shit.
Can you tell me the rationale behind doing so much behind the person only to treat that person like shit?

I have seen and heard a million of such things.
You treat that person like shit, and you come up with thingamagics like "I want her to change." or "I still treat her as a friend but...", etc.

If anybody treats ME as a friend,
1. That person would tell me my flaws without having to be asked
2. Overlook my flaws.
3. Will never treat me like that because he/she knows how I'd feel.

I can overlook anything that anybody has done to me, I can even overlook the fact that you make me seem like I'm the one who's full of attitude and really bad beyond control.

But I will not tolerate if anybody maligns me.

I have NEVER talked to ANYBODY about MY material.
Friends who know me would know, even if I have a new ipod/bag/whatever, I will NEVER flaunt it.
I will NEVER talk about it unless asked.

The most I've done is while flipping through Bazaar or Female, I'd just go "WAH! this chloe bag damn chio!"

FUCK okay.

I am materialistic but I am NOT hopeless materialistic to the point that it TWISTS my character and makes me boastful or whatever.

SO DON'T MALIGN ME.

2007-04-25T07:11:00.000+08:00

我是幸福的(:

Can't help but feel fortunate.
With everything happening, and when I'm down with fever.

Those who care.. Those who are true.
Randy, zhen, mehmeh, liangliang, my dad.. and a few others. haha

And one of the simplest things that could make my day and make me feel more than fortunate is that every morning when I switch on the new radio(which belongs to randy haha, remember the one we won from the lucky draw?), the radio would play Jay Chou's songs.
Every single time, not once it'd be playing half way through or anything, and I didn't have to wait too long for it come on.

It's like God's way of making me feel better or something. haha!

Please read.

2007-04-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

I don't know how many times I have to do this.
But, I'll just do it lest I need it again for future use. *cross finger*

Firstly, I don't know why nobody knows HOW to READ the small words on the LEFT HAND SIDE.
I have stated clearly, and can't make it any clearer that this is just a bimbo blog, nothing much bout my personal life.
Sure, I do add in bits of my personal life but trust me, it's only about 5%.
The rest are exaggerated, some over-exaggerated.. Which only randy and those extremely close to me would know and those are the most minute things, EVER. Used just for the sole purpose of spicing this whole blog up (or not, why do you think my visitor hits would increase by so much)

I just totally blog here for fun. Act bitchy when I feel like it, blowing things out of proportion, and just share really pretty things (which unfortunately, you can't find anything that is NOT branded ONLINE.)

Just like how people game for fun, I blog.
I like to entertain and just crack silly jokes with some dark humour.
I like it when people tell me they enjoy my blog because it keeps them entertained.
And that's about how things are like.

You could even say it's somewhat like my part-time job, cept I'm unpaid. hahaha but thing is, I find joy in it and that's about all that matters, is it not?

My guy friends, like mehmeh always ask me, "(blogging) not bo liao meh?"
It IS bo liao, but it's just mindless entertainment so I don't know why people are taking something Bo liao so damn seriously.

In the first place, is this the ONLY bimbo blog you read? No, seriously.

Second, this blog takes a totally different persona as me. I do have a lot of pretty things, and some really lavish things but those are what you call Gifts of Love from my father/friends.
My dad spoils me too much, and my dad might have an extremely different mindset as your dad, I'd never know.
But my dad HATES it when I carry fake stuff, or fake gold, or.. you get the point.
So he'd naturally give me more so I can doll myself up, and at least I won't make him lose face.
I am afterall his successor.

Thirdly, I have stated very clearly about the difference between my blog-persona and me. In case you need to know, the writer of this blog is human. She has problems and emotions, but she doesn't blog here totally because this blog is meant just for entertainment's sake (my entertainment, and your entertainment as well). She blogs on her lj for more personal stuff, but doesn't really show much as well.
Okay, enough bout the third person talk.

Ever since my blog has been receiving an average of 140 people a day(It's 190 now on average), I have stopped blogging about my personal life with the people closest to me, reason being, even though 140 is nothing, but as long as there's a hundred people reading.. Hundred can just spread by twofolds.
And I think I wouldn't like to ruin my relationship with anybody, and I'd like to protect them in ways I can.

You don't know how some people can be bloody bitches (not referring to anyone, I swear) and just totally bitch bout people they don't know or not related to them, just looking at their pictures.

I wouldn't want that to happen to anybody of them if that day would ever come. It's the smallest thing ever, but I won't even want that to happen.

If anybody would like to know more about me; I don't ever talk to my close friends about my bag, or show off my latest blah blah blah. (And yes, these are the people who read and don't read my blog)
They're just very close friends of mine who know my dad spoils me too much, but that's about all they know.
They know why my dad spoils me too much cus from the way I spend on them/or not.

If really, I really do behave the way I do on this blog in reality, I truly doubt anybody can stand me because in reality, nobody talks about their bag the whole time and neither do they talk about bracelets and shit.

I don't see why anybody has to speak ill of me TO MY FRIENDS, when they don't even know me in reality.

And I don't see why any of my friends who know me quite well to believe what those people who don't know about me and just read this blog said to them.

Because this blog is superficial, but I am not.
All my friends can vouch for me.

Randy told me over the phone, "You know what is your problem? You are too true to **."

zhen said, " HUH?! how could she do that to you?! you're so nice to her!"

Cheebye. True or not true also kenna pwned.
Can you feel my rage?

One last thing, do people befriend my blog or befriend me?
That, I'd like to know.

Cus it wouldn't make sense if somebody starts disliking me cus of MY blog when in reality, I was still the same to him/her. (Not betraying, not bitching, not backstabbing, not.. aiya whatever that's bad to friendships.)

You could say I have many masks.
Many = 2, and that's it.
On blog, and when I'm not. That's just about it. So stop speculating or do guessing games.

I have to apologise to those who know me though.
I am sorry if I have caused any confusion about my personality.
Like, I'm like that in reality, and then this blog just messes up your mind again.
If you'd like to know me better/so much, you could always talk to me on MSN/phone/message.
I won't decline anybody IF I do know them in reality, so yes.. I do hope that everything mentioned earlier is clear enough.

Erm, due to my evasive character it might all been easier if i have just avoided.
And knowing myself, I would quit school and shit.
But, maybe I won't now.
I am 18, and it's really about time I grew up and face things like a woman. (hahahaha)
Makes me stronger.. I'd need it.

And, if I do quit, then I'm just letting my O level results go to waste.
Plus, I have managed to scrape through year one in poly.. I wouldn't want to waste that too.

And this semester, I have been doing tutorials (though I never attend ALL the lectures) and have been self-studying whenever I can because after the family problem, I realised how much my father loves me and how high his hopes are for me.
I love my dad a lot, and I don't wanna let him down that's why I'm studying hard.

If I do avoid, and continue being evasive amanda.. Then I'm also letting those who care down too.
Like, this certain somebody who talked to me and told me how I'm like a kid. (Which isn't very obvious on this blog, as you can see. That's just about how much you know me from this blog.)

Before I end this entry, I'd just like to do some announcement that Im gonna be on hiatus for a bit.
I'd like this entry to up for as long until I feel that the message has sunk in.

Initially, I wanted to shut this blog down cus it does create some unnecessary trouble, and just shift to lj where I can lock my entries and choose the people I want to add.

But after telling randy everything, he told me not to because there is really no need to.
This blog is totally detatched from my life although I AM THE WRITER.
It doesn't affect the way I treat people, nor make me snobby in reality.
So, yeah.

Hurrah?

Before I end, I just wanna share a story with everybody.
Something I learnt from the IS class yesterday which is extremely meaningful, and I think it's God's way of telling me a message.

In the past, hunters use bottles to catch monkeys.
They have these jar bottles with narrow openings which they place in a hole dug in the forest.
They put a banana inside the jar and wait for the monkey.
The monkey would then be lured to the bottle, and you know what happens...

The monkey would stretch it's hand into the bottle and pick the banana.
But when it tries to take the banana out, it'd realise that it's hand is stuck.
Because the opening of the jar is only big enough for the hand to go in and out, but not big enough for the hand AND banana to come out.
And that's how the hunters manage to catch the monkey.

Moral of the story is, when you need to and when you know there's no other way out to savage anything, save yourself.
How?

Let go.

Like the monkey, if the monkey let go of the banana.. It could have been saved.
It's the most obvious thing to do, but most of us, like the monkey, won't do it.
Just like the monkey.. We'd hold on to it.

I don't know bout all of you, but this story made a lot of sense and I am such a person that I'd only make such huge decisions only if you give me an extremely good reason.
And this is a reason good enough for me to follow and learn from for the rest of my life.

You may be thinking why I'm kicking a big fuss about such anal issues.

Would it not piss you off if your READERS don't know how to READ? (fucking ironic x10000)
Would it not piss you off if your friend behaves like he/she is befriending your blog instead of you?
And like after 18 years of living, suddenly somebody tells you you have many faces in life.

I personally don't bother bout what others' think about me really.
As long as I don't know you, or I'm not close to you, it doesn't bother me one bit bout what you think bout me. (Everybody knows that.)

But what bothers me is that THESE people judge me based on this blog, and just spread their nonsense to My friends when they don't even know HOW I am like in reality.

The most absurd thing I have heard today is that I am two totally different people when I dress up and I don't.

I hear that a lot actually, but what they meant was how I look.
I look like sai when I don't dress up, like this seller whom I had to meet in school.
She left a comment on lj and told me that I looked so different from the pictures cus I met her without makeup AND with spectacles.
And I know (so I don't feel offended in any way. hahaha), so whenever I don't, I just don't look at the people around me, the only people whom I look at in the eye when I talk to them are people that are close to me.
To me, I think I can just fade into the background when people are not looking. hahahaha
It's just plain (beggar) jane, you get what I mean?

When I do dress up, I walk with my back straight up, tummy tucked in, chest out.
I look at anybody I talk to.
I won't fade into the background, because there'd be people looking. NOT because I'm damn chio or damn hot or whatnot but because I'm no plain jane.

Who would you look at anyway?
Plain jane? Or non-plain jane?

Is that NOT normal?

And that's about all what.
I still treat people the same, and all.

Okay, that's about it.

Influx of camwhore pictures

2007-04-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZZZ!

Prepare for an influx of nothing-but-me pictures because.. There really isn't anything much since it's just school and the usual meeting-up-with-dad-for-dinner. (and my camera died on me right after cam whoring so I can't bring it out.)

If you can't take my narcissim but still want to read, just scroll till you see words. lol

EXTREMELY GOOD HAIR DAY LAH I CAN'T HELP IT. HAHAHAHA
Flaunt it while you have it!
Eh what? You will still have bad hair days no matter how much you maintain your hair!
Ahhhh.. And this. is. youth.

I wonder what becomes of somebody if that person never ever takes pictures when they're in their teens..
I'd just die in regrets cus I wanna see the physical changes I've been through ALL MY LIFE.
And I'd like to recognise youth before ageing and die. lol

Oh, and I tried doing the taitai smile but I look constipated,

I can't smile like that for nuts cus my braces can't keep my lips together when I smile like that.
I'm just hoping I can smile like that after I remove them..... hahaha!!
Then I can do the taitai smile! :D hahahaha

Wore my favourite earrings! The big bright orange flower.
I have the smaller ones in baby pink! very, very pretty.. (:

WORE MY NEW DRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

I love this dressssssss! But it's a tad too translucent, so I just wore my girlboxers over my undies. hahahaha

love the crochette..
crochette crochette..
I'm in love with crochetted tops/dresses! haha
theyre so pretty I bought like 6 tops with crochettes..prettypretty!

accessorizeeeeeeeeeee
banglezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
You could never go wrong OVERaccessorizing! heehaw

Didn't wear any necklaces else surely overkill. :S

... My camera's battery died here so, there'd be no pictures of school or anything until I get home with a charged battery. haha

Went to school for my IS class.. and the lesson was extremely thought evoking.
The module is Understanding Relationships (I have no choice.), so.. you could have imagined the sort of stuff they go through.
And I think a lot.. And attending this class just makes me think EVEN more. haha
So I'm just hoping I'd curb any temptation to ask randy anything. :/

I have the most notorious people in my class.
Not that their characters are bad, but their names are polluted as hell.

I'm quite sure if I named them, everybody would start asking me " OMG! REALLY?!!!! "

One of them is Space. Some girl who's extremely notorious in ACC, but a small fry as compared to the other notorious person.

And I have to say.... That the mystery person is SOOOO CUTE!!!! XD HAHAHA
And he is DAMN famous at one time, that even xiaxue mentioned him and his ex-boyfriend.
So, go figure. :P

The class was extremely open to everything, that somebody talked bout orgasm for a good 5 minutes to the class. :/
So, like, now I know that during an intercourse it's most important for the guy to orgasm and the guy takes minutes to orgasm.
I felt quite.. unhappy when I heard that because it's an extremely sexist thing to say that "it's most important for the guy to orgasm than the girl."

I have extremely good classmates, that's all I have to say. HAHAHA
sorry it's such a bad ending to the orgasm talk. lol
but, really.. Everybody's really friendly and nice.
Like this hunky dragonboater who knows how to play mahjong. (WOOHOO!)

And I've realised that FSV/Mass commies are SOOOooooooooo different from people from ACC. (I won't go as far as to say people from the business school)
Their way of presenting themselves, and their language.
Vast difference........ I almost dug a hole and hid my head in it when I listened to this fellow ACC guy present.

I wanted to correct him SOOOO badly, but it'd be rude.. :/
He repeated " Da Nan Ren " and " Big Man Person " (he even did a super raw translation for the benefit of the non chinese. wtf any raw-er than that it has gotta be sashimi.)
He repeated "Big Man Person" for six times, and everybody was laughing AT HIM not cus of what he said.
Sigh. -_-

It's male chauvinist, if you didn't already know.

Made some really nice girlfriends.. (:

After school, bumped into 92839023 people.

And I have to tell all the girls that the way to see if somebody is really interested in you when you're on the streets is when that person's gaze is fixated on your face, NOT YOUR ASS OR BOOBS.

zz.

Returned home, and had dinner with my dad at some japanese restaurant. (can't remember the name)

So, yeah.
I slept at 7pm!! :D 10 hours of sleep!! woohoo!

Anyway, don't say that I don't take ugly pictures of myself ok.
I DO!

With my hair pushed back, and when I'm patjiao. HAHAHA

HAHAHAHA wahrao damn uGlYzxzxzx.

Don't know what I can do after school today.. Might go and ~~bug~~look for mehmeh for canele. hehe

Alrighty, byebye! (:

HOT LIKE ANYTHING! HAHAHA

2007-04-23T03:14:00.000+08:00

GOOD GENES RUN IN THE FAMILY I AM SURE.

I was speculating if this was her.. And it was!

DAMN BLOODY CHIO! Like some japanese pop star.. *drool* hahaha

She's my elder sister.. Mmm, paternal cousin but since we share the same surname and have the same blood, then we're sisters! hahaha

She's really nice and down-to-earth, very ladylike too.. Unlike me. :/

HAHAHAHA damn chio! I was soooo excited bout this picture I had to show off. lol

cannot stand it. damn chio plxszxzxs.

Not forgetting her brother, my paternal cousin as well, whom I had a crush on since I was.. 5?
I didn't dare look at him when he was teaching me the spelling of Eraser. HAHAHA

On the far left, thanks.

Insanely suave.. hahaha!

My mom and I would always gush at how handsome he is.. heeheeeee
Picture does no justice!

Ahhh.. I'm missing reunion dinners with the tan family already. :(
Heart warming atmosphere + extremely good food (think the whole range of sashimi, home cooked chinese food, and abalone sashimi) = orgasmic, truly orgasmic.

I miss my father already. Haven't seen him for a week!! :(
But it's okay.. Seeing him later (: hehe

stupid lisps

2007-04-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

This week will be tough as hell for me because school sucks.

I'm not gonna complain bout school now, because I know I'd be doing that as soon as I step into school tmr. Gah!

Why oh why did I not listen to everybody and just go to a jc?!

Argh fuck lah!

Retail therapy soon because stress > guilt.
In case youre wondering, guilt = guilt from taking too much money from my dad. haha

I need more new clothes.. New shoes.. New contacts and hair cut which I've been procrastinating since last year. :(

It was randy and my 27th monthsary (which is 1 year, 3 months) yesterday, and it was extremely simple and sweet. (:
The sad thing is, school (SP) would rob me of my boyfriend for one fucking week. :(

$_$ HAHAHA

2007-04-22T03:15:00.000+08:00

Hi bitchez!

I'm piss broke as of now. Yea, NOW.
Have been spending on cabs (think taking 3 different cabs a day,and once everyday), shopping, and mahjong.
Which is totally taxing on me and my wallet since I haven't been getting any shopping money from my dad(I feel bad!) so I'm just totally depending on my allowance..

:(

BUT! On a happier note, I feel lucky! muahahaha *blingbling*

Bought the bracelet that Nicole Richie has..

The CC Skye bracelet that she's extremely fond of wearing.
HAHAHAHA HOW COULD YOU BELIEVE THAT?!

I said I was pissed broke already....
So I just bought something that looks about 96% like it. :DUS$160 V.S US$7.50 :P

And nobody would be able to tell it's Not CC Skye unless I show the underside of my wrist. haha!
And then again, I doubt anybody knows CC Skye.. :/ unless she/he is a fashionista OR just a really huge nicole richie fan? :(

I'll get the double wrap one when I'm more financially able.. hehe
*yum*

Okay, let's get to things..

I attended the annual Singapore Teochew Sim Clan dinner with my grandparents, uncle & his gf, mom and randy at the Hung Kang Restaurant (which sounds extremely vulgar if you give it a slang, Hong..G..a..n HAHAHAHAHA MY MOTHER STARTED IT FIRST!!!)

I know this whole clan thing sounds incredibly absurd and cheena but yeah, my family is rather involved in such things so I get to attend chinese dinners a lot. heehee (Else why do you think I buy dresses like crazy?)
Which is good in a way, since I eat A LOT of japanese food cus of my father.
So.. Everything's balanced? But you could tell I'm totally into Asian food. haha!

The restaurant's at North Canal Road which is super pretty!

A lot more pretty architecture but I was lazy, so, deal. :/

Randy and I have NEVER been around North Canal Road (ok we did, but it was only a short while) so we sorta got lost.
When we found the restaurant, we went somewhere else so randy could fag before going in. heh heh

MY CONTACTS TORE!!!!!!! So I had to wear spectacles. :/
And I don't wear makeup underneath my spects, so.. I looked like sai.

This picture is just totally unflattering cus I look like I'm preggers. :S

And this is randy
He likes to smile silly and try to act like he's retarded and ugly.
But you know he isn't, even if you don't, I DO!! hahaha sorry so bhb.

He tried to act emo and this was his emo pose

But I think it looks more like he's feeling faint. Either that or he has really corny emo poses. lol!

Saw the board which states the names of those invited,
Funny thing is none of them go by the surname of Sim. -_-

Saw some really vintage exhibitions of a traditional chinese wedding,

Damn freaking pretty and coool! HAHAHA!

So anyway, this restaurant sucks.
It's the WORST chinese restaurant I have ever been to.
(Hence, there are no pictures of the food)

I was so freaking pissed off at the food cus I expected the food to be of a certain standard since it states that they're some award-winning restaurant blah blah blah.

The pomfret is so totally not fresh, and thing is, WHO THE FUCK ORDERS POMFRET FOR SUCH OCCASSIONS?! gah!
They didn't serve abalone, and the sharksfin was so miserable.
I was so freaking disappointed they didn't serve abalone because I thought every chinese restaurant would serve that?!
Isn't abalone a must?!!!! Argh!
Braised duck wasn't soft enough, cabbage was totally overcooked, the prawns were not fresh at all AND THEY DON'T SERVE PRAWN SALAD ON THEIR COLD DISH.

The waitresses were damn rude and unprofessional.
This fat lady just threw all the cutlery on the table, THREW. :O
I just stared at her with my mouth open pls, she's so unbelievable!
Then this other fat aunty just totally shoved her fat ass and knocked my elbow when I was drinking.
I was SOOOOOOOO shocked that she didn't apologise!! Too shocked to react, so randy asked me to elbow her fat ass. :/ (which I did but she obviously didn't feel anything since the way I elbowed her is like just brushing against her ass. Ew.)

Extremely bad experience at this restaurant.. So randy and I left early without finishing the 10 course dinner hahaha!!!
It's either they really suck, or I really can't seem to appreciate teochew cuisine and have expectations that are too high of the service.
I think it's both.. hahaha!!

Hokkien, cantonese, shanghai, japanese, indonesian and french cuisine are the best!!!! w00t!

Before we took a cab down to mehmeh's place for mahjong, we filled up our names for a lucky draw.
We didn't think that ours would get picked so we drew smiley faces on it, and wrote stupid things like " PICK ME!! PICK ME!!"

In the end, we both won. LOL!
And I won the first prize which is worth $238!!!!!!!! AHHH!!!

Damn bloody obiang and super bling, so I'm gonna sell it to the pawnshop or something. :S

BUT SO LUCKY!! HAHAHA

Randy won a RADIO!!!!! HAHAHA

The emcee read out our names, and also read out the stupid things we wrote.. But lucky for us, we left before the lucky draw so my mother was made to go up the stage to collect on our behalf. HAHAHAHAHA

AND SHE WAS SOOOOOO EMBARRASSED!

On another note, I lost $40 on mahjong. -_- so much for being lucky.. zz.
Somebody please remind me NEVER to play mahjong if randy is "on top of me" (my shang jia) cus everytime he is my shang jia I'm damn bloody unlucky.

It's like a curse. :S

Time for a rant.

I received a message on Friendster today which is SOOO unlike the rest of the messages I receive on the rest of the days.

Click to read

This stupid cockanathan have the cheek to ask ME so he could hook up with the girls at whatever event that is?!

Woah I was so fucking pissed I was soooooooo tempted to just reply with ALLL the vulgarities in my head.

But, yeah. I kept my cool.

And this was my reply and his reply to my reply,

Click to read

This stupid fuck is obviously lying about his age. (he's 18, like omg can you believe it?!)
I don't get how anybody could be SO rude and insensitive at his age. I don't get it.
It's like I'm not even his friend nor do I know him, and yet he just asked a stranger like as though anybody would have an answer.

It's already stupid enough to ask because if I am not mistaken, BA makes up for majority of the people in NP.
How the fuck am I supposed to know eeverybody?!
And by the way, do I look like I KNOW how many classes there are in BA?!!!!! It's just a really dumb question, and the reason is so simple yet really complicated to answer.

I don't think I'm over reacting because I HATE people who try to act like they know me very well or are exceedingly friendly to the point that they expect ME to recipocrate like I should.
I don't think I'm obliged to help in anyway right? So why ask like I would help or must help?
I mean I don't even know him!

It's either he think tooooo highly of himself or he is just trying to be funny which just stinks.

Point is, I can't stand it when people try to act like I like them/they know me very well/we are close.
It is beyond disgusting and I had enough of such people in reality, so.. Yes. I don't really need it on virtual world.

Might not be an issue to anybody but it is to me because I do treat people who are close to me and people who are not very differently.
And plus, why must I "try" to be nice like majority of the people just because some idiots who hardly know you "try" to act friendly or act like they're close to you?

Hah. I don't get it.

Point is, this boy has a lot to learn.

So, bye!
woo.. I feel better already. hahahaha!

On a totally random note, I think there's something wrong with my phone so some messages that I've sent can't be received, and sometimes I can't receive some messages.
So if anything, CALL ME. or email me because I don't log in to MSN as often anymore, unless I feel extremely bored or see the need to. heh heh

Alrighty, byebye! (:

:( coach woes.

2007-04-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

I'm down with fever even faster than you can say Bag. :(

I just totally slept the entire day away......

Anyway, I was online looking through Coach Ipod cases.. But all of them are super logo fags.
And I'm not a big fan of Coach :S

I saw an old line of Coach which just totally mesmerized me and I KNOW I just got to go look for one of the bags!!

I seriously don't know what the heck I was doing in dec 2005 when these bags were released.. I really don't know. :(

SO PRETTYYYYYY! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want all 3 of these.. So pretty.. Le sigh

One for normal days, one for dinners or just a casual outing, one for partying/going out.
EEEEEEEEK SO PREEEEETTY!!!

Don't think you can find these anymore though..... Fucking sold out everywhere and the line has been discontinued. :(

So, it's ebay ftw! hahahahaha!
Best thing is that it's so damn easy to spot the fakes for this line cus of the poppy flower.

Then again, I feel like I might get sick of it after awhile.. So I'll just look at the pictures. :)

oooh life is beginning to..

2007-04-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZZZZ!

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been really busy and lazy.
But, I'll promise to update more and be more hardworking ok!! haha

Life haven't been smooth-sailing, but it's not that bad really.
When life gives you avocado, I guess all you have to do is just to make some juice out of it? heh
So, I'm just happy. (:

Ooooh.. and guess who's my new baby..... (;

hahaha can you see my loverboy who's supposed to be modelling my bag, sleeping? lol

HAHAHA MY NEW LOVEEEE! I FINALLY WENT TO PICK IT UP AT MIUMIU (on the day when I skipped school :p)!!

It's.. I don't know what to say. It's better than awesome. haha!
IT bag IT bag IT bag IT bag!!

I will box and tear anyone apart if they think/say that mine's a replica or whatnot which is FYI, rampant.

It's disgusting.. Okay, I'll shut up for now since my balenciaga's a fake.
Butbut, seriously, it'd kill for me to bump into anybody carrying the replica in school. (Which I have already seen before)

WTVR, IT'S SOOOO PRETTYY!!!

I love Miuccia Prada!! :D

Anyway, I didn't keep to my resolution. And it's only the first week. -_-
I skipped about 2 lectures (or more?) and 1 tutorial which I know I'd probably get into trouble with (But I'm also hoping it'd be like last semester and some miracle happen. HAHAHA it always happens when I really pray for it, God must really love me. muahahaha)

So, er. Yeah. Hahahahahaha
But!
I am determined to not let my bad habits get to me, so I'm gonna study this sunday. (:
I think self studying works better than attending lectures in some ways. Lecturers are DAMN slow for I don't know what reason, and in the process, I'll be confused because he/she keeps repeating. :/

I do not believe that anybody from ACC would be SO slow that the lecturers had to go at that rate.

If you are one of them, keep quiet. You know I don't mean it like I'm arrogant or whatnot. HAHAHAHA

First day of school, I felt excited yet.. lazy.
So, I just wore tee shirts, jeans and sneakers which is very unlikely of me.

But I really wanted to wear my new teeee!

which just came in the mail.. heh heh!
Everyone has these Little Miss tees.. I ordered it before it became EVERYWHERE :(
Came a little too late.. But whichever, I don't care! HAHA cus it's Junkfood and I don't see people with the Little Miss Splendid tees. (:

But did you really think I'd just dress sooooo ordinarily? -_-

Topped it off with a vest of course! HAHAHA
Still quite plain.. but it beats just wearing the tee alone. I cannot stand it.
If I'm dressing down, I won't even wear jeans!

And could you tell like I've put on a million pounds?
Cus I look like I did.
But in reality, I didn't according to my weight.
:( but I look.. so.... bloated.

Could it be....

Could these orgasmic chocolate be the culprit?!!!
We'll never know..

I don't even know how this box of chocolate landed in my room.. But it was damn, DAMN, DAAAAAAMN good. ahhh.......

hahahaha okay this "ahhh" face is totally unintentional. Really.
HAHAHAAHAHAHA are you thinking what I'm thinking...

Okay, if you think I'm totally blogging nonsense now.. It's really beyond my control cus I'm happy. haha! sawhreee... heehee

And oooh, and my extremely pretty Guess? bangle!

Much prettier in reality.. But randy thinks it's a waste of money. :(
Cus nobody can see the brand! (But I don't really bother bout the brand.. It's Guess? :S)
So it's a total waste of money? But it's soooo pretty! haha

Other than this and the new bunch of clothes that just came in the mail, AAAND my pretty and miu (new) bag, there's nothing else that's fancy schmanzy cus I'm on a shopping ban...:(

I've spent like near $3k last month just on shopping alone (not kidding), and I'm feeling bad already. So, I'll stop. Yeb. At least for this month.

Back to the first day of school.
After lecture, hy and I went town for lunch at pepperlunch! YEEHA!

Finally satisfied my cravings for pepperlunch.. *yum*
It's damn cheap and gooooooot!

Was soooo bloated I couldn't even stand straight!!

Then we walked around.. And bought some donuts. hehehehe

Too many for my own good.
If randy saw the donuts he'd definitely say, " Hah! All these will go straight to your ass."
:(

I bought 6.. Hy bought 2.. So.. At least I didn't buy all 8? heh? :/

I can't help it..
Don't anybody think these are super tempting?!

Oh, and I went Watson's to check.
They're really selling the Kiss Me Magical Pore cream!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!
IM DAMN HAPPY! HAHAHA Only $17.50(if my memory doesnt fail me)
SO GO GET IT!
My monstrous pores were saved.. ahahaha so, save your's! Wahrao $17.50 only w00t!

hy came over after town, and we just watched tv and did a bit of work.
Er, and I listened to her nag bout how messy my room is. :/
She came and went.

Then I continued watching my FAAAAAAAAVOURITE anime of all (not that I do watch anime, but yeah. It's my first, and.. my last?) - SAILORMOON! :O *gasp*

I SWEAR I AM HER BIGGEST FAAAAAAAAAN. I swear I can talk bout her to anybody the ENTIRE day!

There's like 200 episodes.. And I will finish watching them all.. I'm at 91 now.. (: heh heh
You could somehow tell it's a sappy, mushy and corny love anime story. But that's the way I like it, the cornier the better. MUAHAHAHA!
I LOOOOOOOOOVE corny love stories!!!!!!! XD

Plus it's super retarded.
Like, how they have this monster called Avocadora which attacks with the avocado seed and lychees. -_-
And when attacked, it'd say in a low female voice " Avo.. Avo.. Avo... "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I think it's damn hilarious.. To think the sailor fighters had difficulty fighting it. hahaha!!!!!

Considering watching 91 episodes of japanese anime, I think I can converse with zongwen better in Japanese already.
Haven't been listening nor using the language since.. Secondary one! haha!
It's only lately that I've been speaking (broken) japanese to zongwen, and teaching him the hiragana and katakana. w00t! excitingu! HAHAHAHA

Oh, and when watching the anime.. My mom rushed into my room and handed me this extremely cuuuuute waterbottle which looks like a granite.
It's super short, small and fat! HAHA
I got really amused and took like 12 pictures of it.. haha!

Oh, and after playing with it, I realised it has a name.

Hello, I am Ron (too). hehehehehehe

K sorry, I'm not boy-crazy. Just that.. you know.. such things amuse me to no end. hahaha!

I watched Sailormoon and meddled with the bottle till I overslept and missed lecture, and missed going out with mehmeh!! :/

So, yezzzzzz. I continued watching but I still made it for lecture today! haha! wore my new toppppppp with new bagggggggg! yay!

Cabbed to school (DAMN! I wanted to save money!! HAHAHA) cus I was late for lecture..

Mmmm.. Was having a very bad mood swing, so.. yeah.

After lecture, I headed down to bishan in the prettiest bus EVER.
Probably the only bus that'd make me smile to myself when I board.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PRETTY!
A la Fashion bar!! HAHAHAHA..

If only they replaced the hand bars (? the ones hanging) with transparent ones with gold glitter inside.. The bus would be perfect.

If only this bus could be rented.. I'd rent it for my 21st and have a small party inside, let the bus roam around singapore, and my close friends and I will party like crazy AROUND singapore! w00t!
Best thing is.. There are poles. HAHAHAHA!!!!

I'll go find out if these buses could be rented. It'd be DAMN FUN! haha!

My 21st birthday MUST be something. hehe

Ok. time to rant.
If you observe the picture above carefully, you'd see this really huge leg.
That leg.. Belongs to a girl, who obviously has no shame whatsoever.

We boarded the bus at the same place, and we were the only ones at the couch.
She plonked onto the seats and just sat with her legs ajar.
It was bad enough, but it didn't bother me too much since she's probably tired(and she looks younger than me, so..she's probably ignorant but such things).
And I did that too when I was her age... sometimes. hahaha!

BUT

She has proven to me that girls can be really gross too.
Not even not bathing for 3 days can fight it.

She dug her nose IN PUBLIC!
Okay, that's nothing suprising yes? I see old people doing that on buses all the damn time too.

BUT

SHE DUG HER NOSE LIKE REALLY NO ONE'S WATCHING! I was NEAR HER OKAY?! OH LORD!!!!!!!!

I was SOOOO uncomfortable cus she was SOOOO comfortable digging, I kept squirming and frowning.

She dug her nose continuously, CONTINUOUSLY OK, from Clementi Central all the way to old turf club which is about 15 minutes ride.

And yea, she dug her nose with her legs left ajar.
She dug her nose while stoning, watching TVmobile, and when she's TALKING ON THE PHONE (WHICH IS PROBABLY THE HIGHEST LEVEL OF GOLD-DIGGING)

WOAH KANANA PLEASE.

Could you tell I'm still partially traumatised?!

After 15 minutes, she took a short break interval. Then she continued her gold digging.

Initially I thought I was on Gotcha! or something like that, like.. Using people like her to test my reaction so I scanned the whole bus but saw nothing.

Then after 10 minutes of gold digging, she fell asleep. HAHA THANK THE LORDSSSSSSS!

Well, I didn't wanna be mean but I thought people would wanna witness it because it's too incredible.
It's like seeing a crocodile out of a kangaroo pouch.

Yes, she crossed her legs ON THE PRETTY WHITE COUCH WITH HER SHOES ON. ARGH!!!

I can forgive the way she sits, the way her handphone rings, how she's so fat and obnoxious yet she doesnt drink Coke LIGHT (oh, the sin!), but I cannot forgive her for digging her nose for SO DAMN LONG.

It's not only unhygenic, it's also damn image spoiling.
Not only for herself, but also for EVERY singaporean pls. -_-
Excuse me but I never knew that Singaporeans were THAT unhygenic and uncouth.
Worst thing is that SHE'S A GIRL. ARGH! Why must I be of the same sex as her!!!!!! PUI! :(

so anyway, after bishan to collect my loot I went to meet randy!!!!!
EEYER I MISS THAT SILLYBOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I haven't met him in a week..... :(

My eyes became really small cus they were itching like mad.

Him being busy.. :S He's always busy.. :(

Oh, we went to our usual hangout for the 90217390273th time, Breko.

Had the fish and chips cus I had everything cept fish & chips from Breko's before.
Changed the chips to the mashed potato which is damn freaking good.
I'd ALWAYS order the mash potato.. It's really the best with the onion gravy sauce.

The fish & chips was.. mediocre.
Nothing spectacular, yuck.
and so was the grilled chicken. I guess I'll just stick with kebab kebab and saus and mash. :/

after dinner, randy fell asleep cus the couches were too comfy.

This boy sleeps anywhere, anytime. -_-

So I played with my bag and camera again!!!

*sigh* so pretty...

While he's asleep, I ordered beer!
Had my 2nd favourite beeer (I prefer hard liquor though..:/), CoronAAAAAAAA!
First is Heineken. But I think they're sorta on par now.. haha!

My boyfriend squeezes lime into my corona for me and removes the seed for me too.. heeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Ahhh.. Nice and simple day. heh heh

I love randy!!!! :D

Anyway, I'll not be going to school tmr cus school is bullshit.(At least for tmr)
So, I'm gonna go out with mehmeh! :D HEEHOO

Peace out!
lovelove! (:
I'll update more often! sawhree! heh heh

PMS sucks like f....

2007-04-16T02:36:00.000+08:00

I am seriously hoping that there won't be any hot/cute guys in my IS class cus the pimple on my cheek is threatening to take over the world.

I hope I don't bump into ANY juniors in campus because of the pimple.
And I'm seriously hoping I don't bump into Ron. hehehahaha (Eh, why nobody ask me to put a picture of him? HOW COME NOBODY'S INTERESTED?! :O)

I only have like flawless skin for 1 week, and then it's over because it's the usual pre-period breakouts, and moodswings.

I was so grouchy, I snapped and rolled my eyes for about 2937921739823 times while playing mahjong.
Takes years to master rolling your eyes for so many times, so don't even try it kids.

I need a haircut, and manicure.

oh, and it has come to my attention that some family members might be reading this blog.

Erm, I do not really care cus this is just an entertainment read.
But I don't appreciate people passing remarks like I'm a spendthrift (cus I already know), or that I'm a bad girl because I drink and curse like a sailor, return home early in most mornings.

Don't mean to be rude... But I'm quite peeved by people who still hold such thinking.
So, stop the stereotype and it's high time somebody told you to move on from the 60s.
Even my dad understands, he's the hippest dad, EVER! hahaha (sometimes we do meet after drinking/partying)

Mmmmm.. Im craving for billy bombers' maltshake and fish & chips (yea, it's the only thing I ever eat at western restaurants HAHAHAHA), canele's cakes (might bring mehmeh there since he didn't satisfy his cake cravings that night), breko's saus and mash.........

I'll drag my dad to Gallery hotel with me for their famous BEST ramen in the whole singaporeeeee!

OH, DO YOU KNOW!
Canele is the sub branch of the Les Amis company?!!!! woohoooo

And on a totally random note, I will be selling some of my clothes soon....
I realised I never wear the same top twice unless theyre extremely versatile and really good for lazy days.
And I found 4 dresses that I haven't worn before, and about 9 tops which I haven't worn.. Not sure if I'd be selling those though.

Will only be selling those that I've worn once and probably would never wear it again. (Not cus they're ugly or whatnot pls. I just.. don't like to wear them again. :/)

Need to make space for the incomin batch of clothes! wooohooo!
Funny thing is, I found a dress that Ive never worn among my bags. hahaha!!

So, watch this space! ;)

trot-a-trot

2007-04-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

I have belittled the kindness of strangers.. (:

Take it from me, everybody should be less cynical of this world cus this world is indeed filled with tons of nice people...... if you know where to find them. (;

School is starting tmr, and just yesterday I had one of the saddest nights with probably the saddest soul in the whole universe.
And I'm happy to keep him company.. At least he knows he isn't alone.

God dropped a few angels to make me feel better yesterday.. One of them told me to follow my instincts.

And strangely, today I feel the need to heed what the angel told me ytd.

If my natural instincts were accurate enough, then I'd probably be the most fortunate person in the entire universe cus I am saved from misery even before it could reach me! HAHAHA..

So, haters and people who're out to hurt me with faux friendships can keep trying. (;
My safety net is as sturdy as a rubber ball. heehaw!

My blog's been increasingly boring since I haven't been taking much pictures. HAHAHA.. Can't blame me lah ok! Everyday's been the usual shopping, and mahjong.

Mmmkay, just to share something that's fashion related.

Miu Miu is the sister brand of Prada! Muahahaha..
I almost killed randy when he said that he thought miu miu was along the same line as Guess?.

And I seriously can't wait for Kate Moss for Topshop line to arrive in Singapore at the end of May!!!!!!!!
The collection is just..awesome. And I'd definitely get these dress

And trust me, I will. *evil laughter*

Kate Moss is just fucking awesome. She's the epitome of Hedonism.

This upcoming week would be busybusybusy..

In the day, I gotta be The Studious Student.
By night, mahjong and drinking session with the boysssss!
Then shopping with hy on tues, plus shopping with jl/hl.
Ladies night with the boys (?! ironic..)
Come saturday, a 10 course dinner at some chinese restaurant for some Sim Clan Gathering.

lalalalalala.. (:

muah

2007-04-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

Life's starting to look up for me... heehee!

anyway, I think I seriously need some other shops to fall in love with because sooner or later my whole wardrobe will just be Forever21.

And that sucks.

& a few other accessories..

And they're all cheap as hell! HAHAHAHA All these for the price of one most expensive dress in the singapore f21 boutique. ($110+?)
US dollar rates are so low now.. Plus f21's 20% off just makes me obliged to get something from there! heehaw

bought more stuff from fcuk.. And I have to say that their stuff are really getting nicer and nicer.
With that, prices have been increased out of their normal range.
Not that I mind since it's pretty... But with one of their tops, I could get 2 from Forever21.

Mmmm.. Singapore lacks good shopping places.
I hope somebody brings H&M into sillypore!!!!!!!! :D

Oh, and randy has been really nice though he's still an ass sometimes.
Like yesterday morning, he was ~~shamelessly~~ flirting with these 2 fucking ugly girls just cus they were from SP.

Worst thing was that boonhow was with us.

So you could somehow imagine how pissed I was.
And those cheena low crass girls dared to ask me to donate?! (Oh, they were carrying donation cans)
I rolled my eyes at them and walked off. PUI!

AND HE DARED TO.. UGH! Introduce himself somemore!!!!

That was the FIRST TIME I ever saw him like that.

I was soooo pissed cus even if he wanted to flirt he could have found somebody of the same level or maybe better what.
Woah fuck, nobody in the right mind (fashion mind) would wear dangling ear rings with Tee shirt and canvas skirt with slippers.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Boonhow even said that I was over reacting and that randy wasn't flirting. DAMN RIGHT HE ISN'T!

randy told me he was just friendly to them cus they're from SP.

I don't remember myself being so friendly to people just because they're from NP.
Maybe just polite, but I don't see the need to befriend everybody who're from NP what!
Unless they're of the same sex, or if he is Ron.
But that is of course, besides the point already. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Okay, so I was damn pissed with him the entire day.
Until we talked on the phone, and for the first time ever, he aplogised to me on his own accord. hehe

I'm quite sure he doesn't do this in school.. Because, I just know. HAHA
I think it's crazy if he does anyway, imagine befriending every other person in sees in campus cus "they're from SP". *roll eyes*

Not possible.

But I won't be sure if stupid juniors would fall for him because from what I know, a lot of juniors like him.
And I don't like juniors, neither does he cus he seems to like older girls.
HAHAHAHAHA
kidding. I'm only older than him by 6 months, and so were his exgirlfriends.

hehehehehe byebye! :p

OMGZWTFBBQ

2007-04-12T03:44:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA

I was too thrilled the entire day.. (:

Received a message in the afternoon from my SA and he told me that my bag arrived!!!!!!

HEEHEEE.

Will be collecting it next week. Omgzwtfbbq!!!!!!!! So exciting!!!

(;
And sorry, been busy having fun.. Haha!

Played mahjong AGAIN yesterday but this time with boonhow as our "special guest".
Won bout $10+ but didn't take the money again cus randy was still on his losing streak.. :p

I got reaaaallly pissed a lot of times cus I got my life's FIRST DA SAN YUAN and Qing Yi Se (Not ban se).
So.. You could imagine how vulgar I was on the table.. *guilty* haha!

Been spending a lot of time outside, shopping, drinking..
Then chilling out at mehmeh's, although most of the time it's cus of mahjong but sometimes when I do go/stay there without any intention of playing mahjong.. I realised he is extremely fortunate.

I love his family x10000000. They're all very, very nice people. Especially his mom.. haha! I love his mom.. (:

I think he's one of the few whom I'm super comfortable to be loud and vulgar with, one of the boys whom I'd face without makeup (hahaha), and could just have 100000% trust in. Best thing is, he doesn't treat me like a girl, and I don't treat him like a guy! HAHAHA.. Platonic friendships rock. (:

I think it's nice to just spend time doing the simplest things before the start of my busy school life..
Not really looking forward to it, neither am I hating it. heh!

Haven't hit the restaurants nor the clubs in bout a week now..
I wanna go back to 1892 and les amis! And visit the new branch of Sun with Moon at the Central! Plus Pariss with hy and hopefully brewerkz for double date (ehehehehe she should be free by now?)

Been really busy.. And I haven't met so many people yet.. :(

So much to do, so little time. :(

I think I need more new friends who KNOW how to play mahjong and CAN play mahjong till late.
Cus sometimes it just gets really fustrating to look for kahkis but not everybody's free and the people who KNOW and like to play mahjong is damn freaking limited.

Bah okay.
Picts soooon! My new bangle is soooo pretty!!! HAHAHA..

:) bye!

birthdays, nude faces, mahjongzextravaganza

2007-04-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZ!

Omg I'm about a day late! AHAHAHAHA.. as usual. :/

Better late than never! heeheee

I think I have a very good excuse... I played mahjong yesterday till the next morning at bout 7am.
randy, mehmeh, lim and I slacked and just talked on the sofa after mahjong..
mehmeh fell asleep, followed by randy, lim was reading.. And I didn't wanna disturb him so I just stoned.
But I didn't want to waste time stoning.. So.. OKAY WHY AM I SO LONGWINDED HAHAHA

To cut the story short, all of us fell asleep on one another till.. today. ahahaha
lim left early cus he had to go home to check on the aircon, but obviously all 3 of us didn't know he left although I think I know cus.. yah.
So, I slept till 2.15pm, mehmeh slept till 4+, randy slept till 7pm PLUS HAHAHA MEHMEH AND I WERE IN AWE.

ok. sorry. picture timeeeeeee
and I'm really sad to say that these are the most unflattering batch of pictures taken (of myself), EVER. :(

I don't know if you could tell what's wrong with my face, but even if you know don't tell me or comment cus I know. :(

Its the brows if you were wondering.
And yes, I wasn't born with beautiful brows.
Reason why I look like I do for the past one year plus was cus I went for brows embroidery (and no, for the 19321907398213th time, it is not tattoo and the pain was manageable.)
And I'd say that brows embroidery is probably the best invention/technology next to the air con! AHAHAHA.. I feel impaired now whenever I look at the picture.. :(

I do not care if Chanel tries to make bushy brows happen, it's just a fashion faux pas to me.
Imperfect brows, overplucked brows, underplucked brows, unplucked brows are just unacceptable.
But it's acceptable if the reason for having imperfect brows is cus you're lazy. HAHAHAHA
See how much it could do to your looks?!

Think I'll just have to make a trip back to the place in M'sia again after so long.. I HATE TRAVELLING TO M'SIA! The woes of a girl. :( Bah!

Oooh and I was wearing my new top from FCUK! You can see it in the pictures at the later part of this entry.
I'll definitely wear it again.. Damn comfy and nice!

and check out their new paper bags

Not a fan of it.. But it'd look really nice as wallpaper. (;

So anyway, just to share something bout the last dental trip.
My dentist stuck/fixed 2 tiny hooks on my braces brackets and gave me a cute packet of foxy bands.

heh heh.. I think it's cute.

and this is the size of the rubber band, probably the smallest in the whole rubber band family..
so all I have to do is to hook this rubber to the top and bottom row of my teeth.

It was really tough at first, but I learnt how to do it fast and without looking on the second try. hahahaha

Really kills time..

But did you think my intention of talking bout these stupid bands were just purely for the sake of sharing how wonderful or interesting these things are?!

Eh.. I am Amanda Tan okay. Of course I'd bitch bout them! (hahaha sorry, I only bitch bout people/things who/which are insane/ubb(ugly-beyond-belief)/sbb(stupid-beyond-belief)/just sucks.)

It was really cool at first considering that I could use my tongue to play with it whenever I'm bored, and nobody would ever find out.

(And eh, I have no cavity! hehehehe)

But after awhile, it's sickening.

Like on the day that I went to mehmeh's after dental, I wanted to show him the rubber band cus I thought it was rather interesting.

So I was telling him bout the hooks in my mouth and how I could hang stuff in my mouth if I ever need to hide something from anybody.
And when I proceeded to open my mouth and show him, WE COULDN'T FIND ANY RUBBER BAND.

..................... So, yeah. I swallowed it.

I wanted to show this off to almost everybody I know, but everytime I do, I can't find the rubberband cus I swallowed it unknowingly. -_-
In a span of 3 days, I swallowed 3 rubber bands already. -_____-
and by the third day, randy was already immuned to me screaming "AHHH FUCK I SWALLOWED IT AGAIN!"

he'd just look at me and ask, "What's new?" ._.

Grr. Stupid bands.

Will I die from swallowing too many latex bands?!

Mmm..

Back to updates.

Zhen's Birthday, 8th April

Randy, zhen and I were supposed to meet for lunch at 1.30pm. And yea, it's meant to be a really small gathering for us since she just came back from Bangkok.

But we only got to celebrate at 4-ish cus randy that asshole couldn't wake up.
Not only that, his cellphone and house phone couldn't wake him.
So, wondergirl (i.e, *ahem* me) had to go down to wake him up.

On the way there, something distracted me from the corner of my eye

S..F..D.
(SFD = Super Fashion Disaster)

Now, I have told randy MANY times and probably the people around me that I HATE manpris.
Manpris are the fugliest things to be worn. (Capris for men = manpris, the said pants in the picture above.)
NEVER wear them, and NEVER let your boyfriends/male friends wear them.
I will never walk with them if they ever do.. Never. Ew.

It really is the fugliest thing alive.
Do Not buy it or wear it. Geez, can't stress it enough.
Just don't;
Even if you're Adam brody, David Beckham, Hideaki Takizawa, Rain..
As long as you're seen in manpris, you're out!(& fugly, HAHAHA laugh at you!)

Actually what distracted me wasn't the hideosity of the manpris, but the horrifying combination of manpris + socks + sandles.

'nuff said.
With this combination, it wouldn't even help if your sandles were from Dior nor if you were David Beckham.
It's just unforgivable.

I tried to stop looking by doning on my shades and blasting music in my ears. HAHAHAHA..

When I reached his house, I rang his doorbell continuously for a good 2 hours.

Eventually, his kind neighbour opened the door for zhen and I. (In case you were wondering why his neighbour has keys to his house, his mom gave a pair to his neighbours so they could help her wake him up whenever he's dead asleep which is, apparently the only reason. duh?)

birthday girl with sl3epyb0iz89@hotmail.com

In case any of you were wondering if I was pissed at him since I waited for him outside his door for near 2 hours, I wasn't.
Partly cus I am immuned to it.
But mainly cus I am ihARtsl3epyboiz89@hotmail.com HAHAHAHAHA (is it getting irritating already?)

I have a thing for guys who just got out of bed.. And randy looks SOoooooooooo cute and hot (refer to above picture) how to be pissed?! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

okay, shut up already.

During the 2 hours, I took a break and went to get zhen's cake.
But I didn't know which flavour she likes.. And I really doubt we'd be able to finish a cake since it's only the 3 of us.

So, I went to buy sliced cakes..One of every flavour! HEHEHE

I think it beats buying one cake. (;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ZHEN! Hope you enjoyed this small and simple celebration! (:
And hope everything falls in place and gets settled soon. (:

After the singing and candleblowing, we ate and had heart to heart talks.. Nice. (:

I like moments like these.. Very simple yet it gives my heart a fuzzy feeling. hehe

After everything, we sent her off cus she needs to meet her classmates and off we went to Botak Jones for dinner!!!!

MAN, I love Botak Jones! HAHAHA
Their american food is DAMN good! Not forgetting their hilarious menu.. haha!

I don't see why anybody should not know about them, seriously.

Their queue was insanely long that day, but I was lucky! heh

Had fish and chips.. (I'm not a messy eater, the plate was just small. HAHAHA)

HAHA randy was telling me off for taking pictures of food that're eaten.
I mean.. I can't help it!
I wanna share with my blog readers.. Yet I'm hungry.

Eh.. It's more evident that the food is really tasty that I can't wait to eat like that, right? hahaha!

After dinner, headed down to mehmeh's for mahjong.

The night I lost $20.......

I think in a span of 2 days, randy lost $90 inclusive of today's loss.
I lost $50 in a week.
WAHRAO.. THIS SUCKS!
Anyway, randy isn't always so unlucky.. Everybody were really amazed by how freaking unlucky randy was even.

I was really lucky though.. So lucky that mehmeh and lim thought was freaky.
UNTIL, I zha hu-ed. (false winning? sorry, my translation skills suck!)

Anyway, I think I'll just spare the mahjong details cus not everyone's interested and I know I can go on and on and on and on and on and on about it. (BECAUSE I ALMOST WON A SHI SAN YAO ARGHHHHH)
so, if you are interested.. Come and ask me. I WILL DEFINITELY FILL YOU IN. HAHAHAHA

Mum's birthday, 9th April

Err.. Was supposed to head to the market to do some grocery shopping, but I totally overslept.

So I tried to wake up, grab my heavy ass down to get the necessary stuff to cook for my mom.

I am actually quite (randy think it's very) a traditional person.
I uhm, cooked Mee Swa with egg for my mom.
I cooked it for randy before on his lunar birthday.. heh

I don't think everybody knows this... But according to chinese tradition, you should have Mee Swa with a hard boiled egg on your birthday.

I think Mee swa represents longevity and the egg means prosperity?
I don't really know.. But it's just a blessing.

So I only cook this for the people I love a lot. heh

My mom loved it..

I got hungry so I ordered pizza from Oishi Pizza cus I tried a little at mehmeh's house and I fell in love with the Unagi pizza immediately.

It's damn nice! And damn worth it too!
Damn cheap..
So I ordered 2 12" pizzas and a few ala carte! hehe

The chicken wings were the bomb. DAMN NICE!
Ordered chicken teriyaki and unagi pizza.. w00t! damn nice.

Stuffed myself to death with the pizzas and wings and scallops.. haha!

Randy came in the evening with a cake!

Super old school cake.. cus it's bought from my estate (which is damn old)

After the celebration and all, we cabbed down to mehmeh's place for yet another round of mahjong. zz..

I won about $20+ but I didn't take any cus I passed it to randy who lost too much.

It was really damn fun.. haha! Laughed SOOOOO much! (:

Oh, and it's on the same day that all 4 of us fell asleep on the sofa together.
I bet it must have been a really cute sight.. haha! Imagine all 4 of us knocked out from playing too much mahjong. :P

We were all talking bout driving on motor bikes until mehmeh and lim got carried away talking about how the wind would freeze their penis if they wore some weird pants.
I was really used to it BUT MEHMEH WAS TOO CARRIED AWAY ALREADY.

I don't think anybody wants to know the details but he described how his gun would look like after freezing. HAHAHAHAHA

....................

So I got really awkward and smacked him. He seriously forgets that I'm a girl sometimes. HAHAHAHAHA!!

After all of us fell asleep.. I woke up to find lim gone.
So, I was the only awake one in the whole house. I woke up in time to watch my FAAAAAAVOURITE 1998 drama!

Probably the only drama I'm so madly in love with from mediacorp.. haha!
Seriously, I am never a fan of mediacorp's productions.

Surely, you should have seen or heard bout this show..

Legend of the 8 immortals. HEEHAW

Brings out the nostalgia in me.. (;

Mehmeh's mother is SUPER nice!!!!!!!! I love his family already!
She bought tons of food for randy and I, and was super nice to me.. haha!

Then after mehmeh woke up, we watched tv and had lunch while randy was still sleeping. -_-

went home at bout 7.30pm..

Geez.. DAMN BORING!
I officially hate the holidays..

Everyday it's shopping/dvd/drinking/mahjong/reading driving books.

Have I mentioned that I am broke?
Well, I am now broke after buying my 13th dress in this 3 month holidays.

I don't even count the tops anymore.

Zz... I really need a purpose in my life.

In the meantime, I'll just make myself useful and help the girls out there. hahaha!

Been receiving tons of emails, comments and visitors (to this blog) ever since I posted this entry which I haven't posted on my blog yet. heh!

I won't say I know very little, but I also don't really know A LOT.
anw, thank you girls for all the nice comments.. hehe!

I think it'd take me some time to figure how to label and group entries under categories, so in the meantime, if anybody wants an entry on hair/face/slimming/whatever just comment and request.

If there's a lot of people asking for it, I might just do it. (:

IM REALLY BORED, SO.. GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO!!! HAHAHA

Alrighty, byebye!(:
And keep the comments coming in bitchez! It keeps me going!

Oh, and I'm about 98% okay already so please don't worry! haha

2007-04-09T16:01:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZ!
Been busy celebrating birthdays, so I'll probably update tonight or tmr. (:

April is such a busy month..
7th April - Andrew's
8th April - Zhen's
9th April - Mom's

And I still owe junliang and hy a date.. Plus the many mahjong sessions. (hokay, I lost $20 last night fuckz)

PLUS THE ARRIVAL OF MY MIUMIU BAGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

What else..

Oh, and school's reopening soon. And I have made some resolutions which I won't reveal publicly.. cus if I didn't keep to it, everyone's gonna say the same things that hy,randy,lim,and mehmeh said when I told them.("HAH! DON'T SAY THAT TOO EARLY LOR. YOU WON'T!")

._. and anyway, I've been thinking.

I have actually shared a lot of beauty tips and whatnot on this blog, but it's just bits and pieces all over.
So I might be organising the posts and put them under a column on the left so that girls who're here for the sole reason of learning needn't waste time reading through archives.

Feel free to ask me anything, just leave your questions/comments on the latest entry's tagboard. It's a pain to track back and then reply.

K byebye,check back tmr!

SO TOUCHING OMGADZ

2007-04-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

OKAY, I CONCEDE DEFEAT.

YOU GIRLS/READERS ARE DAMN BLOODY SAMARITANS.

Considering that you all don't even know me, and could still be SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nice. haha!

I have angels reading my blog............ *shows halo over head*

I felt much better, and.. I totally couldn't fight back when I saw "Love always wins."
so.. I'm just guessing I have to see how things go......

Things are starting to look up I guess, now that zhen's back, randy's back and.. I have people who Truly (with the capital T) care bout me, like.. hy and wonderboy.

Nothing should bring me down.. (: thanks y'all!

Update with picts soon! :D HEEHAW.
this is just an entry to update you guys that I'm okay now.(:

There's gotta be more to life

2007-04-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

This is my song, for now.
The lyrics just hit me, and scored a bulls eye when it comes to how I'm feeling.
I tried to highlight the parts whereby it's the most relevant to how I feel, and somehow I just highlighted the whole damn thing. HAHAHA!!
I used to love Stacie Orrico sooo much, but everything just died down. haha! okay, random.

I went shopping today.. Walked past the old running track that I used to jog at.
And I realised that I really the days when I jog 3 times a week, super obsessed with losing weight.
I really, REALLY miss my secondary school days.
Or rather, I miss the days when I was in secondary 3.
I was so damn happy, and successful I don't even think anybody could be as lucky and happy as I am.
I felt high EVERYDAY, and yes, it's higher than a ceiling. haha!

I miss everything.
I miss having a purpose.

What the fuck am I doing right now? I don't know.
I don't know what's the purpose in everything..

Bah!

Anyway, since I have a handful of readers.. I hope you guys can help me by commenting.
Anonymous or not, I don't care.
Just tell me... Must you forgive the person you love even if you find no reason to forgive at all?

men of my lifeee

2007-04-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hi bitchez!!

Haha haven't started an entry like that for what seemed like a looong time. (;

My mood haven't been good, but I really have felt much better than 2 days ago at least.

Spent the day out yesterday..

Went bbdc for my first theory lesson and I was late by 25 minutes. LOL!
As if that wasn't enough, I didn't bring my textbook nor pen and paper. HAHAHAHA shucks.. Lucky for me, the girl next to me was really nice! (:

After which my dad came to pick me up and we went off to Beach Road's TCC for lunch cus restaurants were closed for their lunch break and we didn't wanna settle for less.

pretty scarf..

I love my black nailssss! :D

back to tcc, I wasnt afraid of dying, so I ordered the Kahlua Salmon again.
AND THEY HAD SOME NERVE TO ASK IF I WANTED IT MID RARE OR WELL DONE! :O
Someday, tcc would just close down from all the food poisoning complains.. haha!

had macaroni gratin as well.. my dad had american blend.. And we just sat there and chilled..

My dad's more like a friend than a father to me.. But sometimes it's just really cute when I see some hint of fatherly love. HAHA!!
you know how fathers are like when their daughters have boyfriends on chick flicks? My dad's like that.. Very protective of me. heh heh! (:

And I really do love my father a lot. Not cus he gives me tons of money and spoils me too much, but cus.. we're so alike and he really do love me. (:

He's such a charmer..
he always gets first hand news on which posh restaurant would be opening and stuff!!
Sun with Moon, the Japanese fine dining restaurant will be opened today at the Central. (the new shopping centre at Boat Quay!)
And I heard from him that the deco and all would be much nicer than the Wheelock's branch!!

Uhm, then I followed him back to his office cus he needed to do something.

I was bored so I started camwhoring in the car.. HAHAHA

How very typical of me.. :P
Anyway, that's more or less how I look like when I'm in a bad mood. Can't even smile properly.
And thing is, I don't look sad. I just look like I'm in a daze.. haha!

Oooh I'm had a good hair day too! (:

pretty hairrrrrrrr
hahaha sorry so bhb.

then he drove me off to dental, and I changed my bands to piiiiink! haha!

After dental, I went to do some light shopping at Raffles city and check Donut Factory out.
THE QUEUE WAS EFFING LONG. Don't these people have to work or study?!!! It's a weekday!!!! :O

Wanted to queue and get some for lim and my sister.. But, I decided against it since the queue was insanely long and I hate waiting.

So.. I went shoppiiiing! :D
Bought pretty tops from fcuk and naf naf! pretty pretty..
Mmm and some extremely cute easter chocolates for lim's niece and nephews.
I don't know why but I'm strangely attached to them.. They're soooo cute! :D
Especially the girl, think her name's Charissa.. I loveeeee girls!!
She used to call me "Ah Yi" over the phone when I was still with him... EEEEEEE SHE'S SO SOSOSOSOSOSO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok. So anyway, I headed down to clementi to meet lim.
HAHAHA that silly boy never fail to crack me up.

Then uhm, we waited for mehmeh.. then headed down to mehmeh's house to chill..

I really loved their company. (: hehehe

Played only one round of mahjong cus they had work tmr morning.
Won $13! YAY! HAHAHAHAHA..

I kinda forgot what I wanted to say, so I'll just end here. (:

My mood's so much better after yesterday.
I love beaver, and I love wonderboy!
I love my daddy too.. heeheee..

byebye!!!

family and marriages

2007-04-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

I'm not in a very good mood due to some personal problems.. Family related.

Cried so much my eyes were swollen this morning.. haha! Like xiao long bao!

Everyday is a new day I guess... :) I always feel better after waking up.

Went to do my nails today..

Pardon the pork chops.. Theyre supposed to give me good luck. HAHA
Red is so last year.
Black's the hottest colour NOW, actually since.. few months ago. haha!
Take a look around.. Almost all the fashionistas are rubbing the red off and putting the black back on. (;

So, yeah. My nails are beyond brittle.. And I don't even know how to take care of 'em! :/

Somebody popped by and gave me a surprise cus he knew I was in a bad mood!

HAHA SO PRETTY!!!!!! I don't know what kind of roses these were.. But they looked very different from the normal. (NOT THE COLOUR)
The shape was just.. different. heh heh

Thank you (you know who you are (;) it was really sweet of you....

In other shopping news, I had nothing to buy since nothing new was stocked up.

Mmm.. But I bought a bangle from Guess? since I can't afford the one from Hermes.. :(and a top from Lily White!It's much prettier on the model.. Love the embroidery.

Made me feel a tad better..

But can't stop me from thinking. hah!
I used to think that family will always be number one, I'd die without my parents since I'm sooo reliant on them.

Well, at this moment, they still are. But things will/need to be changed.

I've heard somebody's view of marriage, and I'm quite surprised because it's so different from the rest, and also cus it does make sense.

Your life partner would be the one who'd be accompanying you for the rest of your life, therefore he/she is important. Even more important than your kids, because eventually your kids will grow and leave you.
Even more important than your parents because your parents can't stay by your side forever.

So true.

In the first phase of your life, (which is like my current stage, my age), your parents bear the full responsibility of bringing you up.

But until a certain stage in your life, you have to face the fact that you are placed out there fighting for your own future.
Their tasks have been fulfilled, and therefore they can enjoy life.

What bout you? You look for your life partner to spend the rest of your life with.. They're called life partners for a reason. haha

I know a lot may disagree with me and just hug their parents for their dear life and tell me that they love their parents no matter what.

Nobody's saying you'd stop loving them.
It's just that one day, you'd grow up, roam, and build your own family.

How true, no?

Just yesterday alone, I've found out and learnt so much.. Bout life and it's components.
The mistakes that adults make will cause SO MUCH trouble, and the worst thing is, once you've made a mistake.. The price you have to pay is unimaginable because it just won't stop.
It's like an untreated wound, it'd just go deeper..

Such heavy responsibilities.. I'm not sure if I'm up to it yet.
But I think I am, since I've seen enough to deal with such irresponsibilities.
I won't repeat such mistakes.. Never.

Another thing ive realised is how much I mean to randy.
I never expected it to be so much.. Never believed.. But now I do..

This.. 'thing' binding us together is so evident now. (:

This will be an incredibly tough week to get by, but I know I can do it! HAH time to bring on the cockcroach spirit! NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER GIVE IN. HELL YEA!!!

In other news, I might be getting my miu miu bag earlier than expected(which is what? 2-3 weeks?!).. hehe (: cus of my dad's customer. HEEHEEE!
singapore is just slow in everything, Milan is just.. different. (;

Can't really be bothered bout the bag now.. I really doubt the bag can do much to savage the situation. :S

Will post pictures up tmr! Byebye.

sianzor

2007-04-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

Lazy monday..

Why do Mondays suck so bad even when I'm not schooling? I just don't get it!!!

I called SO many people.. and they're either, "harro? mmm.. ah. sleeping... zzzz" *proceeds to doze off until I shout in the receiver*,
or "Eh! Wahlao! I called you so many times you didn't answer! Why're you only calling me now?! Aiya, I'm working today! Tmr too! This saturday ok?!",
or "NO MONEY LAH! bye!",
or "Lazy leh........ Lazy leh........ Lazy leh..........."

*i've editted the above. I just realised how much singlish and how freaking broken my friends' english are. HAHAHA! gets quite irritating now that it's typed out.. But even after editting, there's not much of difference.. HAHAHA But trust me, I think it's better. haha! I think all of us are closet lians & bengs or something..*

.................... What's wrong with these people?!!!!!!!!!

I was too lazy to dress up and head down to the miu miu boutique, so I called them up again.

I gotta drop the idea of the brown one cus the waiting list for the brown leather one dates all the way back to last November!!! :O it's hot like pancakes man..

So I'm getting the black one with gold hardware. (: Possibility of getting it is higher anyway, according to my SA.

And my dad just had a piece of good news for meeeee heehehehehehe! His customer is going over to Milan for holidays so she might be able to get me the bag!!!!!!!
About a few hundreds cheaper than in Singapore..

Anyway, I was damn bored and hungry and LAZY today so I took a cab to the nearest shopping centre for lunch..

Gorged myself silly on lousy sushi.. Bleah.

Once you have tasted REAL and FRESH sashimi, you'd find that sakae's is bullshit and a total waste of money.
You know the type of taste that'd linger in your mouth after eating sashimi? That can never happen at Sakae. :S

Guess the only nice stuffs are the fried food which isn't really japanese cuisine.. haha!
Like the Kani Tempura which is just 2 crabsticks fried in tempura batter. haha

Did a bit of shopping.. Bought 5 nail varnishes, magazines, dvds, candies, cereal, and milk then cabbed back home cus my dad couldn't fetch me..

BAH! SO BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I shall just share some products which are too good that it must be shared. (:

Remember the taiwan beauty loot I've got? My night beauty regime is now 8 bottles, and 2 masks everyday.. haha!
So more or less my skin has some change, and I'm just glad it's for the better. (: especially since my period is here, so I've stopped breaking out! :D

I'll just share the REALLY good ones.. The ones that'd show results in just a few days (like maybe 2-3 days?)

Hyaluronic Acid and Elastin

Not cheap but VERY effective. It's called Bo Niao Suan in chinese, as seen/heard on Taiwan Beauty Variety shows..
It firms the skin like crazy and gives it a bouncy feeling.

3 days after applying it, randy looked reaaaally closely at my skin and told me my skin looked firm and bouncy!!! HAHAHAHAHA you could imagine how happy I was.. :)

Best thing is, it gives my skin a really healthy glow! And yeab, even under all that makeup. Healthy glow can't be concealed by ANYTHING. WUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

I'm not sure where you could get this.. But I guess you could go to any pharmacy and ask for pure Hyaluronic Acid and Elastin.

Another thing which I'm most thrilled is

this.

It looks an ordinary pore cream. But nuuuuuuuu! THIS ACTUALLY WORKS.

Highly raved by tons of Taiwan female celebrities on Nu Ren Wo Zui Da.

I never expected it to work since my pores are damn crazy huge, especially around the nose..
It's really huge and sometimes I could even see them screaming, "GERMS COME INTO ME AND GROW SOME PIMPS!" :S
No pictures of my pores cus they're too unsightly, so I hope this could give you a picture of how big my pores are.

HAHAHAHA FUCKING GROSSSSSSSSSS. ARRGHHHH!

Yah so, uhm, you get the picture.

It's now really really small, though you could still see the pore but it's visibly smaller by a lot.
If after 4-5 days, this is the result I see.. I can already see how my nose would seem like after a week. HAHAHAHAHAHA DAMN HAPPY!!!!

Kiss Me products are damn good! You could try looking for it at Heeren, the shop whereby the import a lot of japanese beauty products.

So yes, that's all.. FOR NOW.
I need to observe the results for the rests, and that is a few masks and 2 eye masks. (:

And just something I realised, girls should watch asian beauty shows more, because afterall if you have asian skin wouldn't it make more sense if you used/know products which are suitable for asian skin? HAHA

Replies to comments in respective tagboards. (:

hohoho

2007-04-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

I'm so excited bout my miumiu bag that I went to look for more pictures.

Might be getting the black with gold hardware one if I can't wait, it'd take bout 2-3 weeks..

But I'll be more than thrilled if I get the brown one.. Haha check out how pretty it is.

On Da S (my idol!)

On Jessica Alba and Jessica Simpson:

The white one on sienna miller.. Does it look good at all??

Anyway, you'd be surprised to know that the Taiwan entertainment industry is so not cheena.
A far cry from it's China counterpart definitely..

I won't even put Da S in comparison because she is just.. Taitai. So there's nothing much to say bout her taste. (;

But Jolin Tsai.. er, yuck?
I was soooo surprised to see this piece of news!

Not only was she reported to be with the cutest boy, EVER. (OMGWTFBBQ it's Eddie Peng Yu Yan!!!!)
She was seen carrying the Balenciaga S/S 07 French Blue City in Gold Hardware! :O (Of course, the news wrote nothing bout the bag. duh)
Really good taste there.. Really, really good taste.

I've updated new music! (:
Loves it.. I love Corinne Bailey Rae so much!
And Stars too.. heh heh heh.
Alrighty, finish listening to it ok!

byebye!
shall go crash. (:

Miu miu dreamszxzxzx!

2007-04-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

OH. MY. GOD!
I just called my dad bout my new bag issue..
And I've just decided to drop the gucci pelham and just go for the miumiu coffer!!!!

AND HE SAID YES! *yum*
so I've just called up Miumiu and left my name on the waiting list with the SA!!!!!!!!!
I want the brown one so bad..... but they said that it'd take maybe 3-4 months to reach and there's no guarantee that it'd come. :( frick.

So might be getting the black one.. Wtvr, tried my luck and left my name for the brown leather one.
And maybe calling them up next week to try to work something out.. if not, will be getting the black one. hehehehe! SO EXCITED!

*trigger happy* it's rather old, made it's debut last year end..
but it's still an "IT" bag!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO EXCITEDDDDD!

Oh, best thing yet.. I have found the ring that randy gave me. (:

SO HAPPY NOW.. hahaha! how could anybody be so lucky.. (;

Singapore Fashion Festival 07

2007-03-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZZZ!

It's the much awaited Fashion Festival - Topshop Unique/Topman Design Ltd Edt post!
meow.. It's actually nothing much since it's only topshop, I think the bigger deal lies with the models. hahaha!!

Unfortunately, I didn't get to see Ai Tominaga. This year's hottest pick for SFF.

But anyway, I had tons of fun!!!! :D
And I seriously think that this memory would last for quite some time now.. haha it's really quite unforgettable, and I haven't been so happy for so long now.

Wore my new dress from zara (****), and it's sooooooo pretty!
Cus it totally shows only the nicer parts of my body. AHAHAHA!!!
Like, legs and maybe a bit of the arms.. But my arms are so huge(& flabby), I can be a butterfly.

HAHAHA chio bo?

Tried to do my hair, and give it a little bob..
But I think it kinda failed, so I pinned up my fringe so it'd seem side swept.

May I just add that I'm really happy that I became fairer? Hahaha!! Cus I've been using very little foundation, cept maybe a little more around the eyes to cover the eyebags and on the zit.(Okay, Im just trying to make the zit have pus so it'd recover faster and better without leaving spots.)

So back to SFF, I was late.. as usual. :/ (sorrry!!!) so I cabbed down, and waited for hy who was Also late and cabbed down too. hahahaha!
I think we cabbed down around the same time.. t3l3patHyz.

And she was very pretty! :D
We both wore dresses from zara (****) HAHAHAHAHA,

Chiobo?!
Her dress is almost or even might be exactly the same as Diane Von Furstenburg ok!!!!
Why pay more to catch up with fashion? HAHAHA.. A really really good buy I'm telling you.

Anyway, met up with the sisters Foo who were already in queue to get into the Tent (yes, the show is in an airconditioned tent, and the name for that tent is called the Tent. err.. how creative lorzxzx)
we took turns to queue cus it was eff-ing hot!
And everyone tried their best to dress up, some were a flop, some were really nice.
Some were just plain trashy.

It's not like we're gonna attend some name designer runway show, or some new season preview show.. So, I don't see the need to be decked all in Topshop apparel.
But of course, there are some who're decked ALL in topshop apparel and some try to look good in the basics.. Which I don't really understand why.
:/
Wtvr, whatever goes for them I guess.. heh.

Anyway, when it was hy and my turn to not queue.. We camwhored a bit.

We did the super twitish thing - the lift shot.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
we didn't really mean to do it to show that's what twits do, it's more of a "hey, there's reflection, let's take a picture" thing.
But when I got home, I shuddered when I saw the picture and thought to myself, " wahlao. Twits sia. " LOL!!!!!

But yea, twits don't like to take pictures which would show their faces clearly.. So, don't learn from 'em okay? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

After what seemed like 2 hours of wait (ok exaggerated, it was only 40min), we finally got in!

sisters foo in front.

I won't say we've got the best seats, but ours' were not too bad!

Everyone were soooo thrilled, everyone started camwhoring. HAHAHAH! Everyone ok. Everyone.

So when hy and I did, she did a funny face without telling me.

So I was like, "Wahlao.. You steady lor.. " (Ahlian mode) then she went, " okokok let's have a proper one. "

So proper one we had,

Some stuff for us,
Sitting partners, haha hy you look really happy here. :D

Then! the show started!

awesome dress..
Some models were really hot, some were.. just part timers I think. Damn ugly.

Spotted Denise Keller and her beau there,
She either laughed or nodded her head the whole time, and I even saw her mouthing "Not bad." HAHAHAHAHA im such a paparazzi.

Then it was the TOPMAN DESIGN LIMITED EDITION WOOHOOO! Not that I'm a fan of their designs but.. HOT MODELS GALORE DAMNIT WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO

This is seriously the only picture I have of the male models cus I figured that I won't be able to capture their faces (so why waste time) since they're so quick.
SO, HAHAHAHA I have decided to stop being busy and just.. drool. :P

Really, really, really hot stuff.
Their asses are ze bomb. HAHAHAHA
and I realised that I have a thing for guys who are slightly buffed with nice asses. (:

eh what? Guys can talk bout boobs, girls can't talk bout asses? hahaha

the show ended quite quickly, I think the runway show was only about 20-25 min?
The end is not the end, it was just the start. (;

most of the girls were crazy, and started dashing and running for Wisma's topshop.
I didn't wanna queue, so I grabbed hy, told/asked cheryl to run then we started running like crazy.
AND IT WAS FREAKING TOUGH TO RUN IN HEELS. BUT I DIDN'T CARE HAHAHAHA..
Then this bunch of girls overtook us while we/I was panting, so I thought " Frick. Lose already.. " So I started running again. HAHAHAHA

Eventually, I/we won and we didn't had to queue too long. HEHEHEHE

I'm not sure why the other girls ran, probably cus they didn't want their sizes to run out.. But I am a person that HATES to queue for too long.
I don't like to waste too much time on things like queueing, I won't mind if I get to sit.. but standing to queue is just no-no for my calves.

hy, cheryl and I had already been to topshop to see what to get on the SFF day cus of the 20% off.
but I didn't had anything to buy since I've already bought the 2 tops and I have just about anything that's nice there already, the rest of the new season haven't arrived.
And I didn't wanna squeeze and queue for the fitting rooms there, since I already have a 20% voucher. heehaw

hy wanted to wait for the new season too.. so, we've decided to go there and just eat and drink to our hearts' content. HAHAHA!!

sorry for the wuss face.

Oh, we were given goodie bags too!
inside the goodie bag,

we ate and ate, I downed 6 glasses of champagne..

And we had so much of champagne that the person serving the champagne recognised us and came to us to refill the champagne instead of us going to him. HAHAHA

best thing is, he looked really really cute. (;

sneaky picture.. hhahaha

saw tons of people.. eat tons of yummy food from Amici, had tons of champagne, took tons of pictures, laughed a lot.. (:

we took polaroids toooo!

Sorry ah, no scanner. But the picture is really, really nice. (:
After taking this picture, and wanting to leave.. The official event photographer (i think? since he was following the event throughout. not following us, duh.) asked us to stay put, and pose a picture for him.

Wah.. HAHAHAHAHA!! So the rest of the girls in queue had to wait. hehehe!!

then the other photographer (the one who helped us take the polaroid) was being reaaaaallly cheeky!
while handing the picture over, he asked, "Can I keep this?" HAHAHA SO CUTE!

each person was only allowed to take one, like maybe a pair of friends could only have one.
But we had 2! In fact, 3.. The other one was kept by the cheeky photographer. hahaha!

This is hy's polaroid which is much clearer cus it was scanned,
pretty pretty! :D

One of the other happy things we did were feeling happy and laughing at the people who were queueing to pay.
The queue was insanely long, and ladies being ladies, go crazy over a stupid 20%.
You should have seen the amount of stuff they bought.

Anyway, the queue was so long that my camera couldn't capture the whole thing. I tried to take half the queue, but I can't.
So I did it in 3 parts,

First part:
Second part:

Third part:

HAHAHAHAHA now wouldn't you be happy you weren't part of that queue?
This is only one queue for one counter. There's 2 cashier counters in wisma's topshop, so you could imagine the mass.

After we've decided that we had enough food and drinks, we went F21 to do some shopping. HAHAHAHAHA damn anal.

Bought a pretty top which I can't show, since I didn't have any shorts/pants on.
Paid like double the amount it was sold on the f21 website. PUI! money suckers..

Anyway, should I get this dress?

Very chic. (:

I was really tipsy actually, from all the champagne I had. But I don't think it was obvious cus my face wouldn't be lobster red, and I think the people around me would think that I behave the same whenever I'm conscious or tipsy.(which in my opinion, isn't necessarily a good thing. HAHAHAHA)

so, when I'm awake, I behave like I'm tipsy.
When I'm tipsy, I behave the same. HAHAHAHA wtf right?

Ok, I do get red. But it's very minimal.

Only the lips. HAHAHAHA!!! And the cheeks. (: Very minimal.. I swear it's not blusher. My blusher isn't really visible with flash.

After shopping, we took a train down to our next destination

Walked past the Clinic, and I soooo love their counter!! SO DAMN CREATIVE!!!!

They used the surgery table as a counter.. haha!
All the tables were packed, so we didn't get to drink there.. Maybe next time then. I'm a sucker for themed bars. haha!

Went Fashion bar for drinks

It's a DAMN pretty place!
Love the music, love the dj, love the cushions and couch!

some vodka, and some cam whores.. hahaha we're such camwhores

pretty lights, cushion and girl. hahaha!

and then we tried to act cute,

but not cute. HAHAHAHAHA we totally suck at this la ok.

I got really bored and tired, I kept dozing off. (yes, in a bar)
hy read Bazaar.. and then I couldn't stand it anymore so we went to look for another place to chill.

I was really hungry, so we went

Randy came.. And we had kahlua salmon as usual, cept that this time round, they asked if I wanted medium rare or well done.

I wasn't asked before, so I just said medium rare.

And.. It was the start to d00mination.

After tcc, we walked around to look for a good place to chill but everywhere was packed like sardines.
So, while waiting for seats at Kandi after leaving our name for Clinic.. hy and i stood at one corner to wait for randy to return from the toilet.

My vision suddenly darkened, then I couldn't see anymore.
My head had the familiar feeling of blacking out AGAIN. woah motherf.
I thought, " SHIT! I can't black out here!!! "

So i quickly wore my shoes (ahahah i took em off cus they were a bitch), and held on to hy and asked her to get me out of there.
She was really calm, and very very very very nice. damn touching pls.

then I err.. vomitted at the taxi stand.
I think everyone thought I was drunk. -_- damn embarrasing.

Vomitted twice, and I thought I was gonna die.
then randy ran back...... and soon, andre came with his cab.

I was brought to SGH A&E (which strangely enough, all I thought to myself was, " Okay.. so much for wanting to get into The Clinic." )
HAHAHA)

something really touching happened.. and I guess only hy and andre knows. :(

Erm, the SGH A&E people were damn inefficient I cannot stand it.
So much difference from the time when I was sent to Alexandra's Hospital. PUI!

I was in SOOO much pain that I was wondering where the fuck are the nurses.
I asked for pain killers, and all I heard was wait.
After a few minutes, I was getting really impatient and damn angry. grr
so I used ALLLL my might to shout, " Wahlao ask for painkillers also have to wait so long! "

Then after awhile, I was pushed in immediately. hahaha!! They probably thought I was too noisy.

ERRR. The worst part of everything was the drawing of blood.
I don't remember it being so pain when I was at Alexandra's.
It was so pain that I kept scolding the doctor. hahahahaha I have damn low threshold for pain and cold pls. so I went, " EH PLEASE. IT'S DAMN PAIN YOU KNOW OR NOT?! CAN DON'T WANT? PLEASE?! "

Then he came up with some logic like, "Would you rather I inject you 3 times or 1 time? "

I didn't have a choice right.. :/

Then err.. some rather gross details should be kept behind closed doors. hahaha!! only hy, dre, randy and my mom knows. hehehe

I was on drip for bout 2 hours.. Then I went home.

I AM DAMN SAD THAT I DROPPED MY RING WITHOUT KNOWING. :'(
The ring that randy gave me.......................... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

randy said he'd buy me another one.. But it just won't be the same!!! :(

Im just glad that everything's okay now. hahaha

my life is far too balanced.
everyday, there'd be a good and a bad thing.
Not a fully good or a fully bad day.
Which is.. Lame.

Okay, Byebye! Hahahaha
I had fun, hope you had too! :D

Speaking of fashion festival, one of my close friends is on the poster of the Singapore Fashion Festival!!!

Hot not?! HAHAHAHAHA..
Not this picture of course.. The posters would be all over in Bugis.
So, spot him if you can. (; haha so proud of him.. (:

Alrighty, byebye!

Day out with the girls,

2007-03-30T09:57:00.000+08:00

Hi Hoes,

(You can actually skip this part and just scroll down till you see pictures)
Blah. I'm so reluctant to blog bout ytd, so before I start with the pictures and rantings. I'll talk a bit on how I'm feeling.
But anyway, since I have already sorted out my thoughts and stuff yesterday then maybe I should move on already.
Such things have been removed from my blog after publishing cus.. I can't stand excessive negativity. So, I've copied and paste the whole chunk onto my lj.

It's extremely hard to blog bout yesterday feeling nothing, so please bear with me while I do a follow up on what I wrote yesterday since I wrote all that in a bad mood.

After I felt really shitty yesterday, I felt really bad for this certain two people.
Because afterall, I am fortunate.
I wasn't brought up like them, and therefore don't have such a character. For that I am really blessed because with that, I have many friends to fall back on.
I know what is love, what is friendship, which till this point from what I see, I don't think they even know the true meaning of those nor seen the extremes.

Such things have happened in secondary school before, and due to my evasive character.. It might all be easier if I did the usual - which is avoiding.
But no, I don't think I would this time round because for one, they mean nothing to me.
two, I did not do anything wrong. I can eat, sleep, shit and talk damn loudly without feeling anything pricking me.
three, I am the lucky and good one.Why should I feel upset and bad about what they think or say? Why should my character be questioned by somebody who's friendless and pathetic?

And just so you know, I felt like sai yesterday so I asked randy and a few friends bout my character to do a character check cus maybe my character is like shit unknowingly.
And now I'll just tell you that I have no character problem, maybe a little too blunt, and a little over confident bout myself..
But at least, people like me. What about you?

If you wanna start talking and being critical about others' you gotta see if you are in any position to do that or not.
Like let's say, if you're a society loser, what stand do you have to call others' pathetic?
If you're fat, on what stand have you got to call others' fat?

Please don't get me wrong, I have no intentions of insulting anybody but I am just being frank.
Just think about it, if you were me, you'd feel bad for that person too.
I have been told that I am so blunt that it hurts, so maybe I should keep quiet.
But should one day, I cannot contain myself.. Please forgive me but do understand you have brought it upon yourself.
So, I'm hoping you'd wisen up and stop doing anything childish because I really am not like you.
I cannot be bothered because I know where I stand, and even if anything fails I know I've got nothing to lose.

If anybody were to sympathize with you, stand on the same line as you and go against me. I will not retaliate, neither will I bother.
The most I'll just lose a few friends from Poly, but do I really care? Actually, I do a little but maybe not.
You are pathetic(I don't wanna say friendless) for a reason, and that reason will probably not change in the next 3 years.
I had been truthful to those around me, so it's up to them to judge.
Men shouldn't fret over what they've lost, because all is not lost as long as you have faith.
If anybody chooses you over me, I only have one thing to say.. And that is good luck.
My conscience is super clear. So clear you can use it as a mirror.

And to think that I do treat you as a friend in the past.. 3 weeks.
That. is actually what pissed me off so bad.

This is probably the only time that I feel lucky to be 18 and old.
When you come to a point and realise that you have so many circles of friends, and feel really fustrated cus organising parties would be such a pain, you should also be happy that if one circle fails you, you got the rest to fall back on. (:

Picca time!

CAN YOU SEE THE HUGE ZIT ON MY FACE?!
Woah damn bloody gross.. But it's okay, I somehow succeeded in making it have pus and bigger. HAHAHA so it'd be better for me to stick the pimple sticker on.
It was so huge that when I look down, the pus would be blocking my sight. HAHAHAHA!!! GROSS NOT?

And in case you were wondering, I didn't do my hair cus I was lazy and my dad was busy.

Finally went out with the girls!
Haven't met them in such a long time, especially hy! hahaha.. It feels especially long though we meet more often than the rest. :P
I like hy's side view. ahahaha!
Anyway, I'm glad she really liked what I gave her. heh! Probably the only person in poly that I'd be generous with. (HAH!)
Happy belated birthday bestflenzxzxzx!

Met up with hy earlier before meeting melissa and cheryl.
It was a really simple shopping trip, but I didn't get anything at all!! hahaha was really sick of spending money.
But I did reserve a very pretty top from FCUK though! Getting it later..

I swear their stuff are getting prettier and prettier! Slightly cheaper than River Island, but comparable.

Didn't take a lot of pictures because I didn't really enjoy myself, it was just different from the time that we went FEP together. It was just different - that's why I was upset.
But, since I've sorted my thoughts.. then. HAH! Wtvr!

I think it's much better going out with hy alone, or with hy & andre & randy. Sorry ah a bit frank.

Group picture!
Bad aiming on my part.

Take two:
HAHAHAHA Okay the mouth was unintentional, I was saying two. :/

After like, 2 hours of shopping (hahaha yah damn short) my dad sent hy to gym and me home.

En route back home, my dad drove past Mitsuoka to show me a really nice sports car but unfortunately was blocked by some vintage looking cars.
I was SOOOOOOOO shocked!!!

I have never seen SOOO many of such cars in my life!

So european-vintagey. hahahaha
I fell in love with these cars.. It's called the Mitsuoka Galue btw.
But I don't recommend people to get it unless they have a chauffeur.
If you drive it yourself and you don't intend to dress up, you'd look like the chauffeur. HAHAHAHA!

I think I'm more in love with the Mitsuoka cars.. They're all soooo pretty!
Much like life-sized toy cars! hahaha

the Mitsuoka Le-Seyde,

DAMN PRETTY! It'd look SOOOO nice if it's a bridal car..

My dad might be getting the Mitsuoka Orochi, probably giving the camry to me and keeping the rx8, so the possibility of me driving the rx8 is... hehe.

I'm madly in love with the black exterior, red interior thing!!! :O
My dad is such a charmer.. hahahaha!

It looks sooo much like the Ferrari Spider!

The ferrari spider,

The mitsuoka orochi,
How come is it that the Mitsuoka looks more like a spider than the ferrari? HAHAHAHAHA

I can't stand it!!! I can be such a boy at times.. :/

Anyway, I'm soooo excited! going to the Singapore Fashion Festival Topshop Unique/Topman Design runway show. (:
Will take tons of pictures.. heh heh

And finally onward to Fashionbar then homeclub with hy and dre and randy.

ladeedums, hehe
Byebye!

shop shop

2007-03-29T10:44:00.000+08:00

Bought some yummy and pretty earrings from nordstorm!

girly and sweet ones from juicy couture.. I love pearls!

And a pair when I need to go for functions and such by Nadri,

And these super cute betsey johnson ones!!
I've figured that if these were too cute for me I'd just give them to my sis..

And this pair of Kenneth Jay Lanes which I really find SOOO familiar,
Probably seen it at pasar malams.. HAHAHAHA!! tacky.
I didn't get it.. Just sharing. (:

And some cheap ones from F21 (again for the millionth time), *glee*

Meeting the girls laterrrr! :D Shall go bathe now. hehe

I hate forever21 and the internet,

2007-03-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

The 7th dress and 9th apparel from Forever21.com in the past 3 weeks, not including what I buy from their boutique in Singapore.

It's about time somebody realises that the 15% off from Forever21.com is damaging.

It's so fucking cheap I cannot stand it!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

After converting to singapore dollars and shipping charges.. Still damn cheap! HAHAHAHAHA FRICK.

:( I feel bad.

2007-03-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

I feel really bad whenever I reject people's intention to befriend me.
It's not like I'm trying to be difficult or hard to get.

I have to make my point very clear.
I am not like thousands and millions and girls out there, so don't expect me to accept your offer and try to be nice to you.

I don't like making online friends(excludes girls/females/ladies) because:
1. It's a waste of my time and effort. Why should I anyway? In time to come, we'd stop talking and I'd be left to rot on your MSN list.
2. Why should I make the effort to try and force something out and try and continue a conversation with somebody who ADDED me instead?
3. Why should I even act like I'm interested and am enjoying somebody's company when the probability of that person being perverse/ugly/poor&stupid is high?

I know one thing.. People who are worthy of befriending don't usually have to add people online.
And those people who are worthy and adds people online are usually people who are sincere.

I make a few exceptions because they are sincere.

By sincere, I mean making a point to make me feel like they are really genuine. (They don't have to be, they just have to make it seem like it. I mean.. That's how you score in reality.)
Some people freaking message me and tell me A LONG LIST bout themselves, but hey, I'm not the least interested.
Some even have the audacity to ask ME to call/sms them or add them on MSN. LIKE, EEEW! WHY SHOULD I?! It's not like youre some hot stuff.
The main point is, if they're so sincere.. Why didn't they finish reading my profile before writing a message or adding me on MSN?
Ive stated clearly I don't like such rubbish.
So even before they even say ANYTHING, they've been pwned.
9/10 of them can't even give me a good answer as to why they didn't read my profile if they're so sincere in befriending me.
1/10 of them just MIA. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Singapore guys have a lot to learn when it comes to hooking up with girls.
Singapore girls (not all) have to learn how NOT to give in to such invitations and just befriend so damn easily. It's time girls have the mentality of, " It's not like Lao Niang lack of friends, why should I be patrionizing and entertain somebody I know nothing about? "

Bleah.

But of course in reality, I'm the one who'd initiate talking but if that person isn't worth it, I will NEVER contact that person if possible. hahahahaha!!!

My social circle is big but clean, the way I like it to be. (:

2007-03-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

OKAY BITCHEZ THANKS TO GERALDINE, I HAVE SOLVED THE PROBLEM TO BLOG VIEWING.

Ehm, you haven't gone to the wrong place.

I blog shifted from evade-.blogspot.com ok!
So, don't panic!!

For the lack of..

2007-03-27T18:24:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZzzzzzzzz!

HAHAHAHA OKAY EEEW, I know I've put on tons of weight. :/

But yea, it's all under control and I am getting my life back before school officially starts.

Culprit to excess fats:

I told you I wasn't kidding already.. :/
Randy got SOOOOOOOOOO pissed when he saw these 3 bags lined nicely. HAHAHAHA

Mr. Nag-a-lot:

Haven't put his picture up on this blog for AGES, so.. hehe.

Anyway, the weather these days are insane.
Damn freaking hot then sudden heavy downpour.

So, on one mahjong night with the boys, I was telling them that it was gonna rain soon when it was DAMN freaking hot.
NOBODY BELIEVED ME!
So I explained to them that it's damn hot at night cus of heavy cloud cover, and when there's heavy cloud cover.. It'd freaking rain later.
WOAH, and mehmeh dared to tell me " Noooooo! No clouds thats why so hot at night! "
*roll eyes*
Anyway, I explained to him and he finally remembered.
Oie, laoniang is a geog student ok.
And a damn hardcore one although it doesn't show in the results.. :( I buy like 6 different textbooks just for pure geography ok! and scored damn well in sec3 (cus I loooove physical geog ahaha)
but I totally stopped studying for it before O's cus randy said I spent too much time on geog that's why I got b3 without studying beforehand. :/

Frick. Okay so anyway, some random pictures of what I've been up to..

boo! hehe

THIS SHOW IS THE SEX. I can't survive a day without watching it anymore.. hahaha!!

Grocery-shopped for food. Like food rationing. haha

Few days ago,
Wore my new topshop top which I so regret buying. I don't really like it. :/
Tell me if it's nice!

Okay I really can't remember what I did that day. :/
maybe I went out with jl/hl or randy or my dad?! :O I FORGOT.

Anyway, i went shopping alone today cus I haven't done that in such a loooooooong time.

ARGH! damn fat I can't stand it.
anyway, it was too hot to wear anything double layered.. :S
And I just found this blue simple top and belt I got probably a long time ago but never got a chance to wear..

And just today, I've received 2 new dresses and 1 new top in the mail! :D *glee* and I was still fretting that I won't have new clothes to wear to schl and the SFF.. Guess I worried too much. (:

Oooh my mom and my brother got me some pretty flowers.. They were staring at me when I woke up. Hahahah!
Pretty sight..
They got me fake flowers cus I was complaining bout how troublesome it is to clear them. haha!
The flowers look sooo much prettier in reality and they don't look fake! :O

I was intending to do my hair today, but my dad had to meet his customer from Japan. :/
So, shopping I went!

Took the friggin public transport because I'm as poor as a pauper.

I fucking hate public transport with a passion.
Stares, stinky office men, disgusting OLs who're there constantly to remind me of how I'd grow up to look like IF I really became an accountant (haha shit!), china nerds who're gross as hell.

And one particular person who's really.. the ultimate.
This man, probably in his mid 20s, with his pregnant wife sleeping on his shoulder was STARING LIKE CRAZY.
Like, throwing flirty stares all the damn time.
So to confirm that he's indeed staring at me and not some other people or just patjiao, I smiled at him.
.

.
.

HE FREAKING SMILED BACK and continued throwing flirty stares!
:O THE AUDACITY OF SUCH MEN. I WAS DAMN PISSED so I alighted 3 stops before my destination.
PUI!
Lucky randy isn't like that.. he won't stare unless the girl has extremely(and I mean EXTREMELY) revealing clothes or the girl doesn't have a bra on.
To top it off, the only reason why he's staring is not cus he's turned on but cus he needs to bitch. HAHAHAHAHA!!! Like, " Wah.. Slut. "
He'd only get turned on by the person he loves........ *SHY* HAHAHA OK YOU MAY ROLL YOUR EYES/PUKE NOW

So anyway, I headed down to vivo cus I need to collect my card as well as get something(twink twink *-^). haha!

Went topshop to do a lil shopping,
I liked this top so much I couldn't decide which colour to get, so I got both.

Love the crochette..

Then got my repaired topshop card and updated ALLL the points accumulated, and it was sooo exaggerating! hahahaha
I've got like 1 20% discount voucher and 3 $10 vouchers on the spot! HAHAHA

Siao man.. Such things make me really happy. HAHAHA

Then onward to the usual spot.. f21.
I swear I can't stop loving f21. hahaha yah la yah la cheap la ok I'm not as atas as my blog flamers MAH.

Got the skinnies (AT A DAMN CHEAP PRICE YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT HAHAHAHAHA only randy and hy knows :P) and this top! :D
But I don't know why it doesn't look flattering in this picture.. Picture doesn't do justice!

And can you guys help?
Should I get this dress? It's really pretty.. But I don't know if I really like it or just feel like getting it for the sake of getting it.

I must only buy stuff that I really like now... Not getting whatever I want like a spoilt girl anymore.. I MUST STOP SPENDING!

But still.. *sigh* so pretty. haha!

Guess I'll pass.. Since I've ordered a prettier dress from f21 online.
And F21 is too fast with updates that even the Singapore branch can't keep up I guess. HAHA LOSERZZZ.

Went to get some sushi and sashimi.. and I saw the LG Chocolate.
It's no big deal since I think it's a really mediocre phone which is blown out of proportion last year.
BUT THIS ONE, HAHAHAHAHA I GOT REALLY AMUSED!

LG chocolate (Literally),

made of real chocolate... *yum*

Went to collect my taiwan beauty loot.. AND I LOVE EVERY PRODUCT SO MUCH!
I'll definitely share the results, but you gotta give me time. HAHA!!
So now my beauty regime is like 8 bottles already! :)

After collecting, I was supposed to be waiting for randy but I got lazy.. So I went home by TRAIN since I didn't know how to get home from Braddell. (PUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII I HATE IT)
After alighting, I couldn't take it.. So I took a cab home and the meter didn't even jump. HAHAHAHAHA im such an idiot.

My house is quite a distance from the MRT station y'see.. And I figured that I had walked enough for the day, and if I walked somemore my calves would look big and stupid. :S

Had some cheap sushi and sashimi!

I didn't know that the wasabi I bought was super strong, so I ended up crying and choking the whole time cus I used the amount of wasabi I'd normally have (which is more than average people). -_-

Randy came over, had dinner.. Then strolled to hollandv.
Wasn't too happy the entire night, but I'm just glad it ended good. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

Alrighty bitchez, I'm gonna do my hair tmr.

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!
And, phuture + Clinic with liangSSS.
And, thursday is meeting up with the girlszxzxzxzx!
FRIDAY IS SFFF!!!! :O

hahaha hokay, byebye. (:

Don't say I'm boring ok

2007-03-27T05:00:00.000+08:00

All the shopping I've done online in the past 2 days, excluding all the clothes I got from outside (duh ahahahaha)

Lost the rest of the pictures of what I bought in the past 2 weeks... Saved it in a folder but I deleted the folder by mistake. :/ -_-

MAN, I loooove f21!
Cheap and niiiiice :D

I've finally tuned back my sleeping hours, so I'm FINALLY stepping out of the house doing something normal. (i.e, shopping)

These days I've been sleeping in the mornings, then waking up for dinner at 7pm+ HAHAHA SCREWED LIKE FUCK.

Then after dinner, I'd cab down to mehmeh's house for mahjong.
I lost $72 in two days. Err.. EH IT'S NOT MY SKILLS, IT'S MY LUCK I SWEAR!!!!!

Like, when I was already waiting to win a One colour (Qing Yi Se - Fucking man tai), mehmeh won with ONE TAI IN MY FACE.
...........
IN. MY. FACE.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

This holidays suck.
I'm breaking out like siao cus of PMS, and also from all the late nights.
I'm SO fucking fat now cus I'd been having Mac's everyday (but I've stopped already hahaha)
I will show you all the pictures of HOW MUCH mac's I've been having.. It pissed randy off so bad his naggings never stopped revolving around what he saw. HAHAHAHAHA :x

To top it off, I was supposed to enrol into some IS(interdisciplinary something - HAHAHA HOW APT.) courses.
I was late by 10 minutes cus I totally overslept, and so I got some shitty courses like.. Understanding Relationships.
.................................
Okay, you may laugh at me.
I bet with my life it's the most loser-ish course, Ever.
Not that it beats Insights into India (?! HAHA WTF) but it's still.. :/
BUT IT'S OKAY!!!! HAHAHA at least I've got my french course. ;)
BUT HOR, I got the french course slot which is from 8-10am. :/ Frick.
Okay, not that I can complain since.. yknow, it beats Understanding Relationships (-.-) but.. Aiya okay shutz.

Byebye updates later. (:
And no, my blog being unreadable has got nothing to do with IE or Firefox.
According to Blogger, it isn't.
Please read the entry before this.

Bye.

To loyal blog readers,

2007-03-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

Okay.. So, I have been receiving a lot of comments and emails and questions as to why my blog can't be read.

thing is, I can't read my own blog too. Unless it's via archives, or so I've been told, through site feed.

Err.. Okay, so I've checked with the blogspot people and realised that there're tons of other Singaporeans who face the same problem as me. :/

It's quite a big issue, read this

Anyway, I have already done something to it.. So all we have to do now is to wait.
I have tons of pictures yet to be uploaded, and not forgetting the Singapore Fashion Festival event this Friday!!

So, yezzz.. Check back. Once anybody gets to enter the main page without having the need to search for my blog through search engines, please leave a comment and lemme know.

Spankyou!

Long time no see

2007-03-24T03:12:00.000+08:00

OLA BITCHEZZZZ!

It's nice to see some emails from my readers asking me to update..

But sad to say, I have none.

I am down with the fever and had been sleeping for 13 hours a day. (No Joke)
The only day when I felt better, I played mahjong for 12 hours straight and broke chau's record of losing $50. (I lost $52)
After which, I felt faint.. So, needless to say, I am still sick. HAHA duh

Found this on Friendster's bulletin, and I'm really quite shocked that I'm quite a Barbie. :/
Not that I didn't already know, but it could get quite scary.

[x] You own over 10 bottles of nailpolish
[x] You own a designer purse
[X] You own perfume that cost over $60
[x ] You had/have fake nails
[x] You have more hair/body productsthan you can use
[ ]Your pet is achihuahua/ Pomeranian/ YorkshireTerrier/ Siamese/ shih-tzu
[ ] You have clothes/shoes/accessoriesfor your pet
[x] You have enough clothes to coveran entire refugee camp.
[x] You have enough pictures to createyour own wallpaper.
[ ] A pink comforter, carpeting, wallsor sheets.
Total: 7

Do you:
[X] Spend more time at the mall thanyou do at home/work
[X] Have a hair color that is not yournatural color
[X] Have "blonde moments" at leastonce a day
[X] Buy stuff because it's awesomeand then never wear it/use it
[x ] Constantly keep your phone at yourside
[X] Dance around in your room whennobody else is home
[x ] Have a name for your car
[ x] Know what celebrity is dating whoand who broke up this week
[ ] Refuse to go out in public withoutmakeup
[ x] Prefer to be called "princess"
Total So Far: 9

DO YOU ADORE:
[x] Make up
[x] Jewelry
[ x] Mirrors
[X] Chick flicks
[X] Shoes
[X] Rainbows
[ ] Unicorns
[ ] Disney Movies
[x] Candles
[x] Flowers
[x] Stuffed Animals
[x] Purses
Total So Far: 10

DO YOU SHOP AT:
[x] Coach
[X] Forever 21
[x] Victoria's Secret
[X] Guess
[ ] Claire's
[ ] Express
[x ] Delias
[X] MAC
[x ] Sephora
[x] Bebe
Total So Far: 8

DO YOU SAY:
[X] Biatch
[X] Whatever
[X] Oh my gosh/god/goodness
[X] Hun
[X] Fugly
[X] That's hot
[ x] Dunzo
[X] Darling
[ ] Psh
[X] Cutie
[X] Hottie
[ x] Skank
[X] tot
[ ] Self
[ ] PerezHilton.com
[ x] Dlisted.com
[ ] 17online.com
[ ] people.com
[ ] usmagazine.com
[x ] popsugar.com
[ x]livejournal.com/community/ohnotheydidnt
[x ] Pink Is The New Blog.com
[X] cleo
Total So Far : 17

Have you seen these:
[x ] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[X] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[ ] The Notebook
[X] A Walk to Remember
[ ] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ] Where the Heart is
[x] Just my luck
[x ] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Centerstage
[X] Bring it On
[X] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[x ] Mona Lisa Smile
[ ] My Girl
Total So Far: 8

Are you Addicted to...
[ ] LOST
[X] America's Next Top Model
[x ] Project Runway
[x] Desperate Housewives
[XXXXXXX ] The Simple Life
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[x] Sex & the City
[ ] Grey's Anatomy
[x ] The O.C.
[ ] Laguna Beach/The Hills
[ ] Nip/Tuck
[ ] Gilmore Girls
TOTAL So Far: 6
MULTIPLY UR ANSWER BY 2 YOUR 114%BARBIE

.......1.1.4%?!!!!

Anyway, I was just bored.
Birthday wishes and pictures will be up when I feel better.
In the mean time, suck on this.

lovelove!

It started with a..

2007-03-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

Down with the fever and sore throat, but all is well.. :)

I feel blissful though lots of things have been happening. heh
cus of this drama which is SOOOOO much like randy and I.

Friends, please bear with me for a while.
I'm currently getting my life right back on track. There comes a time when you realise you need to clear the unnecessary things/people/happenings in your life, and that's what I'm going through now.

Thank you! :D

pms is bullshit.

2007-03-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

Not pms-y anymore. :)

Changed a new song, so listen to it.
It's not a new song, and probably 90273902173896123 people have listened to it already but I DON'T CARE HAHAHA!!!

Thought the lyrics were extremely meaningful.. Not that you'd know unless you understand japanese hehe, but.. Whatever, I like it. :)

I love randy! & my boyfriends & girlfriend!

2007-03-18T05:15:00.000+08:00

Clinic clinic clinic clinic clinic clinic
Fashionbar fashionbar fashionbar fashionbar
phuture phuture phuture phuture phuture
fag fag fag fag fag fag fag fag fag fag fag
b151 b151 b151 b151 b151 b151 b151 b151

Next week's gonna be hothothotHot!!!
cus boyfriends PANGSEH-ED ME AGAIN(today)! so, they promised to make up for it. :) *glee* I love it when they spoil me.. haha!
but thankfully, the boyfriend(randy) is around for me today. heheheh I love today!!!!

So, I'll just wait till hy decides to party hard with me till school starts. (BOO!)
AND PAK!!!

hahahaha I'm damn high now. byebye! *^-^*

2007-03-17T06:15:00.000+08:00

And for my buddies who have always been there for me for 9/11 years,

I got them
each for their birthday a month ago, though their birthdays were like.. 5 months ago?! haha

Should have seen the look on hailiang's face when he came over and showed me the strap on his handphone. HAHAHA!!

I'd definitely spend on the people I love when I can, so sometimes I wonder why some just won't do the same.

I am not asking for much, nor am I asking for anything material(why should I? based on what? I didn't save anybody's life nor am I anybody's candygirl) so.. I don't know why I'm so.. shortchanged.

I had been really unhappy cus I felt like nobody bothers to give as much as me, to me.
I felt really shortchanged cus on what grounds do I have to be the one giving Only?
In friendships and relationships, am I the only one giving?
I really question my self-worth, and have felt really lousy.

So, yeah. Randy had been great help these days.

I guess I should only be giving to those who're willing to give(not on material,but emotionally and such), and not just give generously to EVERYBODY I love.
It's insane.. because I realised that not everyone I love loves me back as much.(nabeh)
Don't get me wrong, it's good to give.. But it's tiring to give everybody and only taking 1/90 of what you give.
It shouldn't have been this way.

What is money anyway?
My dad told me.. "You keep so much money for what? Earn so much money and don't spend, you call that life?" and proceeds to end the conversation with some hokkien expletives.
Simply put, money is just nothing but a tool.
It is not extremely important as compared to love and life.

So, what is money to you?

Money is such a sensitive subject that even I can't talk about it properly to randy.
But, really.. Money is just a tool to spice up your life, it's something external.
It can't buy you friendships, but sometimes, you could show your gratitude and love / maintain the friendship via it.

For example,
If somebody only had $10, used $4 just to get a lil something for me..
I would be really touched.

So, it's no longer about the amount spent y'see, proportion = sincerity.

If somebody had $100, and only willing to spend $5 on me. I'd just turn down the offer, no second thoughts.
$5 might be a dollar more than $4, but.. if this is the kind of sincerity you have, I rather you keep the money for yourself and if you feel happy keeping it, it just shows your character.
If you don't feel happy keeping it, I hope you learn something.

Which is why I always say Money is a sensitive topic, and very subjective.
When I say very subjective, I actually meant EXTREMELY subjective.
(You might agree to whatever I say, and also might disagree, so don't start hating me over such controversial issues. HAHAHA)

That's why when it comes to gifts, I rather people make something for me rather than buy.
I am extremely picky and unless you know me damn well, please don't buy.
Eeeyer hahaha I sound damn difficult. :S

..I just realised I had been ranting for 3 entries straight.
I promise to have pictures by this evening else my blog's gonna be SOOO wordy and boring!! :O I'D HATE IT!

Anyway, just somethings I found from the gucci website

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn exaggerating!
WHO'D GET THE GUCCI ICETRAYS?!

Eh.. I would if I had the spare cash. It's too cute and excessive.
It's damn lame.. I bet anybody who'd come to my house would laugh at my icetrays. HAHAHAHA!!!!!

randy would slap me with these if I got these for our house.. heh heh heh.

Anyway, sorry for the sudden outburst of entries.
I had been thinking and keeping things to myself for 4 days straight.
Now that I've sorted things out, it's time I broke out from misery and release Amanda.(:

Later, tonight. (:

2007-03-17T05:23:00.000+08:00

And sorry darlings, I know my life has been a big bore these days.

I've been busy catching up on sleep, feeling lazy, being sad and emo beemo.

I haven't got my fat ass out for about 4 days now.
And I have decided that I had enough of this self pity.

I still have lots of birthday (MINE) lunch/dinners at fancy restaurants, french fine dining with dad and jl, sky dining which I am TOO lazy to set a date. (GLAV, DTF!!!! WHEN'S NESS FREE?! BY THE TIME WE SET A DATE, WE CAN EVEN CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY! HAHAHA)

And I have yet to go Pariss with hy to give her a treat! Treat for nothing.. But just for being my bestfriend. hahaha you know I love you (;

Oh, and not forgetting Singapore Fashion Week which I'm sooo looking forward to!
Imagine all that photos, all that champagne(they should have right? It's a major event.), all that shopping(!!)!!!!
hy and i were quite upset that we gotta miss the River Island runway show..
Not that it matters a lot to me, but I'm just thinking bout the discount after the show. heehaw! HAHAHAHA
*trigger excitedddd*

I've just painted my nails, and I am now rejuvenated.
Not a really good time to be rejuvenated, so take my advice and don't paint your nails at 4am.
I'm guessing my power/positivity lies solely on my nail colour. AHAHA!

Anyway, I'm going out with jl and hl.
So pictures up later in the evening! :D

after-midnight woes,

2007-03-17T02:28:00.000+08:00

Hi bitchez.

So, I'm not your average bimbo who'd slit her wrist when found bingeing on icecream after 11pm.

I hate being stuck in situations like these.. Feeling hungry at the most unearthly time, and knowing that all the shops that might possibly be opened are already closed.

And... Ugh, the part I hate most?
Knowing that the only solution to this is Macdonald's.
.

bleddy pigzzz.

I've been having Mac's for dinner EVERY FUCKING DAY ever since my mom left me for the funeral.
And life...IS.. hell.

Nobody bought dinner for me, nobody washed the dishes, nobody cleaned my room nor wake me up.

My life is in a mess!
I missed my first theory lesson, and so $16.50 down the drain with no apparent reason.
And I'm sooo afraid that randy would be right bout me, "HAHAHA I knew it. That's why I told you by the time I take my lessons (September) you haven't even pass."
:O *horror spasm*
Plus, I have mac's everyday.. And have yet to do the dishes.
I spilt horlicks, and some sauce on the floor.. Used tissue to clean it up but apparently it's not enough.
My toilet stinks cus nobody bothers to flush! (Yes, I do not flush my own toilet. HAHAHA!!! but I do flush when I'm out, kthx)

So now, the house toilet is on a "If-its-yellow-let-it-mellow,if-its-brown-flush-it-down" rule until my mom is back and decides to NEVER leave me home alone ever again. HAHAHA!!!

Oh, and not forgetting.. My mom is SO cute.
She left me $50 and expects me to live on it for 3 days. :) sweet.
So, okay.. I've been living like a beggar.
I don't quite get it, but.. how do people live on $50 for 3 days?!!!!

I was too lazy to meet my dad to topup my bank account, which is good!

I had been feeling really lousy the past few weeks because I shop OUT 3-4 times a week, spending $200++ each time.
And when I get home, I'd spend $100+/- everyday online..
So you do the math.
And how bout nightlife with the boys? It's not necessarily good to be able to hold your drink well, because usually you need to spend more on drinks.
I can't fucking be red! The last time I was red was after downing 3 big cups of red wine, damn a lot of cups of chivas and one big BOWL of Vodka which is mighty strong cus we were playing a game. HAHAHA
And I could still play mahjong and make chicken after all that drinking mind you.

I. AM. ASTOUNDING. HAHAHAHAHA i'm such a crazy bitch.

So if you haven't been seeing anything new here, it's simply because I'm too lazy to blog and take pictures. hahaha!
I just received 4 new dresses from the mail.. So you could jolly well wait till I'm in the mood to dress up.

Anyway, digressed.
I remember feeling lousy and sad.. telling hy I will save, and she telling me it's not possible because... She has seen enough girls who said they'd save but end up spending (HAHAHA!).
So, yeah.. I did it AND I'M DAMN HAPPY!

Because.. I watched CNA, and there's an advertisement on some USA talk shows talking bout women having shopping problems.
Like, shopaholic problem.
Which worried the hell out of me hahahaha cus I had to buy something every single day.. which is just abnormal.

It's time to get real anyway.

But I really still do wanna get a new bag for school.

I'm soooo sick of my bag now, I really want the gucci pelham bag in classic!

and, HAHAHA yeayea, I know gucci's really darn cheap to some of you but I don't think I should be carrying anything more expensive than gucci. (I'm only 18 boohoohoo)
Err.. But I wouldn't mind a Dior Trotter Romantique Frame Tote heehee.
Okay, somebody please slap me.
I'm so in love with Dior's Romantique range!! But I might just get sick of it after sometime since it's soooo girly!

ALL HAIL JOHN GALLIANO!
Do you think I should tell my dad I passed all my poly modules without studying much so he'd reward me?
.......................
Better not. HAHAHAHA im such an idiot.

Anyway, to those who has an issue with me getting..such.. stuffs..
*ouch! sensitive topic that'd trigger another tagging frenzy*
Would you settle for less when you're already given something above average?
Like today, if your dad presents you with diamonds instead of crystals, would you settle for less?

Okay I've digressed so much.

Back to disgusting macdonalds.

The thought of macdonalds now just makes me cringe and somehow I don't feel hungry anymore.

hmmmm.

Okay, bye.
I'll go call them up for some Mcwings.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I'm contradicting like that, and I can't help it. :( HAHAHAHA

Bloody bitchy entry, but I like!
Haven't been bitchy in such a long time.. Probably cus I haven't been really happy in a while.
So, yea, take it with a pinch of salt bitchez (followed by a chill pill after)! (:

Face Slimming 101

2007-03-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hi bitchez!

It's the much awaited face slimming post! :D
And yezzzz, nothing can stop me from posting this up even if I have to attend a funeral. ahahaha!

And no worries, nobody close to me passed away. (:

So let's get to it..

You might wanna take a picture of yourself before you start.
Please tie up your hair and push your hair behind your ears hor.

1. Smile widely. When you smile widely, EXCESS meat/muscle would be jutting out and it's damn unsightly yes?
DON'T TELL ME NO HOR, Push your hair behind your ear when you smile widely.. No use faking yourself that you look pretty. AHAHAHA!!

2. Then follow me, and use these 2 fingers - your middle finger and nameless finger. (Okay I know my fingers look weird like that. HAHA)

3.1 Station the fingers at the hardest part of the jutting out area, near your ear. Before that, you feel the area that's jutting out, it'd be harder than the rest of your face because it's muscle and it's very hard due to the accumulated movement from smiling and talking over the years.

Pardon the patjiao eyes, I was looking at something else.. HAHA!

THIS IS THE SPOT TO PRESS

3.2 PRESS IT HARD, BITCHEZZZZ. But don't hurt yourself.
So what you're doing is to release the tension in the muscles, so it'd be flatter and smaller.
Also, when there's pressure there.. You are somewhat 'breaking' the cells there.. And so, this message would be sent to your brain and your brain would produce more collagen. (Collagen tightens your skin, and this is the main and important part in face slimming)

This is the same theory that the cosmetic surgeons use for a kind of technology which I don't know what's it called in English. Got to know about this technology from a taiwan variety show, it's 电波拉皮. It uses laser to 'break' the cells around the same area, and so more collagen would be produced, etc.
I've applied the same theory, just that you use your hands instead of laser.

4. Continue pressing downwards, following your jawline. (: Very easy to follow.
I'm just showing the spot to press.. You do not press it in such an odd position. haha!

5. Do this once every 2 days.

Making your nose smaller, and making your nose bridge more defined.

HAHAHA THIS ONE LAGI SIMPLER.
It's just pinching your nose and massaging it.
I know it sounds like total bull, but.. hey, I saw results and some of you saw it too, no?

First, you press the spot as shown below. It's the hardest part of your nose.
Press hard and pull outwards.

Then you move your fingers up a little, and repeat movement.

Then you pinch the top of your nose, as shown below.

I've been doing it for weeks. haha!
tada!

Anyway, for skin care.. Call me slow, but I've realised something that's extremely important in the skincare regime - moisturising.
I think it's one of the ways to prevent breakouts, especially if you sleep in an air conditioned room.

Reason being your skin would be very dry if you stay in an airconditioned area for too long, so your skin would produce more sebum (oil)
And when it's producing more sebum, pores would become bigger and plus, when dust and bacteria accumulates on the sebum.. You'd breakout.

So if you moisturise, your skin need not produce excessive sebum.

You do not just wash your face.
You gotta tone, and moisturise, and apply other stuff.

For me, I have to apply a mask everyday. (You do NOT apply a mask that's drying, like.. those masks that'd remove pimples/acne everyday)
I apply the red wine mask..

:) It helps to keep the moisture in my skin, whitening, as well as improve blood circulation.

And just to share, I've found a really good product that'd whiten pimple scars/spots.
In case you didn't know, lots of singapore female forums raved bout this product.
You can apply it to your whole face so you'd become fairer! :D

And just so you know, you need not spend a bomb on effective facial products.
Although most counter brands don't really work, but it's up to you to explore and experiment.
The only type of cream that I think I should really splurge on are Eye creams.
Eye creams are usually more expensive, and extremely good eye creams don't come cheap. Counter brands won't work.
But moisturisers, toners, and etc.. You need not spend too much.

I don't believe in spending too much on young skin. You only upgrade your products as you grow older.

I use bodyshop's daily exfoliator and it's damn good! :D Plus Akin's toner and moisturisor which is damn good as well.
Akin products don't have any other chemicals like Sulfate which is harming for the skin and is found in some products in the market, plus it is organic. haha! :D

Alrighty, I'm waiting for my beauty loot from taiwan to arrive!
After trying, I'll share what works and what doesn't!

:)

OOOOH AND GOT TICKETS FOR THE SINGAPORE FASHION FESTIVAL ALREADYYYY!! :D
Can't wait to go with my girlfriends (;

2007-03-15T03:57:00.000+08:00

I feel so alone and confused.

So confused I don't know if I should be crying or happy.
I don't even know my heart anymore...

Can somebody please light the way cus it's really dark..

rantings

2007-03-14T18:02:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZ!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I DIDN'T FORWARD ANY MODULES! HAHAHA

LUCKY BITCH I AM!
I really cannot stress enough that I'm really DAAAAMN lucky!

Like for written communication exam, whoa it's damn exaggerating ok.
I finished the paper within 50minutes and wrote only 4 pages worth of words, and one of the pages was blank. HAHA
The other 3 pages, I just summarised the answer points and just answered accordingly.
Unlike most of the people who sat around me... Their hands were SO busy writing they didn't even stop a minute! :O
so I was pretty sure I was pooped since.. yknow, I'm not as hardcore.
And the paper was freaking 50%!

And for macroecons, I don't think I need to say much.
It was 70% for me, and I only answered 42/100 marks worth of answers.

Hahahaha! And funny thing is, my gpa didn't drop much!
Only decreased by 0.05! :O Weird..
I don't really bother bout GPAs, but I'm just lucky my GPA doesn't start with 1 cus then my boyfriends would laugh at me till the next time I get my results.

I will rant today, something which I haven't done in ages..
And I know that majority of my readers are here solely for beauty tips and whatnot.
But one musn't forget that this is still my blog.. And somedays, I do have a lot I want to say. haha!

I have always said that Love doesn't really die, but just takes another form that's all.
And this thought have never changed.
Romantic love changes to Lost love and then changes to another form of love whereby the two become soulmates.
Love have never really died.. That's for sure.
And I'd just like to say that I love my exboyfriend so very much, for everything.
I've never stopped loving this boy, and never will.
from romantic love, to lost love, to friendship love and maybe a little more.
He makes me upset quite often over very minor issues, and doesn't really seem to care about me in my heydays.
But when he knows that something's really wrong, he'd show a side that I've never really known.
So gentle, so mature and caring that it scares me and I always have to urge to say " REMOVE YOUR MASK!!! ". hahahaha

I don't think I can ever convey this thankfulness and love properly.. So, I'll just leave it as it is because I also know of some girls who're extremely green about this platonic friendship.
And I only have one thing to say..

BOOYA! :P

Of late, I had been having sweet dreams.. But it's just weird because I dreamt that I was preggers. HAHAHAHA!!!
And I think I somehow understand how it feels like to be pregnant.
It's very peaceful.. And extremely happy straight from the bottom of my heart. (:
No matter where I go, what I do, I seem to be stepping on a bed of roses (without pricks).
So when I'm awake, I always have this urge to be pregnant. HAHAHA!!
But, it's not quite possible with my body condition plus the responsibilities I have.
I can't just go into a shotgun marriage and abandon my future..
I haven't started driving, haven't went to ACCA to justify my suffering in Poly, haven't learnt the ropes to take over my dad's business, haven't become half a millionaire and subsequently move on to becoming a millionaire, haven't accomplished following my dad's footsteps.

So, bah! Gotta put on hold. :(
And no, I don't think it's too young to have kids.
I know of 4 people who are already married and have kids already, and they're my age.
Though they're not the same type of people as I, but still.. if they can do it, why not me?

Perhaps it's just a phase I will get sick of.
I hope my maternal instincts fade away.. ahaha!

And anyway, I rewatched Just Like Heaven last night and I cried buckets.
It's not the typical sad movie, but yea, I just cried cus Love is indeed powerful whether you believe it or not, just as fate and destiny.
It's actually quite a mediocre movie.. But I like it.
Because of a poster I saw 2 years ago.

I watched this movie with randy two years ago, before we broke up. (And in case you were wondering, we got back together after 3 months)
And I already had a premonition that something bad would happen to the relationship (girls, you know it - sixth sense)
so after the movie, while waiting for randy to be done peeing, this poster's little words screamed out to me like no poster ever did..

Click on it to see, I don't think you can even see it from the way it is.
It says, " Love will bring you back. "
It seems like a normal quote and have no impact whatsoever, but if you think hard enough.. You'd find that it's true.
Whenever you feel like giving up, tell yourself this.. Love will bring you back.
And you'd have strength and power to move on.

I like it, so I'm sharing. (:

Anyway, been interested in cars for quite a while now.
And I'm just really happy that I've been talking to my car crazed friend quite often now. haha!
AND GUESS WHAT, I HAVE TO SHARE HIS BLOG!
carcraze-.blogspot.com
the dash was supposedly inspired by me, HAHAHAHA HOW SILLY!!!!!!!!
But anyway, Ive always seen him as somebody who's capable of really great things.
That's probably how we became friends anyway(but I don't think he realises since I think more bout such things haha), we don't believe in cheap talk.
He sets goals and says things that he'd eventually make happen, and these are things that are not too far-fetched so the people around him know and support him.

I'd really be looking out for this guy's name in car magazines from now on, because I think he's an inch nearer to what he said 3 years ago! hahaha!

We were close friends before, I don't know if things have changed.. But, I'm really proud of him.
Might be a really small issue, but yea, I'm proud. heehee

And that's about it.
I'm going out tmr, and I'll be doing the entry for Face Slimming tmr too. (:
Much awaited.. And by hook or by crook, I'll have the entry up.
I'm sure you girls have waited long enough. :P

Alrighty, bye bitchez!

streak of bad luck

2007-03-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

Quarrel, accident, sick, got pangseh-ed for wed's date (!!), kept losing in mahjong but lucky thing was that it was 2-people mahjong and we only played 10c, 20c. (Zi mo would be an additional 50c).

Like as though that wasn't enough for the day, I had to cut myself on the finger in the most retarded way.
I was extremely careful with the can opener when I'm opening the condensed milk for my Horlicks (ooooh orgasmic).
Little would I know, while washing the can opener I CUT MYSELF ON THE FINGER CUS I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS SHARP.
AHHHHHHH IM SUCH AN IDIOT. HAHAHAHA :/ fuck.

right after that, I put ice into the Horlicks and the ice slipped and dropped into my cup.
:) and I've got Horlicks all over me.

Won. der. ful. really.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
my life sucks boo hoo hoo

on a happier note, and in case you people don't already know.. FASHION WEEK IS ARRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

revelations

2007-03-12T17:27:00.000+08:00

Did some shopping..

I'm going ALLLL out to become pretty/prettier. AHAHAHA!!

Anyway, I got into a slight accident yesterday and got some slight bruises on my face.
So, no face posts so soon. So the face slimming thing gotta be on hold.
Sorry girls :(

and no worries, I'm alright. Extremely minor.. I'll be okay in about 2 days so that's when I'll post the slimming thing up. (:

Oh, and the second change is my nose size and my nose bridge is more defined now. (: HAHAHA
Only like 3 people could tell..

Replies to tags are done on the tagboard that you've commented on!
BYE BITCHEZ!
Been busy.. ahaha!
Love y'all!

public service

2007-03-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

I shall be nice.

Save your money and drop the idea of watching this,

Unless you are a die hard fan of Rain or have too much spare cash or have weird sense of humour.. Then be my guest.

This is the worst movie, EVER.
Fuck, waste my money.
This is the ONLY movie that sucked so bad that'd make me damn pissed after watching. PUI!

Don't say nobody warned you hor.
I will laugh at anybody who reads my blog yet still go and watch it.
HAHAHAHA

K bye.

my endless pursuit to beauty.. & fun in life.

2007-03-10T00:30:00.000+08:00

Guess where I went last Thursday.. (:

HAHAHA I FINALLY SIGNED UP FOR DRIVING!
Took the manual one.. I really hope it wouldn't be too tough. :/
And I think these people are money suckers.
It's a difference of $195 for private and school..I think it's $5 for private and it'd take longer for you to get your license, and $200 for the package under school.
Took the school package cus I really need/want to drive ASAP.

And right after signing up, I went to meet randy followed by meeting up with the boys for some gambling (again).
THEY DIDN'T THINK I'D PASS THEORY!!!!! :(
Wtvs.. I'll show them! hahaha..

Eh.. I'll clarify some things here.

Firstly, I've done brows embroidery since 2 years ago. So it's not my brows.
Secondly, I always had double eye lids. ahahaha
Thirdly, uhm.. My lips were always like that. hahaha!!

randy will be helping me to take pictures of HOW I did things to my face.

It's extremely useful, and I've tried.. so it works though it doesn't produce extremely obvious results but still.. You could somehow tell the difference when you place the pictures side by side.

It's the face, y'all.
My face has slimmed down quite a lot, and the sides of my face isn't so uhm round/sharp anymore.
And no, it's not dieting that slimmed my face.

P.S: I have to say this.. I BECAME FAIRER!!! HAHAHA I'll share the secrets to being fairer if anybody asks.

Eh.. Err, behold the super unglam and unflattering pictures,

If you scrutinize the picture.. You could see from the before picture that there's actually extra meat jutting out.
And now, my face is more defined at the sides. (:
Not extremely obvious but I think this picture is enough to show.

And that is the most common beauty faux pas amongst Singaporean ladies from what I've observed after walking along the streets in town for days.
A lot of girls actually have face shapes that actually isn't square-ish, but when they smile or lift their hair.. It's just image suicide.

And really, it's not that they're fat or whatever.
Even if you lose weight, it's extremely tough to lose the fats from your face.
And plus, I must stress that this square-face thing isn't resulted from fats.

So I've been reading up a lot and learning how to make your face slim.
So yezzzzz, NOW I KNOW AND I WILL SHARE! HAHAHAHA NB SO NICE.

I won't be sharing much now. There's actually more to it, but i'd be sharing after I've got enough pictures to show. heh heh

Alrighty, shall go wash my face mask off now!

Over and out!
Bye bitchez!

HAHAHA FUCK

2007-03-09T09:38:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA
I just came home from an 11 hour mahjong session(1030-9015).

And i'm still high from my winnings.. $38 after some sympathy discount (which was supposed to be $40+) HAHAHAHA FUCK!

It was really damn fun playing with the lp gang (mehmeh & yk) I laughed soooo hard my tummy is still aching.. :/
And I realised that we're all damn vulgar when it comes to gambling.. HAHA!

Anyway, I can't stress how lucky I am these days. I've been winning for a few consecutive sessions already! :D

And I won with 半色杠三花 which is a whooping 满台 X 2.

Although this doesn't seem really nice.. But I must stress that I melded the LAST card! HAHAHAHA
I should have taken my 一色 chao peng hu tiles.. :/ BUT IT'S OKAY!

So after winning damn a lot, and when we've finally reached the final round of the 3rd round (北风北）
and 北 is me.. I penged qing fa, ganged bei, and 杠三花.
Won an additional 4 tai. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I CAN'T GET OVER IT. 2 GANG SAN HUAs AND 4 ZI MOs IN A DAYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm really sorry if you don't know mahjong, you don't know what youre missing out on. (;

CALL ME OUT FOR MAHJONG!!!!!!! 20c, 40c ONLY.

I shall go crash now.
I'll do an update soon, and you guys can see what the changes are but I've a feeling y'all would go 'CHEY' cus it's not EXTREMELY obvious.
But somebody guessed it right.. So go check the comment boxes. (:
There's 2 changes, only one is correct.

Okay im sprouting nonsense already, gnight!

Arab Street X 3

2007-03-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

YEEE-OW bitchez!

So err.. Only one person managed to guess it right.
And that isn't so bad for a first time.. haha!!
I don't think I'd announce the right answer just as yet. HAHAHA
I'll just wait for it to become more obvious.

And no, I didn't go under the knife. (: I'm still too young for that thingamagic.

I'll reveal what the changes are and HOW I did it after this post. heehee *excited*

Replies are done in the tagboard in which you tagged me, so go back and read it.
One last round, I thought this picture is REALLY quite obvious already!

NO LAH NOT MY EYEBAGS.
And I don't know why people think it's my eyes.. They're not bigger nor sluttier(catty slits) what.
Hmmm.. Couldn't be the brown coloured lenses I changed too.
:O COULD BE THE MASCARA!
Lancome is ze pwnage when it comes to mascaras, followed by Dior's.
Maybelline can suck lancome's mascara brushes and learn some ropes on how to make the perfect mascara.

I have quite a shitload of pictures.. So, prepare yourself for some picture masturbation! HAHAHAHA..

Anywayheehoo I had quite a day with hy & cheryl at Arab Street.. (:
That place never cease to leave me amazed by it's beauty even though I've been there for more than 3 times..

Tranquil and quaint (: I LIIIKE!

I thought everyone dressed up really nicely! (:

Wore my new dress from f21!

I am soooo fat! *rolls eyes*
yeayea, whatever really. HAHAHA don't say I'm fat unless you're a freaking UK 4. HAHAHAHAHA UNDERDEVELOPED KIDZZZZ

This is officially my favourite dress.
for now. HAHAHA

Walked to arab street after meeting the girls at bugis, and both hy and I got freaking cheated by stupid cab uncles/aunties. ARGH!

Saw this when we reached,

HAHAHAHA DAMN STUPID SHOP NAME.
I'M WUYAGEGE?! WTF IS WUYAGEGE?!?!?!?!!!! LOL!

I mean, it'd have made some sense if the 'gege' meant princess in chinese ancient days.
But still, WUYAGEGE is just wrong! hahahaha hokay, i'm making a big fuss out of a shop name.

eh, but it's still a damn retarded name and you must agree with me.

caught hy's attention too. haha!
She's sooo pretty today yes?!

The following pictures will have no caption unless I have something to say, so just enjoy the beauty of Arab Street via my camera lenzzzzz haha

Doesn't the last picture look like some picture taken off the net? hahaha!
I love the effects my camera has.. (It's spoilt btw, thats why it takes pictures with such effects.. HAHA)

Headed to my faaaaavourite place in Arab St, Pluck.

made hy take a picture with the wallpaper I adore the most.
Since Pluck opened, the wallpaper was there already.. And I'm just glad they didn't take it off.
It's sooooo pretty!

pretty things they sell.. Some are really extremely overpriced, but some are really unique and rare so it's worth it.
Depends if you could tell.
Oh! And I got my anna sui black rose ring from here!

I love chilling at that place.. (:

And this time I tried their homemade icecream & brownie! :D

Had the lychee martini icecream which is really nice but I prefer the bitter chocolate one more. heh

delirious people with yummy icecream in mouth
HAHAHA I look retarded. hy looks pretty!!

bought some bangles and some chains.. (:
then went bugis for some light shopping.
bought makeup brushes with cheryl, and some facial necessities.

GAH I WAS DAMN TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Gonna meet my dad and go for an interview tmr! (: HAHAHA YEZZZZZ I'm hoping I'd pass.. it's my FIRST interview afterall! :O

Bye bitchez!
Till the next post! (:
lovelove!

Chinese Dragon reloaded boy

2007-03-07T03:10:00.000+08:00

ALOHA LOYANG BITCHEZZZZZ!

Days passed so fast I totally lost track of time..

Anyway, a lot of dates have been re-scheduled due to (my) laziness and err.. yeah, just my laziness. :/
I keep sleeping till 4pm!
So, I missed the outing with junliang and my dad.
zhen's not free so I missed today's outing with des, randy and zhen.

but all is well since I have my trusty boyfriends! :D

Spent these days playing some hardcore mahjong + blackjack.
And I just came back from HollandV after some drinking at Eskibar and supper at breko's with them.

IT WAS DAMN FUN. HAHAHAHA
Oh and I had my virgin bloody mary.
It was.. eew. Give me a blowjob anytime pls.. Bloody mary fucking sucks!

oh! and no pictures.. cus boys will be boys.
They shun the camera like girls shun pregnancy. HAHAHA!!!!

But I have to do justice to my extremely pretty top I just bought from FCUK so expect camwhoring

I lolololove this season's line of clothes from FCUK!
I think they went through a designer overhaul or something.. So different from last season's fugly line. HAHA!

And the picture can't really capture the real beauty of it..

Bah! I give up. I can't capture the beauty of the top. HAHA!
I love it.. The quality's damn good too!
Unlike other boutiques.. Paid $60+ for a top and went home only to realise it's a POS (Piece Of Shit)
And though it seems like a VERY normal top in the pictures but trust me, it isn't.
Go check it out in the boutique! It's still retailing! (gee.. why am I giving out tips like these..)

Ooooh and if you haven't noticed, my name necklace from hy & cheryl!

*glee*

So anyway, back to the outing, after Eskibar we ate up a storm at Brek's.. And I had saus & mash along with other 2 ala carte.
The sausage was damn bloody thick and long so yk had to try. (cus his nick is 'Thick&Long' -.- yes, the usual manhood ego issue..)
he ate a bit of my sausage and he pointed to his private part and said, " Ooh ooh half inch already, one inch already one inch already! "
HAHAHAHAHA DAMN RETARDED.

Another funny thing is.. I told yk he looks like a Mat and I kept calling him Mat.
So he replied rather coolly, "Eh.. I am not Mat okay? I am chinese dragon reloaded boy.(?! LOL) I will show you my dragon power! "
And he moved on to use his private area Again. -_- I swear his ego is thoroughly dependent on his manhood.

Anyway, am I really fat?
Cus for the past week with the boys, they kept saying I'm fat!
I don't really think I'm fat nor I'm stickthin and I know how irritating it is for some girls to go " Oh no! I'm so fat! I have to go on diet! " when they're not fat at all.
Unless you're a size S yet your tummy is bulging, that I have nothing to say.
BUT I HAVE NO TUMMY WHAAAAT.
so sometimes, if you see/hear me asking "Am I fat?" you really can't blame me since I have friends who call me FAT. ._.
Girls tell me I'm not fat at all and I do agree, but guys tell me I'm fat!
So I'm extremely confused cus.. Girls slim down to attract guys and now theyre what? telling me I'm fat?!
NB SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE. :O
Woes of a girl.. ~_~

Okay, so.. it's really boring to see me feeling all high and happy from all the fun without pictures. So, I'll let you readers guess what I've done to my face.

I think there's quite an obvious change, but so far, only my mom and I could tell the difference.
I'll go ask randy.. He should be able to tell. haha! (:
I'm partially sure that that saved our relationship. HAHAHAHA
And no, I didn't use photoshop (cus I don't have)
anyway.. how to photoshop my face in reality?! dumb dumb..

Mmmm. It should be quite obvious in the pictures above.
There's at least 2 changes to my face.. And I swear it's very minimal but still quite obvious if you look at my face almost everyday. hahahaha!!

Still have no idea???? heeheee

Choices:
1. Face shape/size
2. Nose bridge
3. Nose size
4. Eyes
5. Cheeks (Higher cheekbones)
6. Lips

HAHAHAHAHAHA.. I'm so happy!
It's starting to change..(: although it's not 100%, but still..it's changing slowly but surely.. HEEHEE

Ogeh no prize for correct answers bitchez
laoniang is stingy bitch x 1000000000
kthxbye!

Arab Streeting tmrw with hy + cheryl!
I WILL TAKE TONS OF PICTURES SO STAY TUNED BITCHEZ! WAHAHAHA!!
I love arab streeeeet x 100000. w00t! Bring on the shisha!

w00t!

2007-03-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

I just bought $101.60 worth of DVD sets which is 6 sets.
Only one is mine.. The rest are for my mom.

So, y'see.. I do spend on my mom. HAHAHAHA!!

:( But I'd hate for the dvds to arrive.. hahahahahate it! :(
I bet she'd have her ass stuck in my room watching the dvds and I won't get any sleeeeep! gah!

Oh, and my photobucket bandwidth has exceeded so some photos are disabled. (that sucks)
but I've ALSO signed up for another account so this page's pictures will be visible.(:

AND IM HAVIN FUN WITH HY NOW. HAHAHAHA
SO, TILL TMR BITCHEZ!

LP GANGZZZ IN THE HOUSE, YO!

2007-03-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZZZZZ!!!

I had a greeeeat saturday, how bout you? (:

Met hy for our weekly hangout session which I was looking forward to a lot since we haven't met in like such a loooong time.. But was having an extremely bad hair day so it kinda killed my mood PLUS I only had like 4 hours of sleep and was damn sleepy. :( sorrryyy!

My hair was so bad so I tried to make some good out of it,

By having centre parting (which isn't really a good idea), and curling my hair a little.
I think I look like sai with centre parting.
Which made me wonder what's with all that rage bout centre partings back then when I was in primary school. HAHAHA

Blah! So it's back to the usual hair parting,

Cabbed down to Vivo to meet hy cus I was late (as usual :/)..

Went topshop but didn't have anything to buy, hy bought jeans for andre.
and yada yada, it was the usual places we went.. Zara, f21, etc.
I was damn sleeeepy so I think I was really quiet :( but I did have fun lah. CUS SHE KEPT LAUGHING AT ME!!!!
And I thought it was really funny when she said " Amanda!! Don't run please!! People are staring at you, you know?!! "

Eh.. I never realised that people stared hahaha cus I dash around everytime I shop so it's quite normal to me alr.
HAHAHAHA BUT NOW THAT I KNOW, I think I have to.. err dash discretely.

(didn't take pictures with her cus I didn't wanna post unglam picts of her here. hehe)

Went River Island for the FIRST time after it's debut.
I've always wanted to go there but I don't really frequent Vivo that much.. so.. yes.
Wanted to get a top SOOO badly cus it's extremely nice(at least to me haha)!
It looks just like a Marni top and I LOVE IT!
Although it cost $89, but I really have to have it.. :( TOO BAD THEY RAN OUT OF SIZE 6! SHIIIIIT

The only consolation was that their changing rooms were really pretty.
And I love pretty changing rooms (:

Oh! Wore my new f21 top! heehaw
And my A&C necklace which I took off for the convenience of changing.

Went casual today cus I was lazy to dress up. haha!

bought a pretty dress from Zara(kids) and F21! :D
reserved a top from fcuk cus the vivo branch didn't have my size..
and off to carl's jr for an extremely satisfying brunch! :D *shows satisfied cloud* HAHAHAHAHA!!!

she's damn funny as usual.. cept that we didn't have optimum fun cus I was sleepy (to me).. -__- and I feel damn bad.
Wtvs, Im lookin forward to the next outing! And gambling at cheryl's! :D

headed down to town to collect my top from fcuk after hy went for dinner.
got myself a few scarves.. and then walked aimlessly around FEP while waiting for randy to come.

I ALMOST DIED OF FATIGUE.
GAH! Walked SO MUCH in a day!

After meeting randy, we headed down to Heeren to exchange the slippers I got for him at NUM for another size.
Boooooo! Randy has weird feet.. He's a size 10, but wears a 7/8 for havianas(wtvr the spelling is, I can't spell this for nuts!).
So, yes.. It was a bitch to choose the slippers there cus practically all the nicer ones ran out of sizes.

I got quite pissed but the extremely cute tanned boy who served us kept laughing cus..
me: does this and that have size 7/8?
him: err.. no.
me: then how bout this and that?
him: nope, sorry.
me: ...HOW BOUT THAT ONE?
him: sorry.. no.
me: ........Okay. Why not you tell me WHAT designs are left with 7/8. -_-

-____________________-
se. rious. ly.

we spent like an hour at NUM choosing and trying the slippers, and I feel so sore that we had to change the bronze one away.. :(
Wtvs, whatever that randy likes.. (:
exchanged for the silver one instead which didn't look too bad. haha!

Headed down to cine which was infested with Mats/Minahs, emo kids, and bengzxzxzx/lianzxzxzxzx.
I don't like that place a lot.

We didn't have anything to do there and didn't wanna eat there.. So we decided to call kahkis for mahjong!

Ahahahah trying to take a picture with him.

Met junliang there! But he already has a date with some celebrities(For real) for some kboxing.
And that kid is damn hilarious, I think he's just born with it.. Whatever he does or say is DAMN funny though he didn't even try to be funny. haha

Called my fellow LP gang-ers (mehmeh and yk) for mahjong over at my house..

Won $20 from mahjong cus I kept winning with big combos after I returned yk the $10 I owed him from the last gambling session.
I'm telling you now that you HAVE to return any money owed from gambling or not you won't be able to win!
It's SOOO TRUE! :O

Cus when we started playing mahjong, I kept losing..
Until I remembered, so I returned the $10 to yk.. And that's when I won with QING YI SE CHAO PENG HU AGAIN! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

Fuck sia! Mahjong extraordinaire.. HAHAHAHA

Switched to banluck after theyve decided they lost enough in mahjong. HAHAHA
We're damn loud and violent people when it comes to gambling..
And not forgetting LP. HAHAHAHA!!
Can't remember the number of times we said LP, and the number of times I was told I was LP. HAHAHA

Mehmeh kept losing..
so he resorted to placing the red packet my mom gave him on his head and kept chanting "Hong Yun Dang Tou" (which he took literally. HAHAHA)
HAHAHAHA SO CUTE!!!!!!

Played till 3am
Won $8 in banluck.. (: Randy won quite a lot too haha!

Loot of the day:

$209 worth of stash.

ANDDDD $28 FROM GAMBLING! YAY!

Oh before I forget, I was surfing the net and I got to learn somethings from the personal lives of others'.
There's something I don't get.
Why do the girls who get older guys don't choose older guys who DRIVE or are more financially able?
I don't get it.
To me the driving part is more important. Haha!
I will NEVER choose guys who're older than me (like say, I'm 18.. and the guy's 21?) and don't drive.
PUI!
It's just gross to see pictures of girls with older guys in BUSES.
Not that I have something against people who take buses since buses are my favourite form of transport apart from the taxi.
But.. AIYA. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

Alrighty, have a good week ahead everyone! (:

P.S: hy, this will Not remind you of somebody OK?!!!!!!! HAHA

Bye bitchez!

gambling queenzzz, 1827

2007-03-02T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hi bitchez!!

Had a really great day with Darren b. at 1827! hahahaha

I looooove that placeeee! It's super posh and pretty, the dishes were somewhat cosmopolitan and really worth it if I have to say so myself. (: *yum*

Been raining for days.. And I soooo hate it!
I'd rather pespire and let my makeup melt, than to be wet and cold.
I have extremely low threshold for coldness :S

So anyway, I wore my new dress and new scarf with my new bag! :D

and wore my cross necklace like that.
I think it looks better like that.. In place of a tassle necklace.

Oooh and I wore my new melissa shoes which were damn comfy!
But the hole in front is really redundant.
My shoe collected rainwater via that hole.

*rolls eye* the redundance...
I HATE GETTING MY FEET WET!! Especially when I'm wearing new shoes plus the shoes were velvet!!! ._.

Bah!
Couldn't care more cus it matches my outfit! hahaha

Anyway, why do people have to STARE and STARE and STARE when somebody's wearing a scarf?
I'm not sure if that's the real reason why they were staring, but I don't think it's anything else since my dress isn't too short or anythng.
I hate stares with a passion. Grr

So anyway, I went to get the gucci lanyards for my 2 bestfriends for their belated birthday.
Then headed down to citylink for some light shopping while waiting for darren b.. Bought a top from mphosis which is quite unusual cus I don't shop there at all, but the red sales board can really do a lot to people like me. HAHAHAHA :/
And bought a pair of havianas for randy cus his slippers were torn.
Then finally bought the lancome mascara. Can you believe it? I've been looking for a lancome counter for DAYS.
Marina Square doesn't have a lancome counter!!!! :O

Ever since I had an avalanche of cash.. I've been spending a lot on my friends and loved ones.
Which is so unlike me cus I'd usually spend on myself first.
It's a good sign.. (: Whatever you take, you gotta give..
Of course, don't expect anything from me if you think I don't love you. :P

After darren came, we had a good walk to the Old parliament house IN THE RAIN (with an umbrella of course)..
Talked like nobody's business.. And I'm quite surprised it wasn't awkward at all. heh heh

THEN MY CAMERA DIED.
OH, THE SHAME!!!!!!!

I didn't even take a picture with him!
And I haven't took enough pictures of the pretty deco at 1827, AND THE PRETTY FOOD DECO!!!!!!!! :(

It's fine dining, btw.
The food looked soooo good. :( Ahaha too bad.

Had the 4 course meal..and he had the lamb shank which was huge for the main course, and I had prawns & scallop!
The prawns and scallop were damn fresh and good, unlike the other restaurants.. Much like the seafood at Owens'.

Had a great talk over dinner.. Did a lot of catching up, and talked bout thngs I didn't dare to talk about in the past. (:
It feels good to apologise, and say the thngs kept in me for ages.
And it's better to hear from him too. (:

After dinner, we headed down to yk's house for some serious gambling. AHAHA

I kept losing in mahjong till I was left with VERY few chips.
Then I remembered that I owed him money during the last mahjong session. Call me superstitious, but I think that's the main reason why I keep losing!
So after returning the money, I STARTED WINNING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS AHAHAHAHA.

QING YI SE CHAO PENG HU OK!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA I've NEVER won that combo before! w00t!

Then after I won back ALLL my chips, I won an additional $12.80. lol!

After mehmeh and yk decided they've lost enough (HAHAHAHA) we switched to banluck.
And guess who's the lucky bitch for the day? MAHAHAHAHA..
I started with $3 but I won $80 in the end.
HAHAHAHA
It was damn fun.. They kept saying I was LP queen and gambling queenzzzzz cus I kept banlucking, and BANBAN (w00t! the joy) and gohleng (5 cards).

It was damn fun lah. We're the LP gang! HAHAHA
We've all got balls man, and yk is TLTL (TL = thick & long HAHAHAHAHA wtf)
I'm serious.. He has the biggest balls to place a bet of $20 when I was DAMN lucky!
and whenever I've got 16, I'd get another card which they think is damn LP. Plus, I'd get a card whenever I got 20 and am feeling lucky. HAHAHA LP X 10000!
JULIUS AND RANDY ALSO. PUI! HAHAHAHA

AHAHAHAHA then after awhile, I decided to take the baton of a banker cus I have to be fair to randy who's the banker.. He owe me $80 leh.
So, yezzzzz.. I kept winning until yk decided to pwn me like fuck with his $20.
He placed a bet of $20 and kept trying to win me.. Until I finally lost. -_-

In the end, I owe that asshole $10.
ARGH!

We played till the next morning at around 10am..
It was damn fun.. HAHAHA could you tell from the number of times I said it was fun and the number of HAHAHAs?

We have to do it again.
I WANNA PLAY BANLUCK AGAIN. w00t!

Yay going Le Amis with dad on Monday, sat with hy (I THINK? :( ), sunday with jl at Au Jardin, and next week would be lunch/dinner with des/zhen/randy at some indo restaurant ah?, andddd Ding Tai feng with my sec schlmates, aandddd sky dining!!

I've been repeating for sooo many times cus Im damn excited!
Lavish food galore!

Over and out!
BYE BITCHEZ!
LOVE Y'ALL!

This only happens to me (:

2007-02-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZ!

I think it's official that my birthday celebration can lasts for DAYS.
It happens every year! and this year.. My birthday celebration should/would last up to 8. heehaw!

Anyway, yesterday I went shopping with my mother after dental though I was running a fever and sounded like a man.
I looked DAMN pale I scare myself when I looked in the mirror.. :(

And I'm breaking out cus I'm having period. :(

Wore my pretty top! :D
everyone told me I looked sweet in it! haha

picture doesn't do justice, obviously.

Bought tons of stuff from Body Shop, chalked up to $150. (But no, I didn't finish using the cash vouchers. ahaha! i will keep one for rememberance)

Then I didn't have Anything to get from Topshop or Miss Selfridge!!! :O
The latest season's clothes don't really suit me.. :(

Anyway here's a question, should I get this bebe bag?

It's absolutely gorgeous! It's gold and THERE'S A TASSLE! :O And not really expensive.. But I could top up a few dollars more for a Sony camera which I think I need since my current camera's cocked up.

Err, the point is.. It's bebe. Not some atas brand.. :S
It's quite a waste of money actually cus it's just like buying a Guess? or Agnes B bag.

And it weighs as heavy as the Chloe Paddington bag. HAHA SO I CAN'T PUT MY UMBRELLA AND WATER BOTTLE INSIDE! :(

But it's so pretty........ :( should I? should I?

Walked so much.. Zara and novo didn't have anything nice so I didn't get anything.

Bought a normal bag for normal days. haha!

Walked around somemore and I bought hy's belated xmas gift finally. HAHA!!!

Went for dinner at Billy Bombers,

I think my mom looks good in her new top. haha!
Had fish.. and I LOVE THE SOUP!!!!!!! OMG!
and the chocolate malt drink heehee
mom had the strawberry milkshake..

Went straight home after cus I really couldn't take it.. haha

Watched the new dvd I bought,

It's a really good movie.
I liked it a lot, A LOT. So much so that I stayed up to watch it over and over again till morning.
My mom said it's boring though, and while googling for the pictures, read a few reviews on the movie and a lot of people found it boring and draggy.

It's a quiet movie, not many dialouges.
But that's what makes this movie beautiful.. Few dialogues, just plain emotions that makes the audiences sink in and feel with the actor and actress.
Like a painting, what really touches the audience is not the love a pair of couples share, but the sorrow, hurt and angst that deeply grabs people's heart.. And slowly, the emotions will sink in deeper and deeper into the heart.
People forget love, but hurt and sorrow lingers.. That's why it's touching.

Hahaha or maybe I just really like the movie cus I can understand how every character feel in the movie.
Like how the actress sees her birthday as a very important day, I'd be really sad if the person I really love don't remember or bother to wish me happy birthday.

I don't know what others see birthdays as.. But to me, it's more than just a big day for somebody.
It's a day that people take and use as an excuse to be really happy and interact with the people you love but hardly have time to meet or just have no courage to meet.

It's just a very, very, Very sad movie so please watch it! haha.
cried like crazy watching it. heh!

Lunch at Les Amis with my dad sometime this week!

*yum* Just looking at the list of awards they have is enough to keep me excited! haha Click here to view.

And I might just go to their other branch, Au Jardin with junliang. heehee! BRING ON THE FOIE GRAS!

Heading to

for lunch tmrw. (:

Pictures up soooon! hehee
And thanks for all the well wishes!!

The day Laoniang got legalised,

2007-02-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZ!!!

zomg, I have FINALLY uploaded ALL the pictures.. but I don't think I'd show them all since I took more than a hundred pictures that day.. heh!

As I've said earlier, I had a good one. (:
I'll let the pictures do the talking..
It was quite a grand party if I have to say so myself.
My dad spent $3000 plus on everything, so.. It had to be good!
(and I am really, REALLY thankful for everything)

Here's the biiiig and pretty chalet!

The pretty fountain outside that I think nobody really bothers cept myself. -_-
The view from the room upstairs! :D HAHA I chose the room with the prettier view :p

The day started with zhen and randy coming over to help me, and my dad fetching us over.
Then my mom came later and everyone started prepping up!

When I said everyone, I meant them excluding me. (as usual)
I felt really tired and lazy.. so I just lazed around and looked at them climbing up and down and looking really occupied. HAHAHA

Err. Not something to be proud of.. But, I really like how everyone who knows me well won't get pissed or too bothered that I'm like that. HAHAHA!!

The pretty balloons which my mum carefully picked.
She even asked me secretly what my favourite colour was.. Jst so she could buy and decorate with my favourite colours. (:
Initially I kicked up a fuss bout how it'd seem like an 8 year old party, and how it'd seem childish and all.
She insisted that it'd make a difference to the dull chalet.. And randy agreed.
Until during the party, I felt very grateful just looking at the balloons and decorations and door gifts.
She has really gone all out to make it a good one.
No matter how childish it might seem to others, to me, it was the best.
It was grand, the way she wanted it to be.
And it was her way of showing her love, and her way of spoiling me.. haha I love it.

She bought tons of ferrero roche (WRAPPED BY ME OK) as door gifts for every visitor so they wouldn't go home empty handed. heh heh heh!

My dad bought tons of chicken,

Shisamo(japan imported fish), and japan imported fresh water prawns, US imported smoked salmon, tons of crabsticks, satay from City Satay, stingrays, nuggets, cocktail sausages, pineapple, buffet from Q'zin (which was the sex), cupnoodles, tons of snacks, 4 cartons of canned drinks, 2 cartons of beer, and tons of other food which I really can't remember. -_-

And drinks,
Which none were from DFS. I was really quite pissed cus alcohol from DFS and alcohol from the shops REALLY have a lot of difference.
A bottle of Absolut is what? $20+? Dirt cheap please!!!!!
My dad bought a bottle for $80+ which is a total ripoff, with that I could get 4 bottles of Absolut no?!!!
I won't even have to go into details for the Johnny Walker and Chivas. Grr!!
Wtvs, I'm just thankful my dad was extremely generous. He wanted to get Another bottle of Absolut Citrus but.. I don't know, I stopped him.

Everything was of top quality cus my father didn't want me to lose face. (ahahaha)
Everything we needed or wanted, my dad would go get it for us/me no matter how busy he was...... WHERE TO FIND SUCH A DAD?!?!?! HAHAHAHA

So anyway, the boys came in the evening on the first day.. Played mahjong and just talked nonsense as usual.
We got hungry, so randy fixed a fast chicken meal for us using just a microwave oven! :O

Stickman in green next to randy is Hungry Julius.
He's a freak! He ALWAYS says, " Oh no.. I'm full. I don't wanna eat. "
BUT WHENEVER THE FOOD APPEARS, HE'D EAT!
Err.. Come to the think of it, most of the boys are like that.
The pitiful ones would be the ones who are REALLY hungry, but don't have enough to eat cus the greedy ones ate their share. -_- Bitchez

anyway, randy's self made microwave chicken was REALLY good! hahaha everyone had third and fourth helpings!

then my dad bought supper back from Changi Village for everyone..

Watched a bit of tv and played mahjong.. Then we got distracted by mehmeh and lim who went crazy playing cards and drinking.

AND OF ALL TIMES TO GET DISTRACTED, I had to be distracted when I was winning playing mahjong. :/

so yezzz, everyone started drinking like crazy (:

The ever so shy boys who REFUSE to take a proper picture.
And just so you know, the guy in white is already tipsy as hell though he only drank half a cup of mixed vodka which isn't even strong I SWEAR.

HAHAHAHA!! DAMN WEAK!!!!
Everyone had fun laughing at him as much as he had fun feeling tipsy. HAHA!

While everyone was busy laughing and having fun, I was secretly downing tons of drinks.. heehee
Got a little tipsy, but I could still run and think straight!

With my dearest, who's one of my favouritestestestest girl, zhen!

After a while,
Tipsy b0yz and galz everyone, unglamness at it's finest.
HAHAHAHA WTF RIGHT! HAHAHAHAHA
Extremely cute picture though! I LOVE IT! hHAHA at least we looked like we had fun.. (;
We finished 3/4 of Absolut in just minutes.. And opened another bottle.
Whilst opening, you could somewhat guess the situation already..

Guess who got piss drunk? HAHAHAHAHAHA
Everyone ran after him (thats him running around in his drunk stupor, btw), went crazy with him, laughed at him, took some youtube-worthy vids of him.. HAHA it was great fun.
Until, the later part.
Like I've said, alcohol magnifies your emotions.. When youre happy, youd be happier. When youre sad, youd be crying like nutzzzzz.
The latter happened, and.. somebody told me something about him with a face so serious that everyone got really upset and felt like crying with him. (Remember everyone was tipsy)

I won't go into details now. haha!
Cus " Embarassment = No future. " HAHAHAHAHA *inside joke*

Soon, everyone tried helping mehmeh cus he was vomitting and all..
And that's all I could remember.
I was damn tired and my head felt extremely heavy so I slept on the floor. HAHAHAHA!!!!!
zhen told me something really sweet bout lim, and.. I DON'T WANNA SHARE HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! (ask me! ask me! ask meee!)
I got carried to the bed and slept till the next day, but my head hurt like fuck so I continued sleeping till.. I don't know when but my head still felt like splitting. -_-

Lim, zhen and I started making cocktail sausages with pineapple which was the sexxxxxx!
I don't exactly know if lim was helping to make food or finishing them while making 'em. :/
Hahaha whichever, we had fun! :D

THEN SUDDENLY, A HUGE FLOCK OF PEOPLE CAME IN.
My pschlmates, polymates and relatives arrived one after another!!!
I WASN'T EVEN PREPARED AT ALL! God. -_- Imagine me decked in shorts and tee, messy and oily hair, WITH EYE MASKS (ZOMG), and I looked like sai.

I just stood at the doorway not knowing what to do at all cus I wasn't told! and randy wasn't with me! :O

so.. Err. Things got settled after awhile. haha
Played mahjong, entertained them a while. And after I made sure everyone had something to do, I went to bathe..

When I came down,

All made up! Nice and fresh and pretty! heehee (:
With my mom.. haha!

With pschlmates,
After a while, the buffet came!

I loved the basil dory fish and cereal prawns and and and meesiam and teriyaki chicken the most! ahahaha!
There was lotus rice, vege, ngoh hiang and some other finger food, drinks, and choclate eclair and some other puffs and cocktail dessert! *yum*

I love the decorations too!!!! So different from the other buffets.. And plus the food is not shady like majority of the buffets. haha!

And the additional fruit and mango platter my mom made,
Yeb! Deco and pudding was made by my mom.. (: It's so prettty!

grandparents and glavin!
glavin had to go early and he never came baaack like he told me! :( so this was the only picture I have of him. haha! nvm, lunch date soon! :D

and the boys who really helped out a lot and I'm extremely grateful and sorry at the same time,
It'd be impossible without tianhao and yummy!!! :D
My mom was full of praises bout them.. haha!

My mom liked all my friends and kept talking bout everyone when we got home. I think she secretly wants to spend time with them more.. haha!

Then the liangs came!
My jiemeis!

Buddies for.. what? 11 years?! hahaha!!

After that, I went crazy entertaining everyone.
Ran up down, in and out cus there were people EVERYWHERE!
And funny thing is, everyone kept asking for randy. -_-
Made me wonder who's birthday it was for a second ahaha..

After all that mad entertaining, it was FINALLY time for cake cutting!!!

THE CAKE WAS BEAUTIFUL I SWEAR!!!!

And extremely yummy.. A lot of people asked where I got it from cus it was damn good! ahaha..
Get the extremely yummy icecream cake from Emicakes their services were damn good too! :D
My parents ordered an extra cake cus we were afraid there won't be enough to go around.. Take my advice if you're about to turn 18, place your candles nearer.
I took 3 BIG PUFFS to blow all out. -_- which was damn embarrassing!
And.. Get a sharper and thicker knife if youre gonna cut an icecream cake.
HAHAHA I look like a wuss trying so hard. hahaha!!

With the love of my life..
he made things possible too.. (:

And my polyclassmates whom I'm closer to,
Who were extremely helpful and I'm really extremely thankful. (:

My pschlmates who stayed till the end cus they were free,
My vip who took damn long to come, and didn't come in time for cake cutting.. :(
But it's okay, I was extremely happy you came anyway..(:
and just so you know, I shouted to everyone in the bungalow to NOT touch the food you gave me. HAHAHAHA and got scolded by my mum and laughed by people.. -_-

Of course, that wasn't all.. There were more people I wanted to thank but didn't get the chance to take a picture with them..
Like, suhua and glavin.. and some pschlmates I can't remember. (oops)

So anyway, after cake cutting.. It was crazy drinking time!

Hailiang gave me expensive red wine which I shared with everybody I love,
Followed by Chivas from my dad too, which was finished damn quickly.

While having fun, yong guang was still helping!!!

HE'S DAMN NICE X 10000000000000000000.

After I went to wash my face and change into comfy clothes, I went to drink with my pschl buddies while my sec schl buddies were busy doing god-knows-what with my polymates haha!

Before helping andre out with hy who wasn't drunk. *nods head*
Yes hy, you're not drunk.. We were just making sure you won't flash. HAHAHAHAHA
aiya kidding lah.
hy was just tipsy and it was DAMN FUNNY in a cute way! hahaha!
Really had fun.. (:

After those who weren't staying left, the boys, zhen and I played mahjong.. drank and watched tv?
THEN we went out to look at stars which were damn bright, near and beautiful!!!
I don't think you'd get to see stars like that anywhere cept Changi..
Extremely beautiful..(:

Anyway, I've received tons of gifts which I really love.
Some are really.. Err. No comments, but I can't really blame them for giving those things to me cus they aren't my friends. hahaha
I realised that those that attended my party/chalet are people who know me really well. (:

I loooove the necklaces, especially the one that's arriving soon.. MY NAME NECKLACE!!! :D :D
And, needless to say, I LOVE THE MARINA SQ CASH VOUCHERS HAHAHAHA.
And the bag that was imported from Korea which screams glam queen!
And the slippers with diamantes which is my size (!) and ALSO screams glam!
And another present which I lovelovelove is,

ISN'T IT PRETTY?!
This was HANDMADE by zhen! I was really very touched by it.. cus a lot of love and effort was put in aside from the fact that it's really pretty.
I really really love it.
Not forgetting useful! THIS WORKS AS A TABLE LAMP TOOO!

It's a really good gift to remind me of my 18th birthday cus it looks so much like the bungalow we stayed in. (:

The above mentioned are just gifts that I love especially, and are not mentioned in accordance to preference hor.

Anyway, my actual birthday was 25th, the day we checked out.
I was really down cus everything had to be over on My actual birthday.
And to me, the actual birthday is the bigger deal for me.. No matter how grand the celebration was.
Everyone was tired so nobody spent the day with me on my actual birthday...

So I spent the day at home listening to sad songs, feeling sad and crying.

Talked to randy on the phone at night when he woke up.. But didn't had the mood to continue.. So I hung up and continued crying.

Until he called back after a long time.. And asked me to open the door at 11 pm plus. (!!!)
I know I look like sai but whatever, I was crying.
He wasn't posing for the cam, by the way.
When I opened the door I started crying harder, it was crazy.
I thought nobody would spend it with me and there he was......
He bought other puffs and strawberry mousse.
Plus, the cake's a FRUIT cake.
The only type of cake I eat aside from icecream cakes.. :'(

Okay, i feel like crying now even. :/

This is an extremely long post.
Can't believe I took 2 days to complete this. :/

Anyway, another outing post up soon!

Plus, sky dining soon with randy!!! *trigger happy*
And lunch date with Darren b at 1827. (I was extremely happy he called!!! And cried like fuck when he replied, " Always did. " when I thanked him for remembering my birthday)
And lunch date with glavin and ness at Ding Tai Feng!
And dinner/lunch date with des, zhen and randy!
and dinner/lunch date with zl!

busy bumble beezzzz! hahaha!

have a great week everyone!

=) THANKS!

2007-02-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

Update:
I. Am. Shocked.
I am $1032 richer in less than a week.
Income solely dependent on Ang Baos!!!!
If I die, I would wanna be Chinese again. HAHAHAHA!!!!!

Not forgetting the Marina Sq $150 cash vouchers sitting on the desk staring back at me..
$1182!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA BEAT THAT BEAT THAT!!!
$_$ mon3y fAced gAlz ftw! HAHAHAHA..
I guess it's not wrong to say people who like accounts have a connection with moniezzz.
-
Hello Bitchezzzzzz!

It's been a while. (:
The bday chalet was awesome, and I have about 100+ picts to upload.
Thanks to all who have wished me, smsed me, gave me gifts, remembered my birthday, texted me on Friendster, left me testimonials but never receive my reply.

I love you all really.
I had a good one. (:
Updates up tmr!

men of my life,

2007-02-22T05:38:00.000+08:00

I like the kind of bond my father and I have.
I like it when I know I called him in time when he needed somebody.

I like it even more when I've received the first hand-typed message from him.
I never really knew, but my dad text messages me like some teen. (Not twitish kind please)

All I know now is that since the time he messaged me, I've been reading it over and over again.. Feeling happy and yet I feel the need to be closer to him.

I guess I just really miss my dad.
Welcome home, dad.
-
On a seperate note,
HAPPY 25TH MONTHSARY BEAVER!
I love you more than.. err.
More than mouse loving rice?! HAHAHAHAHA WTFZZZZZZZ

myraid of colourzzzzzzz! :D

2007-02-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZ!

Moving on to Chinese New Year Part II!

But before I really start, I just wanna share the yummmmmmiest supper snack!
Seafood mushroom! ahahaha!
Damn yummy! Just gotta steam it with soya sauce and sesame oil!
So delicious that I got my mum to get 4 packets.. hehe! One for me, another for randy,zhen and hy!

This entry will have less of my pictures and more of the vintagey pictures cus I've realised that around my gramps' place vicinity, there are TONS of pretty vintage places! DAMN GOOD FOR PHOTOTAKING!

Met randy first before going off to my gramps place for Lion Dance. But we both woke up late, so we missed it. :/

Family,
Mom,
Eew. Hahaha anyway, I rushed out without doing my makeup properly cus I didn't want randy to wait too long. hehe

Family with randy!

After lazing around for some time, we took a cab down to Tiong Poh Road for dinner.

DAMN VINTAGE RIGHT NOT?!
I thought this angle was really nice.. (;

Took this with the black and white feature of my cam (:
THIS PLACE IS INSANELY BEAUTIFUL! HAHAHA!!

I went crazy and took a shitload of pictures, but these are the only few that looks really good. (;

With the brother who isn't really my brother,
Some pretty plant,
Pretty pretty! I've a weakness with colourful objects! :D

After dinner, randy and I wanted to catch a movie but EVERY single movie slot was fully taken.
Eh.. What's with everybody? DON'T YOU PEOPLE HAVE TO WORK OR SOMETHING?!!!
zz.
So, we bought Kungfu Mahjong 3 dvd then cabbed to mehmeh's house for mahjong. :S

Was looking through randy's mandarin oranges, and found one that's of a REALLY odd shape. HAHAHAHA
I laughed like crazy holding on to it, and the uncle peered at me through the mirror.. SO SNEAKY. HAHAHA

A normal mandarin orange looks like this,
But the weird one looks

Retarded-looking.

I'm telling you now, I WILL STAY AWAY FROM MAHJONG.
Motherf! I KEEP LOSING AND I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY IM SO SUAY! :(
Randy's witness of my suayness.
He'd usually reprimand me if I played mahjong wrongly, but ytd it was obvious that I'm just plain unlucky.
Cus EVERY single time I could game fast, somebody would game faster.
If not, when I'm waiting to game and can't just change any tiles, so I discard.. AND I LET SOMEBODY ELSE GAMED INSTEAD. NB!!!!!!!
SEE WHAT I MEAN?!
So, I lost like 18 fucking dollars. -_-

The only consolation was that we played with mehmeh's pretty gold LV tiles,
Hahaha Chinese New Year mood 100%

They're obviously fake but VERY pretty!!!!
They're much prettier in reality actually.. (; And not cheap, I must add. :S

So while playing, something REALLY funny happened.
Everyone got quited irritated that the LV tiles were pretty different from the usual tiles cus the Yi Suo (One Bamboo) looks like a Chicken Hua.

In case you needed to know what I'm talking about.

The Yi Suo (One bamboo) looks like this for the normal tiles,

A very normal looking colourful bird.

However, the LV Yi Suo tiles look like this,

IT'S A FREAKING BIRD!!!

So, I stared at it.. And asked mehmeh (in chinese), " Mehmeh, why your bird's head so small? " ("Mehmeh, wei shen mo ni de niao de tou na me xiao?")
He didn't answer me, and I thought bout what I asked him again and burst out laughing like a nut.
I MEAN, ISN'T IT FUNNY?! HAHAHAHA
WHY'S YOUR BIRD HEAD SO SMALL!
Mehmeh, yongkiang and randy took quite a long time to figure out the pun intended before laughing. HAHA

So mehmeh replied me, " WAHLAO.. can you please don't insult me like that?! "

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
I laughed till I freaking cried!
Does anybody get it?!?!?!?!?! HAHAHAHA!!

Hokay, cheap thrill. You may roll your eyes at me now.

Oh! And I did some catching up with Pak! :D
Gonna go out and hit the clubs next weeek!
It's always with boys, so this time I'm glad I have her! haha!
*excited*
I'm sure it'd be different.. (;

AND THIS COMING FRIDAY'S MY BIRTHDAY CHALET!!! *TRIGGER HAPPY*
PLUS!!!!!!
I'M TURNING LEGAL THIS SUNDAY!!! w00t!
18!!!!!!!

(;

Oh, and know what I realised?
Flamers don't dare to reply to ANY of my posts directed to them after they've left a comment.
And I wonder why. (; heh heh!
I guess it's all self explanatory. If somebody doesn't dare to leave his/her name, why would he/she dare to reply me when it's plain obvious I'd pwn the fuck out of him/her?

That's why I always say.. Use some brains and keep trying. HAHAHA

I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GOOD NEW YEARRR!
I sure had.. Though I've put on SO MUCH weight. :/
Got $485 in 3 days!
This screams for more shopping!!! (;

To kick start the first of many shopping trips, I got myself

2 latest Junkfood tees! SO CUTE!
HAHAHA descriptions fits me to a T. (MAN, I LOVE PUNS!)
Haven't been getting anything from Junkfood for so long already.. But staples will never go out of fashion! So I'll stock up more on those..(;

ALRIGHTY!!!! UNTIL MONDAY! HAHAHAHA
GONNA GET MYSELF PISSED DRUNK, IN A GOOD WAY! :D
BYEEE!!!! HAVE A SMASHING WEEKEND EVERYONE!

Chinese New Year, HUAT AH! 07

2007-02-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

GONG HEI FAAAAAAT CHOI BITCHEZ!

This entry will be picture overload, so.. if you're on some slow internet connection, you might wanna stay away lest your IE gets hang.

Managed to return home early cus I woke up too late so I could only visit my maternal gramps. :(

Alrighty, will start with Friday!
The day my exams ended.. (;

Before the paper on Friday, I had an exam for my core module and I felt extremely happy and relieved that it was over.
So, I didn't study a lot for the paper on Friday. :P

Helped my mom make pineapple tarts.
I swear my mom is obsessed with making them! She makes them everyday till 2am in the morning!!!!! :O

I sorta failed making them cus instead of making ROUND pineapple tarts, the tarts turned out really weird looking.
But we had fun and a lot of laughter.. HAHA! I love my mummy (:

My lanyard finally arrived,
Oh, may I add, it's 100000009% authentic. LOLZ!

Went to school for the exam looking Mod,
Which I think I can't pull off well.. :(
I'm not edgy enough.. Maybe if I have short hair.
But then again, it's just.. not me. :(
Somebody tell me if I should sell the top! I just bought it, and it's my first time wearing it.. It's my favourite piece. :( BUT I CAN'T PULL IT OFF!
shucks..

After the exam, went to have lunch with 3/4 of the class..
Had yummy grilled fish from SIM's eatery! :D
And it was a really funny yet gross lunch, HAHAHA! I really had fun though I don't think I ever wanna experience ANOTHER lunch session sitting opposite Abel. AHAHAHAHA I LOVE THAT GUY!

Took a bus to town together, then slept on the bus..
I didn't know that people can't stand at the upper deck of the bus yknow!!
Is everyone supposed to know that?!!!
HAHAHA so yum kept scaring me with how the bus would topple when it turns cus there are A LOT of people standing on the upper deck.
EVEN RANDY KNOWS THIS!!! :O is it stated in the law or something??

hmm.

So anyway, after reaching, we splitted ways cus the shopping speed is really damn different.
Hy, cheryl and I then went together.. Shopped around and got some scarves, skinny tie, blah blah blah.
Then headed to DFS to authenticate my lanyard, plus check the makeup there.
I WANT THE LANCOME MASCARA!!!!!! (Ask for the one which lengthens and volumnises) Randy won't let me buy it.. :( he'd flip.

Bought an extremely pretty and unique bag!!!
It's from Japan..(: *yum*
The only piece of this colour in the entire Singapore! YAY!

Went topshop and shopped like crazy, everyone bought tops..
And then we headed down to Ding Tai Feng for Lunch/dinner? HAHAHA!
We taught an angmoh how to use chopsticks! :D But of course, he still didn't know how so.. :S
Anyway, it was really fun eating with them.. (:
Satisfied my cravings for DTF's tofu too! HAHAHA!!
We should do that more often.. (:

After that, hy and cheryl had to go off and I had to meet somebody so we all went seperate ways.

Imagine, I carried all these

My loot for the day.. hehe

And prettttyyyyy novo Melissa shoes! hehehe extremely cute and comfy!
plus another pair of white jelly shoes which I lOVELOVELOVE! though it was all that rage last year.. I wanted to wait for the price to drop that's why! hahahaha

Anyway, I sneaked these shoes past randy.. HAHA! He has an issue with me buying shoes.. :/

My loot in a week! together with some accessories and shoes.. hehe!

Saturday! (NEW YEAR'S EVE!)
I planned to go down my maternal grands' place for dinner, which was different from every year where I only went to my paternal grands' place.
Reason being my mum have to go down to her in laws' and my uncles won't be going down for reunion dinner with my gramps.

I felt extremely sad just thinking that they'd be having REUNION dinner alone.
So, I went down to accompany them before heading to my paternal gramps' house which is alllllll the way at yishun.. (:

Wore my prettttyyy dress!

My hair is damn long.. :/ haha!

And my vintage studs! :D
Pretty pretty.. (:

On the way out.. (:
Mm.. I love my gramps place.
I used to go there every week and just chill.
That place is extremely old school, and everybody there just live a simple life, like a modernised kampong. (:
Everybody knew everybody, neighbours and friends would just open the gates and enter by themselves, doors need not be locked and stuff.

Imagine cat-calling from the 10th storey when I was at the first.
HAHAHAHA!!! DAMN CORNY! I thought that'd ONLY happen in the 1980s.
I didn't know who they were.. but theyre a cute bunch of kids aged around 15 or 16? HEEHEEE! LAONIANG IS YOUTHFUL GALZZZ!

my granny's mini 'garden'. HAHA! she grows her own mini oranges, and chilli! :D

my grands cooked a sumptuous meal for me.. And every dish is my favourite! HAHA they know me and love me too much.. (:
After that, I cabbed down to yishun..
Had sashimi as usual and steamboat, and curry, and other stuff.
Ate tonssss of salmon and abalone sashimi which are imported from Japan! :D DAMN FRESH!

Then everyone got really excited cus my first uncle striked 4d shortly after my dad. HAHAHA

I'd love to be thrown into a group of people that I'm not close to, and try to make some good out of it.
It wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be cus my dad wasn't around in Singapore to accompany me do visiting rounds.
I guess randy's right.. I'm too dependent on people. haha!
At home, I depend on my mother.
Outside I depend on randy or my dad.
In school, I depend on hy.
When I feel hungry and feel like sai, I depend on zl.
When I feel broken and extremely lost, I depend on zhen.
Of course, when I have anything happy they'd be the ones I'd share with first. haha!
That's why they're the only few who received my chinese new year message. ahahaha..

My uncle drove me to meet Randy.. (:
Randy and I went to visit my maternal grands again, then went off to watch Just Follow Law! IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS! I LOOOOOOVE muthu!
And I thought Fann Wong's a really dedicated actress.. Her acting is really damn good. I loved it when she said " Nahbeh. " HAHAHA!!!
Unforch, my mum will never agree with me cus she's a huge ZoeyTay fan. -_-

Chinese New year's day, TODAY!

Mom made these lion dance people do a dance in our home, (in hope that THAT would wake me up haha)
I thought it wasn't possible that the lion dance troop came over though it was quite obvious the drum was in the living room, so I continued sleep.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! I continued sleeping without feeling disturbed! HAHAHAHA!!!

Rushed out,
Eew.. Odd pose.
Couldn't get ANY cabs at all! grr.

YAY PRETTY DRESS! HAHA!
Wore my new necklace too.. (:

Found some REALLY vintage powder..
HAHAHA.. Coooool.. Haven't seen these in ages!

Anyway, my newborn coussie was there!!! SHES SO CUTE AND FAT!!!!

Some meat for you?
Hehehe fat girl with an extremely happy grandpa.

Got a kick in taking these pictures.. (in different dresses)

Yay! Loves it.

More comin' up.. (; Can't wait till my birthday chalet/party this Fri-Sunday!!!!!! XD

(:

2007-02-18T04:54:00.000+08:00

Happy as hell.. Haha!
Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL!

Updates up on Tues or Wed. (:

Tag replies will be made on the tagpost itself, so please refer to it.
Good or bad tags are all welcomed, the more the better actually.
Shows that people are reading, and I LOOOVE attention. (;

SO KEEP THE COMMENTS COMIN IN BITCHEZ!
I'd like to know what sort of people exists, and how people can be real sweethearts and assholes on the internet.

I bet with my hair and boobs that they won't dare to tell me such things straight in my face like how I'd do.
And these are the people that I'd never get close to, cus they're probably cheapfucks, low intellects, and well, just have really bad character. meehee!

If you're one of the few whom I've hurt or have rejected, I don't feel sorry.
You can keep trying, it just won't work.
Will I be hurt by what somebody whom I've no intentions of befriending of say?
You think too highly of yourself, either that, or you have too much angst. :P

Meow!
So, keep a lookout for the next update cus there'd be more for you flamers to be angry over.
And more new stuff for you fashionistas! (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR PULL YOUR EAR

2007-02-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZZZZ!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR Y'ALL!

I have TONS of pictures to put up.. (;
but thng is, I have to sleep early..

Anyway, it's just new year's eve and I've received $100+ ! :D
can't wait can't wait.. (;

The Tan family is damn freaking lucky.
After my dad, my first uncle striked 4D AGAIN!
FUCKING LUCKY!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY ANGBAO FROM HIM TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im actually too thrilled from today, (not just cus of the monie$$$$)
and I think nothing can bring me down! HAHA REALLY! ZOMG!

And anyway, pardon me if I've been accepting comments really slowly.
It's really quite tedious to do.. So, don't assume that I'm afraid and have something to hide when I don't approve soon enough.

What's with kids these days anw?
Is it the new trend to dare people into accepting comments?

Just so you know, I'm a very humji person when it comes to admitting my mistakes.
And I am a very open person to everybody.
I want plastic surgery, so it's really mad if anybody tells me that I'm fake cus I ALREADY did surgery yet act like I didn't. -_- (I haven't already done so okay)

And, what's with flamers?
Why create bad karma on CHINESE NEW YEAR?!
Mahjong sure lose until no cab fare home please.
HEEHAW!

I have an extremely positive outlook in life, so.. comments do nothing to me.
You comment already, I still have a good life.
Eat extremely good food, buy clothes everyfuckingday, and just get some material stuff occassionally when I want to.
You say fake then fake lor, I mean I have already explained in the comment in the last post (so please go check out okay shimmy?).
You say fake = fake? So it doesn't really do justice to me right.
If I spend hundreds on something, and some fucks tell me it's only $10, do you think it's fair?

I won't post pictures of fake things and tell the world it's real.
For example, I have never said my Balenciaga was real, in fact, I've never said ANYTHING about it.
Cus why should anybody put anything fake and still be proud of it?
The only person I know who does that is xiaxue lor.
It isn't wrong, but I just think there's no need for it.
My dad will kill me if..
1. I posted something fake or carried something fake. He ALWAYS scold me whenever I wear fake gold, or plastic rings. -_-
2. I bought another high end bag. He will disown me, throw me into exile, and then try to kill me.

So, just so you know.. I will be getting another faux balenciaga bag cus it's too irresistable.. HAHAHA!!! Besides, balenciaga bags are just branded cus of the shape and design of the bag.
Unless you scrutinize, and look carefully, then you'd know if it's the real deal or a grade AAA bag.
So, yes, I won't mind getting a fake that's why.

but if somebody comes up with nonsense like my gucci/coach/whatever is fake THEN I REALLY GOT SOMETHING TO SAY PLEASE.
Use some brains okay? Would anybody get a fake bag if it's so bloody obvious that's its a branded one with the logo on? LOLZ!!!!

If that's not jealousy, I don't know what that is.
Whatever, I don't wna know cus it'd be the usual, " nobody's jealous of you. "

Then KNNBCCB read my blog for what sia?
Interesting only?
Is it interesting cus it's a something different from your mundane life or is it just mainly cus it's an avenue for you to flame me?
If it's the latter, then I think everything is self explanatory already.
People will know what a *cough*loser*cough* you are.

It's okay, I'm actually really amused by what other's see me as.
They think I'm a rich brat blogging, which I'm not cus Ive said it a MILLION times IM NOT RICH.
My dad's the one with monie$$$ and I won't even say he's rich-rich.
People who know me would know that I'm actually a very err, wise spender.
Wise spender in a sense that though I buy a lot, but I source for the CHEAPEST and make sure quality isn't compromised.
I'd only spend a lot on things that must be gotten and things I really like.
Like, SOME highend products. (okay wtvr, Im a brandwhore, SO?)

And please lah okay. Alex & chloe is only US$60, have to get fake?

LOLZ!

I will start buying 4D from now.
Somebody please guide me on HOW to purchase a damned ticket.
THANKS! HAHAHAHA
THIS YEAR WILL BE AN EXTREMLY GOOD ONE FOR THE TAN FAMILY, CANNOT DON'T BUY! HAHAHA I DONT WNA LET MY ANCESTORS DOWN LOLZ!!!!!!

Updates in a bit! :D

My dark side.

2007-02-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over, and im too tired to do anything at all.

So updates tmr or Sunday or something.. (:

Anyway, does anybody know how far hate can bring you?

If there's one thing I can't stand, it'd be people talking bout how much they hate so and so.
Do they even know what hatred is?

Hatred is when you no longer feel the angst when you think of that certain somebody.
Hatred is when you smile secretly to yourself when you know that person is ageing bit by bit, and you, on the other hand is fit and young enough to witness that person's death.
Hatred is when you have prepared Moet to celebrate the death of that person.
Hatred is when you squirt a floor of soap and carefully make it not obvious after you bathe and know that that person will use the toilet next.
Hatred is when you squirt water-like strong washing detergent into that person's hair gel, and still feel happy about it.

It's not adolescent kind of hatred, I'm sure.
I'm so familiar with it.. It's my second best friend.

There's always two sides to somebody, and it's entirely up to people to see which side they prefer to see.

I don't always show this side.
And I think only Randy and my mom knows this hatred the best.
So, it's not really nice if anybody judged me on this.
Hahaha I mean, if anybody could tell, I don't let it get to me too much. (:
I'd just like to share.. Because I think if such deep and strong hatred in me exists, it's just fated to be that I get to experience this aspect of life so well.

I don't think anybody should ask me bout it (cus I'd gladly share) AND THEN talk to me into forgiving or forgetting or letting go.
I'd really be angry with you no matter how much I like you.

And that's one of the pet peeves I have.
And if the 'pet' in pet peeves need a definition or criteria, my 'pet' would be a fucking dinosaur.
So, don't mess with me bout this.

You can insult me for all you want, but do not ask me to let go/forgive/etc.

Another dinosaur peeve I have, which is a bigger 'dinosaur' peeve, would be saying my father is somebody else.
Nobody have any idea (okay, maybe cept randy) how much respect and love I have for my dad.
So much so that it isn't even funny. And I don't take it lightly.
He's my hero, my idol, and somebody I look up to A LOT X 1000000.
So, if anybody thinks my father is some random fuck and somebody ugly.
Do not blame me if I flare up, really. But I'd feel really sorry lah. hahaha!
(sorry junliang! I know you got quite a shock and was really afraid when I flared up. :( )

Sorry y'all, it's just the dark side taking over me now cus somethings happened.
But I'd be alright in a jiffy, really.

Today's a REALLYREALLYREALLY good day with the girls..(:
We should do it more often but next time, I'd try not to meet too many people. HEEHAWHOO
And, we mustmustmust bring more moniesssss when we eat out. Err. Yes.

Will do a decent update when I get back. (;
Happy hols y'all!

Make love, not war

2007-02-14T19:03:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZ!

Today started out really boring.. I received tons of messages wishing me a Happy Valentines and I thought to myself.. " Very happy meh? Pfft! "

Fancy cooping myself at home, studying my ass off for exams tmr.. :/
Turned down chilling out with the boys at HollandV..
Turned down dates with people..

*Randy's busy with work today btw*

So, I turned to drugs.

Sigh.. Life is tough.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Could you already tell?

It's an extremely cute pen from mum. (: HEHE
Okay, I suck at scaring people right.. :/

Anyway, it was just a really boring day with my notes

Until the door bell rang!

LOOK WHO'S GOT FLOWER DELIVERY!!

HEEEEEEEHEEEEEE!!!
How thoughtful of him to send me a bouquet though he's busy at work..(: hehehehe!!!

All the roses this year have dropped standard maaaan according to the news.
But, HAHAHA it doesn't bother me!! Have flowers can already!!!

Anyway, Randy really knows me the best...
On valentines, must have roses.
On my birthday, must have sunflowers.
Go cafe, drink tea.
Go fastfood restaurant, order coke. HAHAHAHA!!!

Like, My sassy girl the movie. :P

And the two small bears attached are extremely cute!!!
THEY CAN TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZOMG!!!SO CUTE!
ANd!! They're actually for the hp.. HEEHEEE SO CUTE!

Stuffed the whole thing into the vase and changed the ribbon on the vase.. (:
But realised that there's too many leaves so I did some flower arrangement..

EH, I LEARNT FLOWER ARRANGMENT OKAY?!

Nice not?
Looks a bit amateurish cus I don't have the appropriate tools.. hehe

Pretty pretty.. (:

Oh, and since we're both busy.. We're only gonna have a romantic dinner in March which is pretty soon.
Cus after my exams, we'd be busy during Chinese new year.
After the important Chinese new year days, we gotta start prepping for my birthday..
Only after that, we'd be free... hehehe! Sky dining! :D

Anyway, loveydovey issues aside.. WATT ZHONGLIN came up with this really amusing way to create passwords for NETS.
It's soooooo DaVinciCode-ish!
Like, you enter your pin number in the X pattern.
Like, 159357 (try pressing it on your cellphone)
SO COOL RIGHT?! HAHAHAH!!!

I'm amused by things like that. (:

HAPPY VDAY Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lao Niang is chio. HAHAHA

2007-02-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,

I think it's official that people think my pictures look perfect.
I'm gonna say this again.. I HAVE NO PHOTOSHOP! HAHAHA
I can't even work with paint properly (cept writing in paint), how to use photoshop?
If photoshop is more user-friendly than paint, does anybody think I'd have ANY idea when I don't even have the program?! LOL!

The only picture editting tool I have is Picasa.
It only edits the lighting, make collages and.. blurs picture which I've just realised! :D

So, yes, my nose isn't as flat as I thought it'd be then. HAHAHA

You know, whatever people say about my looks doesn't really affect me in anyway because each to his/her own.
Do you seriously think you can bring me down if your insults? Lol!

I receive 15 messages online on average praising my looks.
I get hit on by (hahaha only hy will know!!) guys on the streets.
I was asked to be a model by 4 different companies, one of which is a hair styling company.

Do you think just one tag can bring me down??
On top of that, do you think I will be affected by somebody who spells CALL as COR ? LOL!!!
Try harder okay, it's not working. HAHAHAHA

But really, it made my day...(: Thanks!
It's better than any direct compliments!!

You think you know, but really darling, you have no idea.

Hmmm.. And maybe, just maybe.
You are the person whom I've asked to fuck off and blocked on MSN cus you said I look like I am ready to give a blow job.
Maybe, maybe not?
But, you know, I figured you're just as pathetic as those that I've turned down and is bitter. :(

KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING IN, IT'S BETTER TO HAVE PEOPLE TALKING BOUT ME THAN TO HAVE NOBODY TALKIN BOUT ME!
HAHAHAHA!!

A Quick Update,

2007-02-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

Look who's into mobile phones too...

LG for Prada, anyone?

It looks as good as the iPhone from Apple, and a total ripoff if I have to say so myself.

I'm not really sure if it's good enough to be a designer phone, since.. It's not really pretty.
Just sleek, and.. would probably be overpriced cus of the sticker on the phone which says Prada. HAHA

I might get it though.. I mean, it's a Prada okay!
And it'd probably not cost over a thousand by the time it reaches sunny singapore.
Hmm..

But I hate the fact that it doesn't look as gaudy as my phone,

Flashyness at it's finest.

HAHAHA!!

And pardon me for being so slow on the news.. :P

Vday 07

2007-02-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

Hi bitchez!

Lotsa lovalova's in the air yoooo!
First was my classmates getting together (ooooh EXTREMELY EXCITING! HAHA)

Then randy's and my problem probably got solved without even talking.. HAHA! So, yeah. (: *trigger happy*

I'm really dead cus.. I really can't get into the studying mood at all. :/
I HOPE I SCRAPE THROUGH.
And, I've prepared myself for the worst.
I don't mind forwarding a module if that's what it takes to wake me up, and really make me learn something.
Anyway, I don't look forward to working life so missing the attachment doesn't affect me really badly.
It's always better to keep studying.. :P

I'm not sure if I'd regret, but I'll worry bout that later..
Meanwhile, I'll try to pass the other 2 cus I'm quite sure I'd fail MAEC. (Fuck!)

So anyway, I didn't have any 'romantic' dresses thats suitable for a date. So I just wore a tube and a really vintage skirt with a vintage belt, hoping it'd look like a dress,

with my favourite shoes,

And I somehow managed to get the 'non-existant calves' look. HAHA MUST BE THE SHOES!!!!!
I swear my calves look big and really stupid when I'm without heels. :S

And,

I did a 'Wilma Flintstone' look, as jelly would put it. -___-
In case you don't know who Wilma is..

Any resemblance?? HAHAHAHAHA! -_- okay wtf shutup.

And I've received A LOT of private messages on MSN when I said I wanna be fairer, telling me I'm already fair ENOUGH.
*gasp in horror*
No, seriously.. *gasp in horror again*
(HAHAHA OKAY IM SO IRRITATING WITH BIMBO STINTS.)
I am not as fair as you think I am.
At least, it's still not up to my expectations?

I'm YELLOW!!!!!!!!!! Not fair!!!!!!!!! :( :(
Ooooh.. And hehehehe hy said I resemble my idol, Da S with my hair tied up! HAHAHAHAHA

Which really made my day.. So just today, I was telling randy what hy told me over lunch, then I asked him,
" Lao niang look like whooooooo??? *smile*"
*randy buried his face into his lunch and ignored me*
I repeated again, but louder.
Then he said, " Err.. Okay. Only one part lah. "
So I asked him which part is it excitedly and he said, " Hair. "

........... Err. IT'S STILL A COMPLIMENT NO MATTER WHAT!! HAHA
I don't get it.. One of my exboyfriend thinks I resemble her too like 4 years ago, so why doesn't randy think so.. Hmm. GOTTA PSYCHO HIM. HAHAHA!!!

Oooh, and there's no better caption for this picture,

Keep smiling. It keeps people guessing. (;

Went down to clementi to order the cake from Emicakes personally.
Met randy at the bus stop first, and was really really REALLY unhappy that:
1. He's late and yet he didn't tell me why.
2. I thought he went to get me flowers, but I see no flowers.
3. He's got himself a haircut, AND A HAIRDYE WHICH MAKES HIM LOOK BENG.
4. Which I think is the most important trigger, he said he didn't like my outfit.

I went into a full fledged bitch fit and didn't really care bout his ahbeng hair anymore.
I was really damn upset that I didn't receive ANY flowers on vday, AND he said he didn't like my outfit which I've put so much thought on. (bitch)
So, I didn't talk to him at all and just gave him a black face.
Then after a few minutes, he screamed at me,
" AIYA WANT TO GIVE U SURPRISE ALSO CANNOT. I ASKED SOMEBODY TO DELIVER FLOWERS TO URE HSE ON WED LAH! CB! " and walked away.

So, I followed quietly behind lo..
Hahahaha but we were okay in a jiffy cus I used my way to make him happy. HAHAHA!!
If you wanna know, ask me how. HAHAHA!!
This uncle who walked passed gave me dirty looks like I was disgusting. HAHA!!! DAMN FUNNY!
He must be thinking how come this grown lady in heels is behaving this way.. HAHAHAHA!!!

Had cravings for the chicken rice that I had for 17 years, and so chicken rice we had!

At,
w00t! It's really damn good. It's one of the top 5 chicken rice stalls in Singapore as stated in the Straits Times okay!!

It used to be just downstairs.. And now, I have to take a freaking bus and walk damn far just for this. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!

Grr. Whatevs. Good things don't come easy.

Speaking of chicken rice, hy that bitch laughed at me cus I had chicken rice on a vday date -_-
Ehhh.. Err. Hahaha we're a really special couple! I guess? -_-
Somehow, I just think I'd puke if I continue eating anymore good food.
SO BRING ON THE CHAR KUAY TIAO MANZZZ!

And hy and I have been talking a lot (Okay, what's new? WHATS NEW?!!) bout our.. deathbed. :O ?! ?! ?!
And, if she dies first, I'd make sure she has gold ALL OVER her deadbody. (hahaha!! pun unintended)
And she'd make sure I have PEARLS all over me if I go first.
......... Even saying this makes me feel so 'aunty'. HAHAHA!!
But yea, it takes a lot to find somebody that you can be 'aunty' with.
It's not everyday you find somebody whom you can bitch to, complain to, whine to, 'aunty' to.. RIGHT OR NOT?!

Yeow, digressed.

We ordered and ate a lot.
After lunch/dinner, we took a cab down to Town! :D

Ew. I look gross.
Anyway, have a good look at his hair.
He looks really really good in short hair, but.. :( I have an issue with Asians with dyed hair like this.
I will dye his brows when he's sleeping.. MUAHAHA!! Then he'd look good! :D

Went to shop for his clothes, and he bought like 5 or 6 packets of boxers and briefs. -_-
$100+ on just undergarments alone. That bitch is nuts!

Then while we were at Watsons', I was busy looking at some japanese products, randy hurried to me and whispered to me asking me to look at the lady near us.
AND THEN he started bitching,

" Wahlao that woman wanna haolian until like that. Please okay, just look at that. Carry the LV bag then never cut the plastic bag on the handle, together with the LV paper bag like she buy a lot of things from LV. Scared people don't know she just bought a LV bag is it?! .... "

And the dots behind just meant that he continued and didn't just stop there. HAHAHAHA!!!
PLEASE OKAY, THAT WOMAN IS INSANE I SWEAR.
What to do? She's from China......
I mean, it's too exaggerating!!
She just carried the bag around as-a-matter-of-factly WITH the plastic bag STILL on the bag handle. !!!
And I didn't take a picture.. Cus I figured it'd be too rude.
At this point, you could tell we're an extremely bitchy couple. HAHAH!!

Then after bitching, we headed down to Wisma! :D
Went Forever21 first, and bought

^^v They're SOOOOOOOOOO prettty!!!!

Actually, I've been contemplating on whether I should put pictures of what I bought or not.
Cus firstly, if I do, people would get the same thing.
Secondly, everyone I know would've seen it before and then it wouldn't seem like I have new clothes everyday.
Not that I'm trying to make that impression, but I think it's reason why I keep buying and realise I have nothing to wear.
MAYBE? Maybe not?? :/

Walked around, and bumped into a lot of people..
Then decided to catch a movie, but the movies are all DAMN boring.
So, guess where we ended up at?
.

BLOODY HELL, YES! It's kbox again. -_-

I don't get why our date have to end with kboxing all the time.
But, hahaha it's okaaaay, we really had fun! :D

I know I look like a wuss here but this picture is in cus I don't look fat. YAY!

And I think Randy's damn funny here,
He's trying extremely hard to concentrate on the melody and singing cus I sang with him and I kept quickening the tempo. HAHAH!!
It was supposed to be an extremely sad song, but somehow, I made it sound like a really happy and upbeat song without going out of tune. HAHAHA!!

And he was damn irritated so we kept bickering halfway. HAHAHA!!
Like,
him: CAN YOU JUST FOLLOW THE LYRICS AND MELODY?! You see the blue light.. FOLLOW IT!!! *continues to "guide" me like im dumb*
me: Orh okokokok.. *follows him for a while*
me: *back to the same upbeat tempo*
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This, my dear friends, is my definition of fun. HAHAHAH!!!!!

On our way home, we overheard this convo between this guy and girl which made randy laugh like mad,
guy: Mahjong is a form of gambling what....
girl: No! Mahjong isnt a gamble.. You see ah, I spend $20 after 4 hours. My hourly expenditure is only $5 leh. It's lesser than my other expenditures.

............... THAT'S LIKE THE DUMBEST THING IVE HEARD.

so, yes. It made randy laugh like crazy cus he can't believe how people can aim to lose in mahjong. HAHA!
(and P.S: he insisted I blogged bout this)

Shall end here, or not I'd just tell another lame joke which I don't think anybody can digest after so much in an entry.

So, happy valentines' in advance! (:
Make love, not war!
And, don't take the day too seriously.. (though flowers are still very important) cus everyday's a valentines'! :D

Bye!
And love y'all! (:

^___^

2007-02-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZ!

Look what came in the mail!!

I know my nails are due for another manicure.. haha!!

and my name necklace which is quite a POS (Piece of shit).

It broke immediately after I removed it from the package. ARGH!!!!! POS!
:( thats why I said I want a gold plated one.. :(

Wore my new top for MAEC exam, which I'm quite sure I'd fail without fail. HAHAHA (shit!)

then my cam's batt died on me after this picture which is quite a waste cus I was having a good face and hair day.
I went out of the house feeling like, " Lao Niang is having a good face day, and lao niang's hair is fanfuckingtastic! w00t! " HAHAHA

I can't help it, can I? I spend a lot of time on my hair and take a lot of care for it..
I was approached to model my hair for $1500 by some company, cus it's long and I didn't do anything to it.. so the hair stylist can do all sorts of things to it.
But I turned it down and told him I'd be crazy if I did it. :P

Digressed.
went to meet randy then cabbed down to Woodlands to meet my sister.
mingled a while, then went home to nap..

My complexion became better!!! Though my eyebags threaten to engulf my eyes.. You could sorta tell since my makeup melted.

My hair's extremely long.. I think I need a hair cut. You think? Should I keep it??

Okay, so anyway, today was dinner with the folks.

And one constipated face for you.. HAHAHAHA!!!!!!

Dad drove us there.. Had the lobster sashimi again.

Buddha Jump Over the Wall,
Which has a giant shitake, abalone, sharksfin, and some other sea delicacy which I can't recognise. Everyone had a bowl each.

Had Alaskan King Crab AGAIN,
Which was the sex.

Steamed King Garoupa in Teochew style,

It was damn yummy, so I ate it before I took a picture of it. HAHAHA

Mantis Prawn too,

:P This.. was the sex, too.

Sharksfin,
CAN YOU SEE IT?! IT'S MOTHERHUGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone had a bowl of this each.. *yum*

Had Lobster noodles too..
Talked bout my birthday preparation over dinner.. AND IM REALLY DAMN EXCITED!!!

I LOVE MY DAD! (you could tell since I dare to put such an unflattering picture of myself)
He's extremely fillial.. And I think he's the best role model to me.
He's shown me that even though we're more well-off than before, it doesn't have to mean that we change.
Whatever we eat and buy now has changed, but not how we treat people.
(And so, I hope that my close ones won't feel like I've changed because I know for a fact that my spending power will change since.. my dad... yknow. hehehe fear not, cus I will treat you guys whenver I can (:)

Anyhow, we've been eating the same few dishes for about a week now.
If this keeps up, I will become so freaking fattttt! :(
hahahaha but not that I'm complaining YET.. :D good food improves complexion!
All that freshness is really making my face glow! hahaha!!

I LOVE MY MOM TOO!! hahaha..
She's completely the opposite of my dad.. She teaches me how the simple things in life can make me happy too. (:

With my grandad and grandmum

After dinner, my dad took the longer way back so my grandparents can look at the pretty Chinatown lights..

But he drove so fast, my camera can't even capture the lights properly. -_-

Today was really good.
Quality family time.. (:

Tmr's randy and my vday date!!!!!
It better be good.. hehehe
Oh! And I'll be treating randy to sky dining somewhere around March cus that's the only month that we're both free, been talking about this since last month.. haha!!

And I was just thinking about my 18th birthday.. I think I'd be smashed.
Smashed as in drunk smashed, not.. smashed by some stupid cake.
And I got really excited because the best thing to do is to be drunk cus you're too happy.
Not cus you're sad.
Had a taste of it.. And alcohol like a magnifying glass, magnifys your emotions.
So if you're sad, you'd be more sad.
If you're happy, you'd be over the mood. :D

More pictures tmr.. (:

Bye y'all!

Love,

All in a day's work

2007-02-11T03:38:00.000+08:00

(This whole chunk is redundant, and it's mostly for my reference only. I really need to keep track of.. What to get and stuff.)

- spent $207 on my birthday cake. (you people better say it's nice hor)
- asked my dad to get champagne and bailey's (but do you think there'd be more than enough? Cus my dad already bought like 2 vodkas and there might be red wine)
- called everyone on my invite list
- spent $330 on 2 facial creams
- and fuckz, I did not get new makeup and dating dress for vday.
- helped a few people with their poly/jc choices
- TRIED waking randy up
- met a friend, and got to know about her engagement party (shes my age!!!!!! and it's not shotgun!!!!)

Sometimes I marvel at how much I can spend in a day, and I really wonder how much the Government is earning from all the taxes.
My dad's right, everybody would spend no matter what.
Even if you're poor, or low-spending power, you'd spend.

So I'd like to scare myself with how much the Government's earning.

I think I have to bring my dad out to shopping cus Ive got so much to get still:
- vintage ear studs
- new foundation for my new fair skin (HAHAHAHAHAHA!! DAMN HAPPY)
- nars blush
- mascara
- masks
- new umbrella; I swear my current umbrella sucks. It's bad enough I can't walk properly in strong wind, my umbrella cant even withstand strong wind!!
- new.. bag......... :$ I want the latest Luella Bartley bag.. hehehe.. oops
- Oie, most importantly new shoes
- hair protector
- manicure *************

Monday I must get the plastic before the date. I can't procrastinate anymore.

After that would be more shopping, and treats for my closed ones..(:

By then, LAO NIANG IS QUEEN. WUA HA HA HA HA HA HA

I have short attention span.

2007-02-09T02:32:00.000+08:00

I have extremely short attention span when it comes to studying..
Wonder how I did it for O's now. HAHAHA!!

So since I can't study, I'll do a birthday wish list and hopefully I'd get them.. But chances are not high I think. -_-
Tell me if you're getting anythng for me pleaaaase!! Don't want ppl to overlap, if that'd ever happen. -_-

- somebody to teach me Canon in D, not only teach, I must master it. I JST WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THIS PIECE AND THATS ENOUGH.
- Chanel 2.55 (I told you it isn't possible, did I?)
-

this dress
- a name necklace, like xiaxue's. I only want it to be Gold plated, doesn't have to real Gold if yknow what I mean.
- SK II masks. I WANT TO BE FAIRER!! (Oh and please don't get them from SASA)
- Lancome Mascara since I ran out of mascara.

Eh actually I don't lack anything leh. ARGH!
Only the above..
I like anything pretty, but it has to be of some use.
Like, I'm a dress size 2 (grosteque), UK size 8, local size S.
For shoes, I'm a size 37.
I have disgustingly small wrist, and I have an extremely big head so drop the idea of headscarves/hats/HAIRBAND.
I don't use waterbottles.
My favourite colour is Red, Yellow, Green(bright), Orange, Black, Brown, GOLD, Hot pink.
I like personalised stuffs but don't give me keychains.

I am not a ghost yet, and it's not the lunar seventh month so don't give me Candles.

Eh.. I looove handmade stuff the best!! :D
I'd keep them for a lifetime. I have a stash of nonsense(like, vodka that's long expired and labelled 'Wang Qing Shui'. LOLZ!) and a lot of cards..
I'll showcase them all when I'm free or when somebody requests cus I think the only person who finds the stash interesting is myself. hahaha!!

I'm really supersupersuper excited!!
It's not the presents nor the extravagance of everything
IT'S MY FREAKING BIRTHDAY Y'ALL! 18!! 18!!! 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEYER IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!

When I turn 21, I will definitely go for botox.
You don't have to look old for botox actually, it'd make you look prettier.
It's okay if everyone thinks it's superficial or whatever, as long as I look beautiful, I DON'T CARE! HAHAHAHA

I must die slim, beautiful, have nice hair and be fair. That's all. (:

OK UPDATES ON SUNDAY AND MONDAY WITH PICTS!!!

choices choices

2007-02-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!!
Please help me out everyone.. I don't know which cake to get for my birthday!!!

Gonna have icecream cake..
And it's REALLY the yummiest thing EVER.
Nicer than shangrila's one according to my uncles.. So, it'd be really good. (:

heeheee..
It must suit me, and almost be really gaudy. (In chinese: Qi Pai)(Means, 'Saat' in Hokkien or.. extremely presentable in a loud way,AKA GAUDY LAH HAIYA CHECK THE DICTIONARY)
Everything is not important, like cost and shit, IT MUST BE QI PAI!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Oh, and I realised the liberty cake is for 21st birthdays but it's 3 tier-ed!!!
And that's gaudy enough.. (:
Just gotta change the 21 to 18..
BUT! IT'S NOT SPECIAL ENOUGH!!!!!!!

Eh frankly, the more controversial one is the Barbie one.
50-50 thinks that I'm too childish/it's too girly for me
50-50 thinks that it suits me to a T cus I'm.. 'Princessy'. (-.-)

Somehow I jst think it's a wrong choice to ask BOYS.
Some laugh at me and said I was childish, some ask me to buy huatkueh, some asked me to choose one that looks like dung but taste ultra good.

err.

so, please helppppp!

what if..

2007-02-08T01:57:00.000+08:00

On a fine day, I realise that maybe

I wouldn't wanna be your ragdoll anymore?

that's a really sad thought, and I hope that day would never come..
but, that'd depend on your return.
Wouldn't it?

not a fan

2007-02-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

I'm not a fan of Singapore TV at all cus it's overrated and stupid.

But DAMN!
I really love this on screen couple

the perfect couple to me..
BUT WHY MUST THEY BREAK UP?! GAH!

He dotes on her a lot, she's high maintenance..
Gives in to her all the time, never gets really angry
loves her X 100000000000000000000000000
really successful in his career, very loyal..

EEEEEEEEE!!!
PERFECT MAN X 1000000000000000000000000000!

This stupid bitch is.. is.... is.. ....Aiya damn stupid lah. tsk!

And.. If there's something I lack and really want.
It'd be this book,

YESSS!!!!
I'm fucking cheena BUT I DON'T CARE I WANT THIS BOOK!
It just got released not long ago but I highly doubt Singapore has it yet.
:(

sillygirlscangoaheadanddwindleandbecomeuglycustheydon'twannabecheena,
butiwon'triskitcusiwannabebeautifulbitchezhahaha!!!

I'm ultra obsessed with my hair, and being fair.
So obsessed that I think it's reached an unhealthy level. HAHAHA!!!